I am sad for i cannt get a good result.

2. 72. Who would give a smile for that

i got B and C + .

i suppose it should be C - , but due to malaysian culture,

it was upgraded to C + enabling all um -ians to pass i suppose.

Nothing much to brat.

Morality and conscience.

i believe that these two have got to do with several big fields that u and i have known.

1. Psychology

2. Religion

3. Philosophy

That the three fields above should not intervene each other and be discussed as separate fields with regards to the two topics today.

Morality.  Recently, learning from a law text book, found out that the equity which is one of the English common law have intervene with common law system and therefore, the creation of Court of Chancery to disolve the dispute between two parties. The man in Court of Chancery is to decide the case based on their morality and conscience.

As the principle of equity developed, the most reknown one, " He who seeks equity must come with clean hands."  Besides, there was a phrase such as, " Equity varies at the length of Lord Chancellor's feet." The Lord Chancellor, is a man as regarded as the Keeper of the King. It is to practice his wisdom in the judicial system by considering the conscience of his own by most probably, affected by his psychology, religion and philosophy of life.

Psychology as many people knows, is a study of human behavior, it was usually related to the famous Sigmund Freud, with his famous Odaeplux Complex and Freudian System of human behavior. Carl Jung, another important figure who also contributes to psychology.

For religion, it is obviously, something that many people know, and many celebrities dont take it seriously, or to say ignore it as things that never should have come across in their lives, as they dont practice what they should and follow the teaching. I am saying many, but NOT all, therefore, i believe they are still some good people out there.

Coming to philosophy, one might wonder why  philosophy should become part of religion or religion become part of philosophy. My words seem so simple, as these two fields, in my opinion, must be discussed together. Simple as, an anology, people who practice no religion, gain a philosophical insight and vice versa. Philo = Love + Sophy = Knowledge. Philosophy basically means love knowledge.

In times to come, people know, most part of life, encompass these three fields. Without really understand it well, people wander along the uncertain path, gradually, be influenced by environmental psychology and factors unseen, results in two ways, the more ying or the more yang.

Cheers

Yee Cs

The "Abe Sada Incident"

Site of the "Abe Sada Incident"

Ishida and Abe returned to Ogu, where they remained until his death. During their love-making this time, Abe put the knife to the base of Ishida's penis, and said she would make sure he would never play around with another woman. Ishida laughed at this. Two nights into this bout of sex, Abe began choking Ishida, and he told her to continue, saying that this increased his pleasure. She had him do it to her as well. On the evening of the May 16, 1936, Abe used her obi sash to cut off Ishida's breathing during orgasm, and they both enjoyed it. They repeated this for two more hours. Once Abe stopped the strangulation, Ishida's face became distorted, and would not return to its normal appearance. Ishida took 30 tablets of a sedative called Calmotin to try to soothe his pain. According to Abe, as Ishida started to doze, he told her, "You'll put the cord around my neck and squeeze it again while I'm sleeping, won't you... If you start to strangle me, don't stop, because it is so painful afterward." Abe commented that she wondered if he had wanted her to kill him, but on reflection decided he must have been joking.^[33]

About 2 a.m. on the morning of May 18, 1936, as Ishida was asleep, Abe wrapped her sash twice around his neck and strangled him to death. She later told police, "After I had killed Ishida I felt totally at ease, as though a heavy burden had been lifted from my shoulders, and I felt a sense of clarity." After lying with Ishida's body for a few hours, she next severed his genitalia with the kitchen knife, wrapped them in a magazine cover, and kept them until her arrest three days later.^[9][34] With the blood, she wrote, Sada, Kichi Futari-kiri ("Sada, Kichi together") on Ishida's left thigh, and on a bed sheet. She then carved 定 ("Sada", the character for her name) into his left arm. After putting on Ishida's underwear, she left the inn at about 8 a.m., telling the staff not to disturb Ishida.^[35] When asked why she had severed Ishida's genitalia, Abe replied, "Because I couldn't take his head or body with me. I wanted to take the part of him that brought back to me the most vivid memories."^[36]

After leaving the inn, Abe met Goro Omiya. She repeatedly apologized to him, but Omiya, unaware of the murder, assumed that she was apologizing for having taken another lover. Abe's apologies were for the damage to his political career that she knew his association with her was bound to cause. On May 19, 1936, the newspapers picked up the story. Omiya's career was ruined, and Abe's life was under intense public scrutiny from that point onwards.^[37]

[edit] Abe Sada panic

The story immediately became a national sensation, and the ensuing frenzy over her search was called "Abe Sada panic".^[9] Police received reports of sightings of Abe from various cities, and one false sighting nearly caused a stampede in the Ginza, resulting in a large traffic jam.^[26] In a reference to the recent failed coup in Tokyo, the Ni Ni-Roku Incident ("2-26" or "February 26"), the crime was satirically dubbed the "Go Ichi-Hachi" Incident ("5-18" or "May 18").^[28]

On May 19, 1936, Abe went shopping and saw a movie. She stayed in an inn in Shinagawa on May 20, 1936, where she had a massage and drank three bottles of beer. She spent the day writing farewell letters to Omiya, a friend, and Ishida.^[35] She planned to commit suicide one week after the murder. "I felt attached to Ishida's penis and thought that only after taking leave from it quietly could I then die. I unwrapped the paper holding them and gazed at his penis and scrotum. I put his penis in my mouth and even tried to insert it inside me... Then, I decided that I would flee to Osaka, staying with Ishida's penis all the while. In the end, I would jump from a cliff on Mount Ikoma while holding on to his penis."^[38]

At 4:00 in the afternoon, police detectives, suspicious of the alias under which Abe had registered, came to her room. "Don't be so formal," she told them, "You're looking for Sada Abe, right? Well that's me. I am Sada Abe." When the police were not convinced, she displayed Ishida's genitalia as proof.^[39]

Abe was arrested and interrogated over eight sessions.^[16] The interrogating officer was struck by Abe's demeanor when asked why she had killed Ishida. "Immediately she became excited and her eyes sparkled in a strange way."^[40] Her answer was: "I loved him so much, I wanted him all to myself. But since we were not husband and wife, as long as he lived he could be embraced by other women. I knew that if I killed him no other woman could ever touch him again, so I killed him....."^[41] In attempting to explain what distinguished Abe's case from over a dozen other similar cases in Japan,^[42] William Johnston suggests that it is this answer which captured the imagination of the nation. "She had killed not out of jealousy but out of love."^[43] Mark Schreiber notes that the Sada Abe Incident occurred at a time when Japanese media was preoccupied with extreme political and military troubles, including the Ni Ni Roku incident and a looming full-scale war in China. He suggests that a sensationalistic sex scandal such as this served as a welcome national release from the disturbing events of the time.^[28] The incident also struck a chord with the ero-guro-nansensu ("erotic-grotesque-nonsense") style popular at the time, and the Sada Abe Incident came to represent that genre for years to come.^[44]

When the details of the crime were made public, rumors began to circulate that Ishida's penis was of an extraordinary size. However, the police officer who interrogated Abe after her arrest denied this, saying, "Ishida's was just average. [Abe] told me, 'Size doesn't make a man in bed. Technique and his desire to please me were what I liked about Ishida.'"^[40] After her arrest, Ishida's penis and testicles were moved to Tokyo University Medical School's pathology museum. They were put on public display not long after the end of World War II, but they have since disappeared.^[9][45]

^{http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sada_Abe}

Deception is such a beautiful word. Whenever u feel trusted, u are a step closer to be deceived. Whenever u believe, u r dammed.

Whoever suppose cleaverly planned, for they have no purpose but to spare you time to attend u for a minute, but to haunt u when u are dreaming.

i love being deceived for the reason, i am so hard to be cheated on. So glad that i got it.

Sincerity counts. Every word constitute another different intention has caused the listener to deviate his intention and as a consequence, love turns hatred.

I love the way i write things, so bull shit enough, so loving as if the world is going to fall on me with tons and tons of love, and love and love again, caused harm to whoever get rejected.

And slowly, u willl feel the hatred, anguish, frustration and afterall, like what this entry intends to, which is to show u from the beautiful deceiful words, to the true, painful reality.

Always Cheers

Yee Cs