there are quite a number of people dislike me working in my current ahem, because they think that I’ve been tortured (ok, not the right word to use, but whatever, can’t think of any other words to replace this now) to the extend i can’t get to spend time with them.
no weekends for them, no night-out/yumcha sessaion, no msn chat, no nothing.
some only get to see me once in 1-3 months time..
i apologies for that as i’m very into it, it doesn’t matter whether i like it or not, that’s another story.
maybe its because i don’t simply make time for these people.
but i just wanna spend time, alone, doing nothing after work because I’m really exhausted, both mentally & physically.
i don’t feel like talking, or seeing anyone. well, if you pay attention to me, I’ve been pretty quite these days besides shouting/screaming @eripeng and sometimes what i twit about, doesn’t really make sense to anybody in the world.
perhaps, i’m just sinking rapidly without knowing! ok, maybe not lah!
whatever, typing this doesn’t make me feel any better.
time to go to bed..
uh, i’ve been contacting with a special someone @ FB.. after so many years of trying to reach this person (wad to do, lost contact
) .. this person inspired me alot! & also, this person soothed me with when I was in one of the very lowest point of my life.. thanks.. i hope you read this, T!
alrighty, i really need to get some sleep!