it is like months away since the last post..cny ryte?? yea it's been a long long time, lotsa things happened since the last post..juz a brief summary what i've done so far..
so after cny, yy n i worked at tangs pav, great experience we got there (n $$ too!!) not a bad environment there cos the things there it's like so darn expensive..n the people shopping there is like "omg, i gt this nail polish done yesterday, n it's fantabulous!!"...yea those kind of people
we worked 4 like 5 weeks..den we go 4 college. well it is kinda funny story when i recall back how i gt 2 this college..erm..i'm studying law?(what??) in a college located behind petaling street (petaling street?) called ATC (come again?). yea i noe, i shud be studying hospitality ryte, but u c when i was working kat tangs, suddenly i realized that the hospitality thingy is not really my thing, u noe hav 2 like serve ppl even though u r not happy with the customer..(ur eyes will keep rolling until ur eyeballs drop out), so major no. den thought dat now i have no idea what 2 do, juz thought dat mayb i get some basic knowledge of law..not really going 2 become lawyer, juz want 2 noe what's da law..(since dat our country's law is like so messy), and so ended up i'm at ATC studying a-levels.
ATC, when u c da college u'll be like 'what?', yea trust me, cos i saw the unbelievable faces from my sisters when they saw my college. they were totally speechless!! so, this college is like a building only, with totally lame lecture halls. thank God the lecturers there r not bad, they have some standards there. and the students there, i'm totally not so close with them. i rather 2 say i'm cant go along with them than 2 say i'm not friendly. they r like..i dont know. especially there's this girl, she from sbu. i'm still ok is she's a sbu-ian, but she is also a cheerleader 4 shirtliff. whoa!! once i gt 2 noe dat she's a shitliff(misspelling intentional), i was like urgh..disgusted (sorry girl, is not bout u, juz dat u joined the wrong group) thank god i'm not a xavier cheerleader, otherwise i'll headbutt her each time i c her. there r some people who try 2 approach me n talked 2 me, but it's like such a short conversation, even i myself also felt da weird atmosphere..it's AKWARD!! each time dey try 2 talk 2 me n be friendly 2 me..i'm like.'juz leave me alone, will ya?' i thought dat i shud be an invisible human thoughtout dat one year in ATC, but it seems dat i failed dat. it seems dat almost all the lecturers notice me (well except 4 maths, cos there's only 3 students in the class)..but besides dat i did not do a very good job in invisibility.
so far, i can cope with my studies, juz have 2 put more effort on law n maths..otherwise it will be easy-passing subjects.
it's already going 2 be 5 months in college, n i'd be lying if i said i dun miss secondary school's life. when chan posted all our form 5 photos on facebook, i'm like 'oh ya, i rmb dat!!' 'no way..'
lol so much fun dat time. i miss the days we slept during sej n econs class (wif yuee tong), days we made fun of mr.low and ms ma..(dat's hilarious!!), days when we never complete our homework(especially bm), days we used 2 talked bad bout ms waan (i still hate her now okay?) mornings when we had to squeeze ourselves to our lockers to get books..i'll miss all dat. u noe we tend 2 take 4 granted stuffs dat we used 2 enjoy, but we dun feel like enjoying it? well dat's human nature..
so dat's all i've 2 say bout this few months, so i'll talk bout what i'm up to now. well u guys noe dat michael jackson passed away ryte? (may he rest in peace) so i've been listening 2 his songs since his death. in fact i'm listening to his HIStory concert on tv, ryte now, as i'm writing dis post (he's singing "Earth Song" ryte now).
u noe i've juz mention bout human nature (one of his songs too) juz now, where we tend 2 take things 4 granted? yea we took him 4 granted too. in fact he din really gave much impact 2 my life, cos i was way too young when he's on top of the world. but i still noe bout him, or when we see someone dancing, we'll ask "u want 2 be michael jackson ar?" we dun think when we say blurted out these words, cos when come 2 dancing automatically we can relate it 2 mj, cos he's such a great entertainer. n how much we despised him when the accusation came out, we totally forgotten his music, totally. i rmb when he came 2 m'sia 4 concert, and my parents n my elder sisters went. dat time i thought mj was a girl..n i insisted, my family was like "yeah yeah". i was young okay?
it was friday morning, when i finished brushing my teeth, i on the radio, and i was on fly fm. n there mj's song ( i forgot what song is it..i was sleepy okay?) i din pay much attention, den phat fabes announced his death.."we confirmed that mr.michael jackson passed away this morning" i was like 'what?' i tot i heard wrongly, but i didn't, it's true. i rushed out from my room n yelled,"mj is dead!! mj is dead!!" my sister was like "what?!" "mj is dead!!" " hamster is dead?"
gawd..it's tough talking 2 a person when she's juz awake.."no..MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD!!" n i closed the door. i quickly got dressed, and went down 2 watch cnn. and yup, it's all bout mj's death.
it did not really hit me at first. den slowly through the day, the internet was full with mj news. and so i read all the articles. and i found out that he had such a tough childhood, n i started 2 believe dat da accusations against r false..(it's false btw, the damn guy admitted it).he is like the greatest artist in the 20th century..(and it always remain no matter what century it is) he concerned bout da world, he loves children cos i think due 2 what happened 2 him during his childhood, he wants 2 spread his love 2 da children. and he cared bout the environment, racial issues, less-fortunate people..etc. such a man with a giant heart, n yet people try 2 drag him down. n now he's dead, n people r like 'oh he's such a great singer', 'i love him so much!!', and these r da people who detested him during the darkest moment of his career..this is what i call hypocrisy.
well, enough of me n mj..gotta sleep..so damn tired these few days. juz finished mock exam, i even missed da yum cha night wif vivi they all. argh..havent get license yet!! so gonna get it when i finish my AS exams, which is after my bday..gonna get it done by the end of this year. so damn fast, this year is coming to an end, everything is happening so so fast, n i'm still blur here..(err,what's going on?)