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  • in transit

    Thursday, Oct 11, 2007 1:18PM / Standard Entry

    well, i left la today and am in sf now for a three hour transit before heading to hk for less than 2 days and then singapore. i'm bummed i won't get to see probably any of my friends while i'm there for such a short visit.  i don't even know if i'll get to see my mom and my sister, but i hope so.  i feel like i've been away for so long now.  i'm already wondering how i'm going to hit my favorite places somehow and squeeze in a massage!  flying really bums me out.  especially the red eye.  taking a red eye, international, and having to be ready to work when you land at 6:30am is a bit...uh, not so fun.  but it's ok, i gotta find that energy somewhere deep down inside and force myself to be a night owl...something, i'm definitely NOT.  i'm one of those OTHERS, who loves to wake up before the sun rises...is happy and ready to go at that time...but, who inevitably fades by like 9pm.  this 3 hour layover thing is killing me, i just want to sleep.  do you ever see those people lying full body on those seats in the airport and you're like, dude, i hope you don't miss your flight?  that's my fear.  and how do those people do it, who sleep on the train, or the bus, or the subway, and then somehow miraculously wake up when it's their stop?  i couldn't do it.  and the other thing i'm a freak about is being WAY too early to everything.  i can't stand being late, that's all.  but of course, being 3 hours early isn't really necessary now, is it?  how did i get off on this tangent?  anyways, i wish i could see all of my friends while i'm in hk, but i miss all of you lots and i hope that i see you next time around...lots of love and best wishes

  • harvest moon

    Tuesday, Sep 25, 2007 6:17AM / Standard Entry

    funny, the last blog i wrote was about the moon, and here i am again, moon time...but this is the big one.  the HUGE MOMMA one that i love so much...i hope everyone looks up and sees the lovely moon and smiles and thinks happy thoughts and feels the light that it shines right thru into your body...enjoy...

  • lunar eclipse

    Tuesday, Aug 28, 2007 9:50PM / Standard Entry

    since i wrote once before about how much i love the full moon, it's probably not a surprise that i'm in a very happy mood today...last nite, i saw the moon when it was full, then woke up in the middle of the nite and saw it as a tiny sliver, having missed the eclipse, unfortunately, but then at 6:15am it was this humongo full yellow moon in the middle of the sky again and it was just...gorgeous...again, i'm smiling...how is it that sometimes something so simple can make me so happy and then sometimes it seems impossible to be happy at all?  i must be bonkers.  hehe.  happy full moon to everyone.  go crazy!  have fun!  be happy!!

  • i miss hong kong

    Friday, Aug 24, 2007 11:14PM / Standard Entry

    i really miss hong kong.  i miss being able to go to shanghai and see my twin nieces and get big hugs and juicy kisses from them. i miss the rituals marsh and i always had in hk together.  the inside jokes.  the loud constant laughter.  being able to drop by the alivenotdead office with cookies and just to hang out.  miss going to watch eugene pao play live...awesome.  all of my great friends over there...i miss hong kong...

  • anger

    Monday, Aug 20, 2007 9:05AM / Standard Entry

    i emailed my sister today and she mentioned the freaking idiot and i could use so many prettier words, but i'll try to control myself, and the cruel, idiotic, horrid remarks he made and i became so enraged that i felt like i could seriously beat someone up.  i don't like feeling this way.  but i find that when marsha or any of my sisters gets hurt by someone i can become so crazily angry that it's a bit scary. i know everyone feels that passionate about someone in their life.  why do people need to be so angry, or be driven to such degrees of anger?  i can't imagine it's healthy and i defnitely don't like seeing it in myself either.  the idiot who wrote the horrible remarks about my sister is a repulsive sick bored out of their mind jealous loser with no life, who is angry, and thus wanted to stir up anger in all of us, who love her...i think now, at this very moment, i'm going to say i will no longer give the f*ckwad that power and stop being angry and laugh at how ridiculous and pathetic this creature is...ha.  idiot.   that's him/her at home everyday of their sad lives...not pretty if you ask me...marsh, i love you...hang in there...and to everyone else who ever suffers such unkind remarks...big hug to you too...

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  • besides english and 2.5 dialects of chinese, i also speak spanish and russian and hope to learn japanese, french, and italian...i love languages.....

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