today i has the chance at here write it ,i m sure if i m not write it i will crazy for happened in my life .i cant say the god flaugh ,maybe this is everybody need over the things .ok !but coulld you not happen in the same time ,could you let me has a little time to rest and give me a chance to change someone and finish it .then happen other one .
i dont know how to say that feeling .i dont want it happens from now on .please dont let me agree with .if you dont agree with me .but need think of my ideal .yes everyone like the sweet hard .but i know sweet always had other different way together ,was happened a lot of things let me never belive the sweet word and i should do everything if i think i m not sure and i will to find the truth by myself ,i m always dont has the safe feeling .this is why i m always hug myself ,sleep a small place .i want to forgot something but someone do the bad things let me sad more remenber before the bad things more .if pure to each other and to do the ralathion ship is so bad ,ok i will choose sometimes change something ,i m just really work hard study hard ,help other let me so busy ,i want forgot you ,i dont want had next time is cry the reason one is about you .i dont want everything let me remenber you sometimes ,i m tired .everytime is the ther truth heart but either back me the sad,even the lower or other ship with the guy.maybe is the brother and sister was told me ,protect the best way is other one to do the things to me ,and i do the same back .but to me seems so difficult,look so easy ,do it to difficult.so tird ,miss you so much ,grandpa!when you leave my life ,no days never miss you,you are in the haven alone ?wish i m to togerther with u !