First of all, a big thank-you to my homies here

It's been hella' fun this week with all our wits and creativy, credit to those who actually worked something out - The Love Doc & The Inked Nurse, and of coz nimal's Pussycat Dolls!

Much appreciations to those who listened to my boring, self-inflicted heart-broken story

And a suffocating cuddle to nimal for dropping by our blogs and guestbooks  I'm sure your dear friends will be OK in no time, having you standing by them.

After all the madness, I'm back in my "dark hole". 

Thought I've walked out proudly, but hell no... some stupid moves and there I'm in straight away again

I can only blame myself for being so pathetic, no one else's fault (and clearly not yours, OK? ). 

I can't help having various songs popping into my head, and the first one is this oldie:

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=x9s25OUdspE

Crazy - Julio Iglesias

This is kinda what we went through:

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=yaAIopIIR7E

Then, from my fav female Asian singer - Amei:

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=ieA5jcPIv_I

This is for radwynn dear

My 88-year-old granny and me, munching on radwynn (白い戀人)

My granny loves this little piece of biscuit, and at her age, I'll let her eat as much as she wants.  She is the love of my life, on top of everyone else, and I mean it!

A bit off the topic, here is my lil bro with skinhead too, what d'ya girls think?

He's fun to be with, sportive, young, and most important of all, he has been SINGLE for a month or so

Now, application is welcome to be sent to his extremely picky sis for initial screening

Been doing nothin' at all this weekend, but I kinda enjoy the serenity

Years ago, I've tried to explain to someone how I enjoyed loneliness (yes, Aquarius needs lots of space), but he couldn't understand, kept saying "loneliness" was a derogatory term already, which no one would enjoy.  Yes, he was such a macho and had big egos that he tried every bit of his effort to degrade my thoughts.  He was one of the biggest mistakes in my life and I'm glad it's over.  [J1, you knew a bit of that story ]

 Maybe I had problems expressing my feelings in this sense.  I started to have the idea of "enjoying loneliness" when I was studying in London.  I was sick of getting upset because of the dreadful weather, while my dear Mama couldn't understand how helpless a teenage girl was when she had to face a totally alien life all by herself.  All Mama said was "I spent a fortune to get you here and you're crying now?  I would've died for such opportunities!  I was deprived of such as a child and I gave you the best, so stop whining and show me good grades!"  OK, guess I should  then. 

There came the moment when I started telling myself: No one, not even your loved ones, could ever make you happy, except yourself.  Breathing the damp cold morning breeze would make me happy.  The Spring blossoms would make me happy.  Seeing someone on the street walking her dog would make me happy.  Cooking up a pot of curry and finishing it all by myself would make me happy.  Got what I meant by "enjoying loneliness" now?  ummm... 

Time to share a bit of the rubbish I've been working up this weekend.

First of all, a big thank you to Onimal  

Screenshot from Black Mask 2

Your new blog entry cleared all clouds above my head like a stream of warm rays

Then, I've been a bit worried about J1, but I'm sure she'd be OK and she can deal with anything with her wisdom.  Hope you didn't really miss that special event last night, and you know I'm all ears if you need me, OK?

The MUSIC-MAN!

Watched some great footies last night: Manchester United vs Hull, then Spurs vs Liverpool.  Man Utd won 4:3 which was a close call, but the Spurs' victory of 2:1 at 90 mins was nonetheless nerve wrecking.  Thanks for providing such entertainments to me on my sleepless night  Plus, Xabi Alonso and Steven Gerrard are soooo cute!

Hilarious, eh?

When I got up this morning, I was determined to make some ringtones for my new phone.  Yes, my 4-month-old SE G900 decided to go scuba diving in a bucket of water a few days ago , so I got this...

TouchWIZ F488

Yeah this phone is nice, pinkish and all with a 5.0 mega pixel cam which serves my snapshot purpose, but I still miss my G900 and the ...

OK, so I've been cutting clips of my fav MP3s into ringtones (of coz old stuff from Leehom, Amei, Joanna Wang, etc. would've been there already ).  Miraculously, as impatient as I am, I actually spent the whole morning splitting less than 10 MP3s only, coz I wanted them to be so good that I did the clips down to 0.001 second  Can't help to think that maybe I could join another team in my company which works on media stuff!

Here are some of them:

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=lqG91mzqRBs

謝安琪 - 囍帖街

So much feelings were stirring inside me when I first listened to this song.  Thanks Eric Kwok, great job!

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=wBuWV3IhLqY

謝安琪 - 十字架

Another great song by Kay.  Adrian Chow is good too.

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=gVr_cM_d55I

梁靜茹 - 會呼吸的痛

This is the song I've been humming most of the time for the past year.

Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=Fo-cUIEe38I

周杰倫 - 說好的幸福呢

A typical sad love song from Jay, but I'm lovin' it

Also got some pics back from a friend last night and uploaded them into an album for other friends.

I'm fall..ing...

On my nerdy side, I've been reading up astronomy stuff about "Age of Aquarius" which started in Aug 2008 when there was a total eclipse of the Sun.  Wouldn't that have something to do with the recent turmoil around the world?

Still debating if I should go and have a walk by the seaside while getting some ciggies home.  Looks like it's gonna rain, but I've been eating too much lately that I really need some workout!

Oh well, let's decide after my nap

Love y'all

This is what ALL mothers should do.

Stand up for your own rights, and your baby's!

I never understood why people have been making a fuss about breast-feeding rooms in HK, especially after the recent "poisonous milk" incident.

Why can't mothers just breast-feed their babies naturally in public, without anyone staring?

Why most men in HK are still so shallow that they're drooling over exposed breasts and connect them to sex only?  Don't they remember they too came out from someone with breasts?

Breasts are part of our body, for the purpose of nurturing our offspring, nothing special.

It's so sad that most women in HK are always reluctantly wearing spaghetti straps with a jacket on top to avoid perverts staring at them or even being called a slut.  It's 35c out there and we still have to wear turtle-necks to prove our decency? 

How stupid!

It's such a beautiful scene when a mother is taking care of her child.

See how natural Angelina Jolie looked into the cam?

See how loving her smile was when she was breast-feeding her baby?

THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M GONNA DO!

Before I become a mother, I'll keep wearing spaghetti straps in summer, and I'm damn sure that I'll stare back to whoever stares at me oddly, or even walk up and ask him/her what's wrong

When I'm a mother (I swear that I'll quit  when I'm preparing to be a mother, I reckon that's the LEAST a parent should do for their children), I'll proudly breast-feed my own child in public and return an "Angelina smile" to those glares (OK, I'll try my very best to look as sweet as she does...) 

My child is hungry and I'm not gonna fuss about finding a breast-feeding room or feeding him/her in the loo!

The Launch of Titanic, the Unsinkable.

1. In HK while I was on summer vacation, with Cal Hockley if I were Rose DeWitt Bukater, whom I believed he has loved me wholeheartedly, but I could never transform into the woman he wanted as his wife
   
2. In London at the beginning of my final year, with my IC mates. Happy days, happy memories...
   
3. In London again during Easter holiday, with Mum who came to visit me from Italy.  She tried hard to hold her tears back, but they just burst out when the musicians said farewell to each other then rounded up again to play until the last moment on the deck while others were running for life.  All I could do was passing her Kleenex
   

I have never cried over this movie.
(I usually cry myself out when I saw animals dying in a movie, not human )

Maybe we've seen too many tragedies in real life, that we became less emotional.

Titanic sinking.

Maybe we're too used to social hierarchy, that the upper class always get priorities in everything, no matter how hard we stump on our feet.

Rose and Jack at the upper class dinner.

Rose fighting against her feelings to Jack, as it would lead to a major change in her life.

Rose and Jack having a great time with the lower class.

Maybe I was trying hard to convince myself, that the story between Rose and Jack was only a fantasy.

Rose met Jack, amazed by his talents.

Rose and Jack in love.

Stay cool, never expect this kind of romance would ever happen in real life in order to avoid disappointment.

But deep down, I can't deny I'm still longing for my Jack Dawson, who can hold me tight and tell me everything is OK as long as I have him.