I have long time not update my blog entry.

Now i start to learn Brazil dancing. Capoeira.  I love it. Because this dancing also includ Kongfu. Very beautiful dance.

• Depression is a mood disorder that causes you to feel sad or hopeless for an extended period of time. More than just a bout of the blues or temporary feelings of grief or low energy, depression can have a significant impact on your enjoyment of life, your work, your health, and the people you care about.
  
  Depression may be triggered by stressful life events, other illnesses, certain drugs or medications, or inherited traits. Although causes of depression are not entirely understood, we know it is linked to an imbalance in brain chemistry. Once the imbalance is corrected, symptoms of depression generally improve.
  
• Depressed mood.
  情绪抑郁。
• Inability to enjoy activities.
  不能享受运动。
• Problems concentrating.
  注意力无法集中。
• Poor memory.
  记忆力差。
• Difficulty making decisions.
  优柔寡断
• Changes in eating habits.
  饮食习惯改变。
• Weight gain or weight loss.
  体重增加或减少。
• Changes in sleeping habits.
  睡眠习惯改变。
• Difficulty going to work or taking care of your daily responsibilities.
  无法正常地进行日常工作和生活。
• Feelings of guilt and hopelessness; wondering if life is worth living (common).
  有罪恶感，感觉没有希望；怀疑生命存在的价值（普遍现象）
• Slowed thoughts and speech.
  思考缓慢，表达缓慢。
• Preoccupation with thoughts of death or suicide.
  常常想到死亡，或自杀。
• Complaints that have no physical cause (somatic complaints) such as headache and stomachache.
  抱怨不存在的身体病痛，例如，头痛，胃痛。

　I cried all the time when i got those symptoms......Now i just better and see docotor sometime......relax...hope i can recover soon.

I have long time not update my blog entry, because I am really sad of SiChuan earthquake. Everyday I am keep eye on earthquake update, from the report and TV i see a lot of pictures and news about Sichuan People, especially to see kids, i feel they are really pity.

We are donate of Sichuan people. God bless them.

During these days...i feel nothing special and nothing make me happy

I always deeply in my dream and don't want to wake up. I feel so sad and very tired. I like a wrong person. he is not my Mr. Right. but i like him deeply...

why i always like that? why i cannot make myself happy? why i am not brave to face in coming future?

Beijing's weather is getting warm, I feel very happy. Spend sometime with my friends outside and dancing in the MIX. Show you guys some pictures of mine.

hehe...while...