Thursday, Apr 4, 2013 11:08AM
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Just discovered that Mayor of Tiny Town has closed down! :(
I guess now the bf and me has to go to Hatched for our dose of poached eggs and other yummy foods. I've always loved exploring new places to hang out and have some good food. That was an awesome place but I guess the location wasn't at a good spot.
Now I won't get to eat my 'Bull's Eye' anymore D:
Oh the sautéed mushroom and asparagus and the patty and that juicy tomato. Gasp.
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Monday, Apr 1, 2013 8:42AM
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I'm glad I was given feedback regarding my tone of voice. My family's been so used to it although my sister always ask why I'm so angsty when in actual fact, that's my ''try to reason and talk things out" voice. So I've never been on the receiving end of my own voice but apparently it's louder than usual and not very pleasant...which defeats any point to talk things out if I sound so scary lol :/
But I always think issues should be talked about so there will be little pent up emotions because they serve only to wreck good atmospheres and I reallllly hate to spoil the atmosphere of anything.
I think I let all that past insecurity and rocky parts build up this paranoia that feeds on the need to feel constant attention and affirmation that this is all real and still happening.
I know for sure if I let it continue then everything is just going to crumble. So the ironic thing is I've been asking others to let go and not dwell on things whilst I have been letting that paranoia grow and now I'm the one dwelling on things.
I should care less. About the details and small issues because as cliched as "the small things matter", they are also small issues that should not dictate the bigger picture. Habits die hard and I shouldn't be too insistent. Sometimes there's no bigger picture to things, it just is what it is. I tend to become a bit of a control freak I guess...gosh. I never expected it LOL...
I'm gona go with the flow...and glow~ hahaha. Glow with happiness from the carefree side and not glow with anger hor...HAHAHA...
Living in the moment just took on a whole new meaning. I'm also very glad I found a solution to my choir AM sessions and get to spend more time with Dearie through that:)
Meanwhile I cannot wait to wake up naturally without an alarm when my ''holiday'' starts in two weeks. :)
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Tuesday, Mar 26, 2013 2:46PM
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Saw this on FB:
Interviewer: Why can't you be alone without Yoko?
John Lennon: But I can be alone without Yoko, but I just have no wish to be. There's no reason on earth why I should be alone without Yoko. There's nothing more important than our relationship, nothing. And we dig being together all the time. Both of us could survive apart but what for? I'm not going to sacrifice love, real love for any whore or any friend or any business, because in the end you're alone at night and neither of us want to be. And you can't fill a bed with groupies. It doesn't work. I don't want to be a swinger. I've been through it all and nothing works better than to have someone you love hold you.
Sweetness.
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Monday, Mar 25, 2013 2:58PM
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I did something I normally wouldn't have done today. Ohkay it's not something really radical lah. I simply went to work. LOL. Despite. Despite, having only 4 hours of sleep during the first day of totm.
Girls will know the first day of totm is really terrible. The bloatedness, cramps, giddy spells kick in all at once. And on top of that you have to deal with the actual period. =/
So I was close to just calling in sick but something inside me just told me to just get up, get dressed and since I was early, I had some hot milo to soothe the tummy and headed to work.
Why am I even blogging this mundane routine? Well, I just think it's quite commendable (LOL I know I know work is default, what's so amazing about turning up for it?) that I made myself go to work lol...
What is the Lord trying to tell me by making me hang on at RC?? I really want to stop waking up at 6am or earlier...
So I'm snacking and feeling bloated but still snacking while blogging so I can stay awake. Hey, I'm still doing my job. Just need a little break from the mental block. And lately I'm not sure I love you so much anymore, English. You're so difficult!
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Thursday, Mar 21, 2013 4:11PM
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Dear friends,
STOP asking me "how's the job search going along?" for a convo starter because hey, if I get a job, you'll hear about it. Meanwhile, I ain't gona shout about having interviews every now and then and how great or bad they were. Especially if the last update you heard from me was perhaps 2 days ago?!!
And it's especially annoying when this question is asked in a group because it's still something private and if I shared it with you, it doesn't mean I want to share it with the group, ok?
And please stop asking me when I'm getting a house. What business is it of yours? And if not for the policy in Singapore, would we be asking such questions? They are not amusing at all. Maybe if you paid for me lah? :)
And lastly, just because I have a bf now doesn't mean we're gona head down the aisle ok? GEEZ. Let us date, at our own pace! :)
So ridiculous to be asked such questions by couples who are in long term relationships who aren't married. Like, shouldn't it be them first? Lol.
#PMS
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