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• There are.......

  Saturday, Jun 13, 2009 2:34PM / Standard Entry

  a few good  reasons that i like Shanghai,

  But there are too many reasons i love toronto.

  in less than 12 hrs,

  I'll be leaving HK again,

  back to home.

  'It wierd isnt' it?' i asked myself, after the glamourous visit of 'the city'

  and HK seeing my mom.

  Still nowhere esle i would rather be.

  j

  
  

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• shanghai here i come

  Saturday, Jun 6, 2009 9:46AM / Standard Entry

  never been

  what will happen?

  1 week

  let u all know

  j

  
  

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• well RESTED

  Monday, Jun 1, 2009 4:10AM / Standard Entry

  i think from time to time , one must learn to find time to do nothing,

  so both mentally n physically can be emptied from the ever tiring routinal work.

  I was in bad mood  yesterday ,

  but today i m fine.

  I guess one must try to find meaning in things we enocoutered,

  things we do, things occured randomly.

  sometimes we actively involve in meaningful activities,

  like my daughter asked me to spend an afternoon with her and her best friend shopping,

  she said in case she liked anything i can pay for it!

  I liked the idea. The activitities itself could be menaingless...

  to me...it makes a lot of sense.

  Sometimes we r too stuck, too consumed in our own thinking process....

  if we want to be lifted

  we have to actually go out and do some unwantued activities to get oursleves going.

  When we can first  break out ffrom our normal comfort zone...

  strech it....it will at the end benefit ousleves.

  Try do the non make sense suff...then things becomeing making sense.

  These few blogs that I wrote , i felt like I was whining,

  dragging and boring people who read it.

  I guess this is the real me and the realness of life.

  Life is full of ups n downs and flat liners......bored.

  treat them equally i guess everything would be fine.

  I m hoping to get myself in doing exercise and eating more porper starting tomoro,

  June 1st is my start date..fail or successful...let u know later,

  i will first go C 'Drag me to Hell' myself then after which to 'UP' with daughter....

  that is a typical sunday for me.

  Bought myself a new air of shoe sandal. Yeah, i m happy. they r $79.99 wow

  that was exensive.

  But they are the kind of my shoes that I liked deep down. Lazy kind.

  j

  
  

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• maybe u should stay single

  Sunday, May 31, 2009 6:53AM / Standard Entry

  this is what I told my male friend in msn.

  1.5 yrs ago, he went to NYC met a woman,

  madly in love , a good thing........only 1 twist,

  that woman is married with a daughter....

  sometimes i m amazed by human mind, how it can rationlise things.....logics....

  of coz....that woman's man is an abusive man.

  Anywayz...gone thru threats and escape and flying back and forth NYC to toronto,

  they finally got married 1 yr....lviing a dream life they thought would freeeze at the perfect point.

  Life goes on...and on and on............

  A hair stylist stayed home msn wiht me.....on a busy sat/////////

  his present wife flyied back to NYC to see her own flesh....

  my friend here...already thinking of a divorce....Y?

  cos she cant forget her daughter....always missing...

  she once thought, just like many divorced couples....thought once the decision made,

  Life will play our normal forvevryone....this case didnt....

  she ended missing her own kid more n more...

  Man jealousy arises in situations like this...

  thinking giiving her a home...a place...a non violent man...some $/.......

  then she would be happy....completely happy.....without missing a bit of the past...

  when he sees her not happy.....my friend is not happy...

  how come she's till suffer.....

  When one decided going into something....espcially relaionship....

  U bettter be prepared to take the whole situaion...and stop imagining....different scenarios,

  forcing others becoming happy////////////

  'Maybe U shoudl stay single'

  this is what I told my friend....

  Myabe many moms think they could relive their own life somewhere ,

  without lingering on thier past kids from last relationships....

  but kids are kids are forever....

  stop folling oneself and live a relaistic life..

  Find someone who knows and accepts who you are then live a life.

  j

  The whole day I was hoping soemone would call me for a dine out or snack out....

  none...when others were lonely...i'd always call them....

  have anyone had this expeirence....when u r lonely....no one would remember you.

  this is my day....but its ok....rather than lonely than force into a relaitonship like my friend.

  I still have my French vanilla ice cream in my hand.

   

  
  

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• a walk with

  Monday, May 25, 2009 9:26AM / Standard Entry

  my little brother producer for change on this sunday evening.

  A 'do nothing' side walk patio sunday.

  talked about things, making films, true love, not really true love........

  seeing babies ,obviously we both single at the moment....

  he for short while , me a much longer while....at the smae time....much older me.

  When life is not boils down to deadlines.....

  people do talk about things....not for a particular reason or purpose....

  that in fact is living.

  U set your own pace....talk about others....practcially at the backs.....not necessarily gossips.

  Some creative ideas were rasied.

  Ordered a pizza, seafood pasta........n a bottle of mineral water...........

  almost forgot.....at the back of that restaurant......'Blacksmith's'

  a Jazz trio were playing........fusing and belnding in the air...........

  sat for 2 hrs.........no alcohol........it;s good.

  Then we set for  a walk around a pond.  Observing late sunset while we walk,

  guess what, he's much younger....but he's short of breath.........asked me to walk slower......

  he stressed he 'd never exercise. This is the result.....young producer with only younger

  appearance ahhaha much less enduarnce for walk.

  Wacthed terminator salvation by myself before that. Enjoyed it.

  Of coz i m an easily enjoyed person.

  I had quite a day quite different from my usual sundays.

  j

  
  

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