love story? LOL^o^

is it already two months since i last made a blog? LOL okay...for those of you who have been uhmmm..missing me? hahaha! well...sorry coz i don't know how to do this anymore..hahaha! i can't believe this blog's making me nervous! hahaha!

1. today, my family, together with our relatives, celebrated my parents 25th aniversary..oh my gosh! i can't believe it! for 25 years..and they're still together..happily married.. but before that; last 2003 my grandparents got married again on their 50th anniversary.. my grandma died last 2006 T_T but do you know what happened to my granpa? every day before he went to my mother's brother, he never fails to visit my granma's grave..*sigh* my parents and my grandparents always make teary-eyed and hopeful..i'm a romantic okay..^o^ *sigh again* anyway, the celebration went well, except my gelatin made so many uhh...comments? hahah! not because it's delicious but because i wasn't able to make it right! haha! but hey! it is yummy cept it's kinda super wiggly^o^

2. i'm a college student again^o^ thank goodness! hahaha! but i transferred to a different school. i only have 1 and a half year in my previous school to graduate; in my new school, i bet i still have 2 to three more years to get my college diploma..bummer huh? oh well..what's important for me now is to greaduate and start my REAL life as an adult..hahaha! yeah, i still think i'm a kid..hahaha!

3. my friends and i are planning to start a small business..the idea is mine.. imagine a bookstore-cum-cafe-cum-bakeshop-cum-playshop..hehe^o^ the concept all started from my dream to have a playshop for the little kids, in there, they'll be using their creativities to make anything they want..

4. there was this boy during my senior who fell in love with me in hs (of course^o^). i kinda dumped him..PRESENT..he's back.. as the cliche things change say..yeah...i think you already know where i'm gettin at..hahaha! yeah.. I'M THE ONE WHO'S INLOVE WITH HIM NOW.. but bohooT_T he was my friend's ex-boyfriend (i think she still loves him); worst he has a girlfriend..worst than worst..he's such a jerk now..*sigh* can you believe?! he's playing with my feelings! when i told him i love him, he said he loves me too..ha! he loves me but he also loves his girlfriend?! and he regret breaking up with my friend?! waaahhhh!!!! that's so absurd! so stupid! he loves all of us?! and "hear" this..he talks to me like i'm a flirt, a whore, a prostitute w/e one may call it...T_T i don't know if it's love but i still talk to him..sometimes he talks to me nicely but most of the times he's being a jerk..i feel like he needs someone to understand him..to be there for him.. i think i'm that person..but its hard not cry every time he gets serious because he always talk about his present love and past love..but at least he trusts me..i think?


so that's most of every thing that's happening..hehe;p mwuah! koala hugs guys!

always..always take care okay!^o^ love yah..and miss ya guys^o^