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  • 'Addiction is a bitch'

    Friday, Dec 31, 2010 2:14PM / Members only

    I’m headed down the highway to the local grocery store. Got a gun in my pocket, and I’m looking for a score. Pull into the bay, and stick my balaclava on. This is my addiction; I’m ready for some fun. I enter through the doors and wave my gun around everywhere. You should have seen their faces; you could tell that they were scared. Put your hands up and don’t even make a sound, and now in an orderly fashion sit your asses on the ground. I opened up each till and took all the hundred dollar bills, I only left the shrapnel; it’s all still so surreal.
    As I ran towards the exit, I saw light flashing just outside. Turns out it was the cops, i just wanted to run and hide. So now I’m in a pickle, what’s there left for me to do? The answer should have been simple, but I really didn’t have a clue. I got into a shootout, it wasn’t looking good, they shot me in the leg, but at least I am not dead. The rest is still a blur, but one thing is for sure, my life now lies in prison and parole is not a given. So why was i so stupid? I knew how this would end. But still my compulsion outweighed me, and my actions resulted in many deaths. I wish that I could take it back; my so called ‘life’ is now off track. Don’t take life for granted, your an idiot if you do. I learnt this the hard way and eventually so will you.

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  • 'Depresion is a curse'

    Friday, Dec 31, 2010 2:13PM / Members only

    Depression is a curse, it can tear your heart apart. It can come completely unexpected and leave you in the dark. The people who surround you put their hearts out on the line, they don’t know how to help because the answer is hard to find.
    So what is the solution, I think the answer is in the mind. If only we could harness it, to give a little piece of mind. So for now we just keep praying that our love will guide the way, to help those who are suffering, and to keep depression at bay.

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  • 'I'm always there'

    Friday, Dec 31, 2010 2:11PM / Members only

    I see you smiling, but I know that you’re crying on the inside. Yeah, yeah. And my heart is aching and my soul is breaking for you. Oh for you. And I hope you know this is true, that there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you. Oooh, oooh. And when times are getting rough and you feel like you’ve had enough, don’t give in, and just stay strong.
    Caus’ every step that you take, and every risk that you make, oh I’ll be there, to make it better. I’ll be your bandaid to the wound, I hope that you get better soon, oh I really do, and I’m there for you. There is nothing on this planet that I wouldn’t do for you.
    So just relax and take a breath, feel the weight of your shoulders lighten with every single step. I’m just a phone call away, and I will always be here to stay. So just release your emotions and all of your problems will begin to fade.
    Caus’ when times are getting rough, and you simply feel like you’ve had enough, please don’t give in and remember to always wear a grin. Because life can get you down, but open your eyes and look around, you’ll find that things aren’t really so bad and your no longer feeling sad.
    It’s seems like this pain just won’t go away, but pretty soon you’ll realise that things don’t stay the same. So pull yourself together, and always look up, girl you’re in a rough patch, but you will get your life back once again. You know that I’ll always be here till the end.

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  • 'Russian Roulette'

    Friday, Dec 31, 2010 2:09PM / Members only

    Russian roulette is a very dangerous game, your playing with your life, there is no winner only pain. So time is of the essence, every second is a curse. Your waiting for the inevitable, may as well buy a horse to go with that hearse.

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  • 'Tears'

    Friday, Dec 31, 2010 2:07PM / Members only

    Tears are like a river, they go with the flow. When we feel sadness, our emotions start to show. We cannot control them, it’s pointless you know; your eyes start to swell, and so begins the show.
    Don’t worry, this is natural, it’s a sign that we care; it provides clarity for our thoughts, and releases the burden that was once there. So the next time you feel sadness; just let the tears flow, it’s all part of the process, towards happiness and letting go.

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  • how's it going everyone, my name's luke and i'm a volunteer firefighter. my hobbies are weightlifting, tennis, bikeriding, running and fire fighting. ...


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