well, it seems really a long time that i didnt write anythings here, but i just reopen this site and saw all the things that i wrote and all the ppl that i know , i feel that i should back here not for any reason, just like here, i really do, hehe .
Actually, today is my birthday, one year older,haha!! i always feel that time really flies fast, and we all dont know that what will experience in the future, it just this reason we all have hope and luv in our mind. I been experienced a lot this recent 3 years, honestly, i think it totally have changed my life, i dont wanna say i have regret for myself, i just a little emotional now, ok, i am fine.
i got birthday phonecall from dad this early morning, yep, i have used to get a phonecall from dad for sooooooo long , hehe . You know what, i dont have any speciall feeling today, just like a nomal day, sometimes i hate here's weather, dry and cold, but i work and live here so here must have somethings that i luv.
l luv autumn in Beijing, also luv the ginkgo, Ginkgo biloba leaves, because I feel it like a heart, and also like butterfly wings.
i love that colour,because its a sun colour that makes people feel warm
the reason why i think is butterfly wings is that i wish i was a butterfly with a warm heart, then could flying whatever place i want
stop at a favorite place when I flying tired, then take my own warm heart to the first person I met
oops,too touchy-feely ! haha 
here's pic about ginkgo , new fresh or old , history.. whatever..

(in the city)




(Temple millennium ginkgo ,best one)

back to city...
I like the mottled sunlight, like the colorful neon.
Whether it is day or night the original can be suffused with light shining in
Different color of crisscross, translation from you and me , From now on, I in aggie time and lonely and good..
HANA-BI,, bright and beautiful again only momentarily.
But if for eternal produce distrust is mature start. 。。。。。
So after all is really important.
If at a future time being unable to find a happy formula
So at least try to put a little card as lambency lens. Will all the gentle good sight receipt...
Anyway, i am happy that i can back here again, so how's going my friends,hope u guys all the best !! 
i luv u all..!!