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• grow up

  2007-06-06 4:24AM / 標準BLOG

  when exactly are you "grown up?" or must you grow up?  i definitely feel like i'm falling WAY behind on this whole step in my life.  i feel that way everyday when i float around country to country, without roots, nothing to tie me down, no place to call home...yet it seems other people in my life come in and out, leave and venture off to new things, new lives, while i'm still here...doing what?  this is what i'm thinking at 4:28am.  it really sucks when you can't sleep.  when you want the day to start only to think what am i going to do today?  or worse, to dread what you know will take place...maybe it's not such a good idea to blog when you're half awake?  oh yeah, my question was when do you have to grow up?  act like a mature responsible adult, whatever that means?  not be hurt, be strong, be confident, be tolerant, be wise, be rational, logical, humble, calm, at peace with one self?  when was that supposed to happen? just asking.
  
  

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• full moon

  2007-06-01 9:58PM / 標準BLOG

  i absolutely LOVE the full moon.  it always makes me smile when i look up and there's this hugeass yellow circle in the middle of the sky...yes, yellow, when it's tainted with la poilution the way i'm used to seeing it...sure it's also gorgeous all bright white light...my favorite time to see the full moon is at around 4am when it's quiet out and the new day is about to start, a clean slate, a fresh start, and there it is, HUGE and FULL and so fucking beautiful.
  i have a friend who used to watch the full moons with me, and even now, hundreds of years later, altho our lives have drifted apart, we'll email one another on certain especially glorious full moons...and even if we don't, i know that we're each thinking about the other and smiling at the good times...
  
  
  

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• small world

  2007-05-29 4:52AM / 標準BLOG

  it never ceases to amaze me just how fucking small this world is...it's scaryass small, is how small it is.  scary.ass.small....too much has happened in just the past month that has made me freak out at how the world works, how the universe gives you back what you put out, how karma...happens...i don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing that this world is so small.  but too bad, it IS, it happens, and so...i guess there's no point in being freaked out by coincidences and such, maybe whatever's supposed to happen...just happens...
  
  

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• sisters

  2007-05-24 9:20PM / 標準BLOG

  it's funny, i read my sister marsha's blog and she lost this whole thing she'd written and that happened to ME last week when i attempted to blog for the second time in my life and i was so pissed off by my lost efforts that it took me another week to gather up the courage and strength and will to write again...i can't be nearly as humorous as i was that day...trust me, it was a good one...oh well...
  i think i want to write about the dude at the coffee place the other day.  walked up it was my turn, and the guy had this hugeass booger in his nose, just waiting to shoot out at me, or worse yet, fall into my coffee as he poured today's brew all i kept thinking was "i hope when he looks up that booger is still there..."  nasty.  was that mean? i just...had to comment...i know, boogers are normal natural things, and it happens to everyone at some point...i guess.  hehe.  how's THAT for a blog entry??!!
  
  

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• Welcome to my alive not dead page!

  2007-05-02 11:13PM / 標準BLOG

  hi...um, i've never blogged before, so here it goes:  i'm really grateful to be a part of the alivenotdead community of artists and to have my profile on their site.  it's great to be involved with a group of independent talented hardworking and fun people whose aim is to spread the wealth towards everyone...you don't get that much anymore in this world, and especially in this business...

  thank you for visiting my site and checking out what's happening with, where i'm going with, whatever else with, my career...i think at this very moment the most important thing i've discovered is being happy with myself, finding the positive in each experience, each moment, and knowing that every and any road i choose, i'm going to enjoy an adventure, meet interesting people, grow as a person. 

  i've been fortunate enough to be able to live between hong kong, los angeles, new york, and now it seems shanghai is going to be included.  i've gotten to spend more time with my family which includes my cousins, and my twin neices who i love so much and who bring me the greatest purest joy with each innocent cute kiss or remark.  they have made me so happy. 

  in regards to my career, i'm working on developing some projects for myself, as well as auditioning.  i enjoy the more artsy independent movie scene and playing gritty,quirky, darkly comedic, tragic, romantic, funny characters...hehe.  anything a bit off beat i guess.  let's see what life brings me next! 

  
  

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