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Saturday, Nov 8, 2008 10:10PM / Standard Entry / Members only
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First of all, a big thank-you to my homies here

It's been hella' fun this week with all our wits and creativy, credit to those who actually worked something out - The Love Doc & The Inked Nurse, and of coz nimal's Pussycat Dolls!

Much appreciations to those who listened to my boring, self-inflicted heart-broken story

And a suffocating cuddle to nimal for dropping by our blogs and guestbooks I'm sure your dear friends will be OK in no time, having you standing by them.

After all the madness, I'm back in my "dark hole".

Thought I've walked out proudly, but hell no... some stupid moves and there I'm in straight away again

I can only blame myself for being so pathetic, no one else's fault (and clearly not yours, OK? ).

I can't help having various songs popping into my head, and the first one is this oldie:

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=x9s25OUdspE

Crazy - Julio Iglesias

This is kinda what we went through:

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=yaAIopIIR7E

This Masquerade - The Carpenters

Then, from my fav female Asian singer - Amei:

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=ieA5jcPIv_I

記得 (ji de) - Remember

Video:

http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=lLN7VGP2Y_M

如果你也聽說 (ru guo ni ye ting shuo) - If You've Heard About It Too

Video:

http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=yCeFBgSNnnI

快樂眼淚 (kuai le yan lei) - Happy Tears

Why would I still care for someone who doesn't want it, least to say, doesn't deserve it?

Better yet, who else can I share my life with?

I feel shameful enough when I texted my bro to say I feel sh*t but received no response.

I understand, everyone has their own life and I can't bother them too much...

While I was off sick in mid-week, I watched "Star Runner" again.

Oi YOU, don't wear those flip-flap shorts and show your bro + his 2 friends in public ever again, please...

Yes yes, TANK is always oh-so distracting, but I've got more in mind.

Seeing the love story between Kim and V, I really wonder:

In real life, would a woman ever be able to inject so much strengths into a man solely by showing her face?

I'm never a deadly romantic person, never believed in fairy tales.

If I ever had the chance, I'd love to have positive effects on someone somehow...

- Making him smile with what I do from the bottom of my heart

- Providing assistance and support whenever he is in need

- Building up a loving family

- Sharing our lives as one

Isn't it too much this silly Jan is asking for?

P.S. This, would for sure be my best X'mas pressie in 2008.

Leehom Wang x HKPO - 22-24/12/2008 Hong Kong Cultural Centre

The thing is, who's gonna go with me even if I've got 1st row seats already?

Entry comments (6)

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Aisha89
posted on Wednesday, Dec 31, 2008 11:59AM [Report]

LOVE THIS MOVIE! VANN WAS AWESOME! IN IT!
MissScarlett
posted on Sunday, Nov 9, 2008 3:46AM [Report]

Men are different animals... Eh. Loud music, lots of coffee and comfort food. Drown, crush, destroy the grip all those feelings have on you.

YES! Do extend an invitation to JediJean. Wish I could come to THAT par-tay! ;)

Joy is the purest form of happiness. It can't be bought, it can't be discovered. People waste lifetimes and fortunes trying to get it. They fail to realize joy comes from giving of oneself. Find an outlet for the gifts you've been given. Get yerself some of that joy! Meanwhile, I'll pray for Mr. Perfect 4 U to cross your path :)

then find someone, something, somewhere that appreciates the gifts you have.
Fiercefirenisis
posted on Sunday, Nov 9, 2008 12:48AM [Report]

Jie Jie,
i've told you many times before and i mean it you are beautiful and amazing. If some ass clown can't see greatness that is you screw 'em. they're not worthy of you. Jia you~ jiejie. we love you.

-Char
JediJean
posted on Sunday, Nov 9, 2008 12:09AM [Report]

In the meantime, cheer up, sis! You are sooo gonna get thru' this... just quit thinking about that dude, and pull yourself up out of that hole, 'cos I know you can be stronger than that... jia you!!! :-)
JediJean
posted on Sunday, Nov 9, 2008 12:06AM [Report]

Hey Jans... I have a pretty whacked out idea, but maybe I could hop over on some budget flight to HK and join you for Lee Hom's performance in December?!?? Then we could really have a whale of a time! hmmm, what do u think?
busa
posted on Saturday, Nov 8, 2008 10:22PM [Report]

Ok no love doctors advise or even pretty nurse advise... just plain truth.... sis you worry too much about that A*hole.
The more you think about it the worst it will make you feel... call it a momentary memory lapse, or even momentary lapse of sanity.
(if that hole is too dark, turn on the light)... hehe.. just a bit of pun to make you smile...
Now get off your bum, go out and buy buy buy, new look, new friends.... that will make him drool fo sho... if not get Onimal as a leading man... I'm sure he's negotiable... hehehehe

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Just an ordinary woman, living a simple life.

Family:
My 88-year-old Granny in HK is the love of my life!
Dad lives in China whom I see a few times a year.
Mum lives in Italy whom I see once every few years but talk over the phone once every few days.
Younger Bro in HK whom I hang out with sometimes.
So sorry I love them all but I just can't be under the same roof with them for more than 24 hours without losing our temper...

Home:
Living in a cozy apartment overseeing the greens with 2 kitties.

Friends:
Met the best ones in school during my teens.
Can be quite diplomatic when I first met someone, but when you've gained my trust, you'll know I'm your true true friend who'd stand by you at all times.
Often offend some people unintentionally, oh well, who fxcking cares? Those who really know me would understand that I simply cares too much and am just being frank for their own good sake.

Love:
Been enjoying single life for a few good years.
AKA "the extremely picky bitch", a bit of a masochist -.-
Can't be tamed, but can be conquered by talents, personality, knowledge and appearance.
Absolutely need my own space and respect (typical Aquarius), and of coz I'd do the same to my other half.
Always been attracted by the wrong guys as I found the decent ones too lame; hence, got hurt quite badly over the years. No regrets, I made my own choice and am bearing the consequence with pride.
Motto - Since good looking guys are pigs and ugly guys are pigs too, why not pick a good looking and talented one, then either keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best that he would treat me right for the rest of my life, or merely have a good time?

School:
Been in HK all my life until 17, then spent 5 years in the UK.

Work:
Kinda workaholic, as I am too much of a perfectionist.
Can't stay on routined tasks, addicted to challenging myself with new stuff; hence, often get bored with a job every 2-3 years :P
Been working straight from morning till evening without a break lately during weekdays, and often keep working at home in the evening and weekends, WTF...

Fav:
Singing - esp. Amei's which widens my vocal range (with much practice of coz). YAY!
Reading - mainly on the net, novels/magazines in bed.
Writing - only when I'm in the mood.
Movies/Drama/Musical - only the good ones (here comes the picky bitch)
Clubbing - only with ppl I wanna hang around with and at good places (here comes the picky bitch again)
Cooking - only to those who deserve it. HA!
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