One at a Time

FAREWELL MICHAEL

"My goal in life is to give to the world what I was lucky to receive...

the ecstasy of divine union through my music and my dance."

I always had this weird feeling that sometimes when I think of something terrible, it becomes reality..

And when an old friend told me that he's coming back home because his Mom's sick, I suddenly had this strange image of them having a funeral.

This day was extremely sad: an old friend whom I haven't seen nor spoken to for so many years lost his mom from cancer & another friend was fretting about a sudden engagement.

But this text message I received from my cousin affected me so much:

K: Breaking News: Legendary Pop Icon Michael Jackson dies at 50. =(

Me: Are you sure? is this on the news. 

K: Yes it's true, my friend texted me that she saw it on the news. When i heard about it, I suddenly remember back in grade school you were a big MJ fan & thought I should text you & your sis. MJ's songs are really nice...

I really can’t believe MJ has left us. ='(

Still don't know much about the deatils of his death.

I’m trying not to watch the news, it hurts so much seeing all these headlines of his demise.. *sobs*

I’m silently crying right now.. And yes, I am listening to his songs while writing this, I feel extremely sad, knowing he’s no longer with us.. ='(

Hearing his songs gives me goosebumps knowing that never will we ever see him sing these songs to us again..

I will miss him truly...

“Even though the pain and heartache

Seems to follow me wherever I go

Though I try and try to hide my feelings

They always seem to show

Then you try to say you're leaving me

And I always have to say no...

Tell me why is it so

That I Never Can Say Goodbye…”

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQLOvd1TVuI

He was one of my sources of inspiration to be a good person. ='(