Waking up feeling so tired & weak today. Slept at 1 plus ytd & just woke up not long ago. By right, I should have enough sleep (more than 8 hrs), but, Im still feeling so weak now. *arrgh* I think soon, I might suffer from depression or maybe Im already suffering from it a lil. I woke up today & I almost burst into tears. Mark the work, "almost". So ya, I didn't cry out eventually. Don't ask me why I almost cried out, 'cos it just come automatically. *sigh* Somehow, I don't really feel like going out today. But, still, I gonna meet bf later & attend a small bday celebration for cx. I hope no one offend me today and turn my day into a totally shitty day. *fingers cross* Enough of this shit, gtg. Byee!

对许多人来说，这个晚上只是另一个再普通不过的夜晚。
但，对某些人来说，这个夜晚也许是最难熬的一晚。
突然间，时间好像停止了，周围也变的安静了。
今晚，我突然心理面充满了许多感触。
因该是听了许多，了解了许多，所以心情特别的复杂。
夜晚的到来总是让我想很多。
今晚的一切，不管是人，事，物，都感觉很不一样。
气氛特别沉重，夜晚特别暗，月亮特别圆，人也特别的沮丧。
有时候，并不是没事，而是习惯了强颜欢笑的去面对大家。
*叹气*
最近好像大家的日子都不是很好。
现在的我只期待雨后的彩虹。
也只希望，我们大家的日子能变得更好。