Slight sleepy to start with but the sun is now hanging in the sky...

Suddenly, I feel like being random this morning, I don't know what. But this gonna be part of my life yeah, next time when I read my archives I can laugh at myself now. LOL. To the future me, please take a look at yourself now and think of times like this, times that sometimes you feel lost or just blahhh, smile and continue to look for yourself.

A message from the loving man with deep thoughts, KJJ. “Please wait for me and stand for me just like before. Everything will be better, so please wait for me. Thanks everyone for your trust/faith. Please continue to wait for me and stand by me” // "I will always keep the faith. Please wait for me. Everything will be better.Thank you all for believing me and waiting for me, I love you all” Though at this point of doubts, I can trust your word right.

45 new feeds for less then 1 month without blogging. That's pretty much, I don't think I'm gonna go through them either. LOL. 2 weeks+ since I'm back from Taiwan, yeah looking for a job currently. Life isn't going anywhere, sometimes I'm confuse, like now, I'm puzzled. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to look forward to. Ask me what I know, for 100% sure, I don't want to live my life like that. I need some adventure, adrenaline rush, high time. Easier said than done huh, all actions and no talk. I don't know where to aim seriously. It's not even sad to start with, it's just lifeless.

My aimless life need a light somewhere. My goodness... Sigh.

I've been thinking about the past, my past, I questioned, what is it like to be on the stage. I forgot that feeling...

BLAH... the weather is too cold for me... Now I'm having....

1.

Backaches.

2.

Backaches.

3.

Backaches.

4.

Backaches.

5.

Backaches.

AHHHHH!! MORE BACKACHES N STOMACH STITCH...

I WONDER WHY IS IT ACTING UP...

FEELS LIKE DYING *GETS BRICK*

Anyway, will be travelling to Taiwan next morning...

Bless me, enjoy your Christmas everyone.

for those who're adding me as friends... im sorry i didn't recieve any friend request... it's not workin for me somehow...

this year, I spend the simplest simplest birthday day ever... stayed at home, sleeping, eating, facebook-ing... i remember how late i reach home the past years having everyone waiting for me to cut the cake, with yvette of cos... XD

one cut cake serve up, yeah yeah just drool over the photo... lol... i wanted to take the full cake but before i come to my senses i've already finish my slice of the cake... ahhh *scream fats*

even though not many might see it, but im really thankful for all the wishes, they make me happy and smile a lot...

xoxo

It's been freaking cold all night these days...
24*C (stabs anyone who on the air condition)
lol, well, save gaia a little right...

anyway, moving on...
things are so so so sad these days...
especially today, too many negative hear says...
as much as i'm able to take it and digest bit by bit...
i never want history to repeat itself and i mean NEVER...
but I know, it's not just yours or my choice to define what happens next...
we're together on this rollercoaster ride, we are, all together...
everyday it takes a turn, some day it take a plunge from the top...
we don't know how long the safety buckle can last...
as long as im able to hang on to it..
please give me the courage to follow...
even though 2010 seems dangerous too...

my heart is crying...
I BELIEVE...