I am pleading to everyone.
Pray for my friend Anna, because we need it, and she really needs it.
She is critically ill and her days are numbered.
It's so hard to accept and so painful to just think.
I don't think I'm the only one trying hard not to lose faith.

I cannot imagine how nick is feeling but I know it is excruciating.

I cannot lose Anna, I've been missing her for far too long.
I wish I could hug her and tell her it'll be okay.

p/s
To those who know Anna, we would really appreciate if you could contribute some cash for her medical bills.
Do let me know if anyone can help.

Since young, my feelings and reactions to certain situations are rather slow. When my grandpa was sick in the hospital, I visited him like how he always visits me at Elias Green with a tub of ice cream for me. I still remember how he smells and how his smell would linger on our sofa. I thought he was gonna be okay. But when d time came, it was just blank. Blank cos I couldn't feel a thing. Not until I saw his coffin go into the incinerator, I broke down. My dad held me really tightly but I couldn't stop crying. It just felt like it was all too late for any feelings of regret.

When Hilda, this maid that I was really really close to, was gonna leave us I didn't feel a thing. Until I came home from the airport, I cried like a baby who just lost her babysitter of many years. Then, it was also too late because she was gone.

Few months back, I visited nn's mom in hospital. It just all didn't come to me that it was gonna be over with a blink of an eye. It's so scary because you're just caught unexpectedly. Although I never really spent much time with her, she still meant something to me. I know this because during my grandma's 90th birthday, my cousin asked me where's nn, the words "His mom passed away" came out and I just broke down.I couldn't even eat properly after that.

I just feel like I take advantage of a situation, thinking its all gonna be okay. And I hate that.

But of course, this time it WILL be okay. It has to be.

I love you Anna.

I shall stop crying now.

Best day, in a while. Thank you love.

Sick now, but happy :)

ARGHHH. Someone please tell me what madonna give it to me remix is being played during the desperate housewives commercial!!
It doesn't sound like Oakenfold nor Fedde Le Grand.

Ugh.

(I still don't like it back here.)