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  • 21:58

    Tuesday, Apr 13, 2010 9:58PM / Members only

    we have a meeting today. then the boss aked me some questions. it seems that i did not work hard, at least in his opinion. i do not how to say . "how difficult to be a man" this is my answer in my heart. i can not offend my leader, in the same way ,i can not offend my boss, then what should i do . i am a newer, i have to report everything and did everything the leader aksed me to do . everyday i will go to the international trade city, the place i hate. then the question arised,"what have you beening doing when you are free, here i have lots of customer, everyone have to be responsible for at least 4- 5 cusomers, you did not ask me these things, there are a lot of things you need to learn........." oh my God! if i report to you something straight, my leader will be very angry, then my dark days will come. so what should i do . i have to submit a summary at the end of the week. what i will write? my true feeling or the superficial words? anyway, God bless me ,please

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  • 21:54

    Monday, Apr 12, 2010 9:55PM / Members only

    i am always thinking when i see the title, i do not know  how to write. i went to the international trade city again, i hate that place, it is dirty for me . however, i have to face it everyday. oh my G od!  no , i have to calm down and relax. i am young and have to work hard to live the life which i long to . actually, i do not know which life i like. i am  a simple girl. i want a big house, empty, a set of computer, a bed ,sunshine, yeah, that is enough. oh, how wonderful. i will live a new house at the end of the year. woo, i do not how to express my feeling. as to my job, i am still wandering, it is not the time to make a decision, i will decide after several month, at least, i must learn the flow of work. here, i want to thank leomonkey, thank you for your advice, God bless you

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  • wandering

    Wednesday, Apr 7, 2010 8:54PM / Members only

    i begin to wander my future  life. stay or leave?i am not sure.there exists huge difference between dream and reality. although i have known it .i do not want to accept. i know i have to endure it .this is my first job,but not what i want. i have learnt one thing that i must know how to reject others'requirment. i do not want to be involved in others, only to find that i am the scapegoat. the relationship is not so pure as that in university. i have to protect myself. i am not sure whether i should leave the company. my job has no relationship with english. i have studies english for four years in university. it seems part of my life. i will be scared if i found i can not speak english one day. so i am wandering. God, please tell me what should i do.

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  • i donot know why

    Tuesday, Apr 6, 2010 7:55PM / Members only

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  • bettering

    Monday, Apr 5, 2010 11:48PM / Members only

    突然之间,想让自己变得更好,GOD BLESS ME

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