MOTHER
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You are here.....in my heart
In my eyes,in my vision and my warmth
.....I am there
In your care and your patience
In your love, in your mercy and your warmth
Should we blame it on my number?
Or on my attitude, my existence and my distance?
To where?
Togetherness
Or to some mountain gaps?
When will my heart stops shouting?
Would the love leaves when just started?
.....Crossing our hearts,
Under one roof?
Or same period?
Pains in my longing and hopes
Oh my tears...oh my love...my MOTHER!
Seeing myself lost in flasks of time
Sold on the strain of the facts
Firmly on the waves of desire
Melting in lines of tenderness
And back the fiddler is playing!
And that blows my heart
Bending my neck to the clouds and stars
To see you in my fantasy and my dreams
Strange in this world.....
Nothing like my soul on this earth
From the chalk period to ice age to the hereafter
The words stamped on my heart
Started with M.....and lasted with M with U between
In My farness lowliness....lowliness
Peace surround me every place
Refused it as it is not your peace
And refused the time cause it's not your time
And the place seems so empty
.....Cause it's not your place.
MOTHER....oh rumbling in my life
Wish to break the chains of the time
Cut the pages of absence
Burn the travelling boats after reunion
And beg The Mighty
.....Will give my soul to HIM
Oh MOTHER
Got to know the life from your insight
....I digest the meaning in my mind
By the way of your lofty love
MOTHER....the fall of secrets of my body and soul
Oh the loud rumbling of my farness
.....I know you are feeling me
You are here.....in my heart
MOTHER.....oh the fragrant in my blood
My pain in the loneliness
my hope in my deep sky
My melting candles in the heart of darkness
Thought I was stranger
Wished for strange feelings
Or strange believes by the dawns
But I feel your lasting prayers
And feel your tired heart beats
Walking with me to all my fates
Running to stop all my sins
In the land of happiness
In affectionate trembles
I fly behind the dying roughness of life
And say:my pains are my passionate
My grief.....my life
MOTHER.....The freedom's light
The peaceful sun on the moons
The circle of love.....
The firm leading Start
The beating of inspire mind
And rising heads to the top
I beg you to higher my soul to my head
It separated years ago
And hard to rise my body and thoughts
And had forgotten my voice
Begging The Mighty for closeness to my mother
.....To you my love
With my heart
My soul
My feelings
And all its meanings
To you, myself
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Hussain