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wow...its been so long since i updated anything here...
looking back on my previous post, reminds me of the good ol' memories..
the times we shared - the moments we hated each other, the moments we loved each other...but the most important thing - i MISS every bit of it!!

i dont want to say i regret every decision i make as its always a learning experience...
no matter how hard is the obstacles, i will try to continue my duty as a human to be strong and never to give up easily

these days, the situation is getting more complicated and weird..
sometimes, i dont even know what to do..which is odd cos i normally would know how to tackle issues...and it doesnt help when certain things that can be avoid become unavoidable...
how bizarre is that....

at times i feel like ive lost myself...i try to find myself...but it seems like im not quite there...yet...
i miss the old me...i wish to revive the old me...
the happy chirpy ol me...where i always find everything is possible...
but now...it seems like everything is impossible

gotta keep on trying to solve it......


    
頑張って!!!

The moment you start, you cant stop
its sooooooo SINFUL, believe me !
probably could go on hours..and...maybe....days...
and...
months!

Tired was never an issue...
probably because of the determination...
and of course, the excitement...
to make it perfect...

As time passes by,
you will realize that things are not what it seems..
every second,
every minute,
every hour,
every day,
every week,
every month,
and
for the Big TWO years,
will you get what you're hoping for...

?


"life is like a box of chocolate, you'll never know what you gonna get" - Forest Gump

I'll try to re-evaluate things...again



xoxo

初めて　目が合ったその日から
毎日　一緒に過ごしていたね
暖かい腕の中いつも
あなたの寝顔　見つめ髪をなでて

微笑みあった日々が今でも
忘れられず　いるんだ病む心
見えない背中いつまででも
追いかけてまた　ふと我にかえってしまう
So I make a promise

あなたの存在大きかったと
今になってやっと気付いた
二度と果たされない約束
いつまでも　この胸に　しまったままで
You don’t say, say good bye

もう何も　語ることも出来ない
言い訳も　愛もすべて　何もかも
信じていたの　あの言葉を
永遠(とわ)に待ち続けること
知らされないまま
And I make a promise

鳴らないcall　期待をしても
同じと　本当は　分かっているのに
最後に心から愛した
あなたへと　この想い　届かぬままで
You don’t say, say good bye

胸に込み上げ　溢れる涙
止めることももう　出来ない私
いつまでも続く現実が
儚い夢になるとは
Cause I make a promise

これからずっと側で笑って
幸せになる　そう誓ったのに
今でも残る　思い出たち
これからも　この胸にしまったままで
I’ll never wanna be alone

 xoxo,

あなたの恋人 - 猫

After the bumm, this happened
regardless of everything, i'll always leave a mark
a good mark.. i promise!
c'est la vie!

xoxo