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  • Damn Boobie Honker

    Wednesday, Nov 4, 2009 1:16PM / Members only

    Is it just me or does any other female on here think Rob Lok (see his profile pic at the right under Fan of) look like he's a boobie honker?  I swear to God everytime I see that photo I think the man is reaching through the net to grab my breasts like a perverted old man near the melons in the market.   My reflexes automatically take over as I move my arm to block what looks like a painful encounter.  He's coming in and there's nothing you can do to stop him.  Dang pervy clown.  If I knew his mailing address, I'd order him some fake business cards:  

    Rob Lok
    Clown, Actor, Film Maker, Boobie Honker
    MF 9am - 9pm
    Sat 9am  until
    Sun. by request

    I'm far from religious, but Rob might need an intervention.






  • Damn you F4 & your harmonizing goodness! You should be ugly!

    Wednesday, Nov 4, 2009 12:43PM / Members only

    edit: Sorry about the length.  I got in a good bamble!

    Yesterday was a bad work day.  It was one of those days when no matter how fast or hard you work you make no headway. You have work pushed on you that you usually don't do and you feel like you have no clue what's happening.  We've all had days like that unless, of course, you're independently wealthy living off of the work of your robberbaron great grandfather, in which case, adopt me.   As soon as I finished I started listening to music and surfing the net.  No shopping because no money.  Otherwise, there'd be some Amazon or Yesasia boxes wheeling my way, I'm sure.  (I'm weak.  I admit it.)  Instead I listened to music.  Bad music that I love.  Good music that I like.  Great music that feeds my soul.  There was Paganini  (I had typed panini until I realized that it's a sandwich, lol) & Schubert, Mr. Tye & The Neptunes, Clazziquai & Brown Eyed Soul, and Fahrenheit & those 3 good looking Taiwanese guys with their smexy American friend among others. 

    The first few pieces and/or songs I listened to made me sad.  I was literally crying at one point.  It all started with my listening to "Love Non-Stop" sung by Ken Zhu of F4.  (The song is featured in Wish to See You Again, a drama that let me down unfortunately.  Horrible lead actress.  Rushed writing of the lead male which caused his character's personality to flip flop like a fish out of water.  It's only saving grace was the fantastic supporting cast whose stories lacked closure.)   Anyway, I moved on to "Goodbye" by L2M.  I stupidly followed it by listening to those 4 F's singing their version of Goodbye not once but 3x.  It felt like I was finally saying goodbye to my dear friend, Lisa, who died of cancer almost a year ago.  The song isn't really about that type of goodbye, but the emotionality brought through by the harmony of the F4 version just made me overwhelmingly sad.  Actually, it was Ken's and Van's voices that did me in.  Their voices pair together exceedingly well.  Too well.  I became a puddle.  I wanted to kick them both in the shins.  It didn't help that I followed "Goodbye" with other sad listenings that all began to blur into one giant snotball.  (ewwww I know right?)

    To get me out of it, I said to myself, 'Jiro Wang will lift your mood.'  Mind you he usually does when I'm looking at him and not listening to him sing, but I gave it a go.  Fahrenheit rawr!  It didn't work.  I then said to self, 'That damn F4 got you into it, J to the V to da K to the V best get you out.'  They did along with the aforementioned Fahrenheit, et al.  That took me right to 8pm and Heroes.   A few hours later I was back listening to music.  Like a good friend with a mean sense of humor iTunes shuffled straight to F4.  Seriously.  Over 1000 mp3s on this computer and it decides 'hey let's play those 4 handsome guys that had her in tears 3 hours ago.'  This time it kept it lighter and I was able to kill the Mandarin language (and a few eardrums) while singing the Ally version of "Zai Zhe Li Deng Ni."  Man, I can kill a song.  Killed it dead I did.  I wouldn't be surprised if the file never plays again, lol.  After 2 F4's it played one song per V (-anNess & -ic) before moving on to classic Phila Soul from the 70s.

    Jump to my jarring awakening this morning.  One of those dagnabbit Flower Four guys crept their sexy self into my head while I was asleep and did unspeakly naughty things to me.  I think he's done it before without my remembering.  It'd explain the herniated neck.  TRUST ME!  It would.  On top of that I was awake 2 hours early.  TWO HOURS!!  After taking 10 minutes to pillow talk myself ... what?  It went something like this:

    WTF was that?
    Dude, I do not know. 
    Damn. 
    Right!
    If he's half as good as my imagination.. woo lawd.
    His woman's a happy camper.
    B*tch betta be. 
    I'm ready to get up and make breakfast.
    I'll take an omelette.

    Then, I started laughing.  It was funny.  I guess you had to be there.  Anyway, I fell back to sleep, and could barely raise myself when the alarm went off.  It was like Day of the Living Dead up in here except without the insatiable drive to eat human flesh.  (I originally typed hunger for human flesh, but I wasn't giving you people any extra fodder for your cannons.  Hear that MissKelly?  Do ya?  Huh?)  Anywho, I'm swearing off the pretty mens of F4 until the end of the year.  That's it!  I'm done.  No more tv shows.  No more music.  No more movies.  (I watched Linger the other day.  It's really good.)  No picking with egg lovin' Monsieur Pussycat.  Nuthin'!  This I command.  [Yul Bryner stance] So it said. *clap* So it shall be done. *stomp* [/YBs]  EXCEPT I've gotta finish Momo Love (with Ken in the cast) & Autumn Concerto (starring Van) first.   And see if yesasia has Van's cd and the movie he did with Sammo Hung.  (I loves Sammo.  He's got such a sweet little round pinchy the cheeks face.  And the man is limber.  I'm not much for older men, but he makes you wonder.)  But then!  Haha!  DONE!  No mas until 2010.  I did it with, uh..um..ok hollup.. I forgot the group's name but I did it.  And it's been 2 whole months since I've listened to Ringo Shiina.  I can do eet!  Done with Wu, Zhu, Zhou, and Yan.  El finito.  Totally and completely... anybody buying this?
  • Digging In

    Sunday, Nov 1, 2009 4:04PM / Members only

    It's time for this pisces to dig in and make things happen.  My trip to HK, Tai Pei, and KL has been pushed back, but, if I dig in and barring any unforeseen crap I tend to step in, I can hopefully be there for Limberlake's birthday next year.  EVENTHOUGH part of me wants to change my trip back to the original Japan.  One friend from college has moved to Hawai'i but I can still visit her family and the other told me I could stay in his extra room.  I do want to stay at an onsen and in a Ryokan, but I don't mind saving money either.  The only problem is my friend, let's call him Tetsuya (cuz that's his name, lol), used to have a crush on me.  His current girlfriend is, shall we say, touched in the head.  Somehow I have a yellow sign flashing in the traffic signal of my mind.  The last thing I need is to be in some un-threesome in another country.  It would be one thing to be arrested for say finding Ikki Sawamura *le sigh I lovey he* and sticking my tongue in his dimples without permission.  I'd be partially alright with that.  It would be quite another to be arrested for whopping a witches ass in her man's apartment.  Don't 'cha think?  Now that I've typed that HK, TP, KL trip sounds a lot safer.  It still has the 'family must keep bail money on hand' side, but not the 'she's gonna wind up in stupid drama and lose her temper' aspect. 

    Tetsuya still has some strange relationship with his ex-wife.  They're marriage could go into the hall of strange.  I'm 99% sure she's a lesbian though so I'm not worried about her.  I dunno what it is with my friends dating/marrying closeted gay people.  I think they all scared me into singeldom.  My friends all moved home and just screwed up the picking of the spouses/ significant others.  Did I ever tell you my best friend kept dating gay guys?  Yup, 'tis true.  I personally outted 4 of them to her.   The nelliest of which refused to admit it so we had to plan an unveiling of truth to her.  Actually another friend who is gay did it by bringing her to a "hook up" party pretending like he didn't know what it was so she could see her man in the corner with someone else's man.   I was proud of her though.  She didn't freak.  She stayed ever the lady, pretended like she did not see him, stayed in the room until he became uncomfortable before she left and went home.  Me? I would have lost my ever loving mind.  Next day's headlines: American Bangs Boi's Head Into Wall.  My gaydar is well honed, but I could have an off moment.  When she got married I travelled to her country at my own non-group rated expense to make sure she was not engaged to another homosexual.  Thank God she wasn't.   Funny thing, she's the only one of our group that is still married.  Seriously, everyone who got married is now divorced.    Wait, how'd I get on this subject?  *hangs head*  My train is easily derailed.

    Soooooooooo........Yeah....

    I'm going to have to put myself on a strict budget.  hee That made me giggle.  I'm need to find discipline.  I used to have it.  No clue where it went.  No hanging out on Amazon checking the deals.  No buying cuz I may need that one day.  Man, this is gonna be a blue Christmas, but a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do.  Next year I don't want to be wishing that I had a set intinerary.  I want to have one.  I don't want to be reading about what my Stooges were up to.  I want to have been there.   I don't want to be wishing that I had a plan to track down D'Artagne and steal his jewelry.  (My kidnap Vic Zhou and tie him to the bed plan has changed to mug.. er.. hug Van and steal indefinitely borrow his accessories plan.  The lock Takeshi Kaneshiro up in my closet plan is still a go.)  I probably should delete that.  Don't tell.  K?  ssshhhh

    edit 11/3:  THERE WILL BE NO SHARING OF THE KANESHIRO!
  • I'll Be Your Friend/Family, Hire Me!

    Saturday, Oct 3, 2009 9:40AM / Members only

    Apparently Japan's social and economic changes have opened up a new hole in the Japanese society.  A hole that is being filled by agencies whose sole purpose is to fill in familial or friend gaps.  No best man?  Hire a guy to be the best man.  You're kids haven't a father?  Hire one or an uncle.  Are you without a girlfriend to impress the boss?  Here she is. 

    Didn't I just say I'd be a great beard for a gay celeb?  This is even better.  Floating around having all the fun with none of the problems.  Alright, maybe mourning at a funeral (I'd turn that down) isn't my idea of fun, but I like weddings.  LOL 

    Yes.  Yes, I know.  This is not a laughing matter.  *evil grin*  It's a sad societal statement and not just about my beloved Nihong.  I'm sure there's a market here and in most industrialized nations.  Hell, there are probably companies here that provide the same services.  You have to admit something has gone horribly wrong when a market for rent a friend pops up.  I'm not talking rent-a-ho, but rent-a-buddy, sibling, parent.  Before you disappear deep in thought (would I/wouldn't I?), let's not forget, the attractive ex standin that is to make the current boyfriend jealous so his devotion doesn't wane.  That's straight out of a drama.  That's at least worth a couple tsk tsks and a chuckle.

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  • How do you make it stop?

    Wednesday, Sep 30, 2009 4:23PM / Members only

    I've often said to people 'you don't want to get in my head because there's a lot of stuff flying around in there and you might get hit.'   In one of my old incarnations a reader told me I had a mind like an Escher drawing and said I had Twisty Innards.  I actually had a section of my site called Twisty Innards where I'd post whatever craziness came to mind at the time.  After being downsized in September 2001 (nothing to do with the Towers just greed) I kept being asked what I wanted to do.  A Millionaire asked me and I had no clue.  Now, he's having financial difficulties (idjit married a golddigger w/o a pre-nup in a 50/50 state and now they're divorced).  I can't say, "I wanna produce a movie or tv show & write a book.  Gimme money."   Anywho, I sat down to write a list.  What kind of jobs do I want.   What am I good at?  It was pure me aka straight throwed.  What does that mean?  It means I have a mind like a Escher drawing.  (I swear it's taking all I have not to type Etcher Sketch.  See?  Throwed.)  I might dig it up and post it here one day.  You guys might get a kick out of it.   I think one job was rich bitch housewife while another was beard for gay celebrity.   Seriously, I'd make the best beard ever!

    Check this out... I've totally lost my train.  I'm derailed.  I have no friggin clue what the heck I was gonna say.  *backtracking* woo ooo woo ooo  I guess since I'm backtracking it should be ooo woo ooo woo   (ooo oow ooo oow?)  Don't laugh at me.  You shouldn't make fun of the mentally challenged.   OK  This all started because I just told Miss Rachel that I was the Pied Piper of 'tarded and that's why I drive the short yellow bus.  I'm a beacon for short yellow bus riders everywhere.  Give me your sick.  Your tired.  Your sick & tired.  And speschule kids everywhere.   (Says the 4am bambler.  Nope not high on meds or anything else for that matter.)  Holy Hannah could you imagine my mind on drugs?  My mind!!  That's it!  I remember.   *Train on track*

    Sometimes I come up with some killer ideas if I do say so myself.  Ideas that I do nothing with.   Ideas that eventually I see done (completely wrong) by others eventually.  Now, that I want to do something with one that I think would make a good show, I can not get my thoughts together.  They're all over the place.  I'm having trouble self editing, which is usually not a big problem for me.   I think the problem is I have diverging stories and I don't know which I like the best or how to bring them together.   And, yes, a bit of fear that I can't do it.  Until I can see it in the mist of my mind, I can't write it.   It's probably because I'm stressed the heck out over work and the hernias.   I want to quit, but I no longer have the funds to survive.  I'm my only support.   (Husbands are good for some things I guess.)  GAH!  I'm giving myself a headache.   I've got to make the whirling whizzing ideas slow down so I can move them around at will.  I've got to control my inner computer.  Maybe I should call it an iBrain Touch.   Is that copyright infringement?  How 'bout an aBrain Whirly?  That'd be specific to me, I believe.  Oh well, I'll figure things out.  I have no other choice but to.

    And this my lovely chickens is a perfect example of a bamble (allyese for babble + ramble).  I don't babble.  I don't ramble.  I bamble.  And aren't you lucky I do? 
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    posted on Saturday, Nov 7, 2009 2:31PM  [Report]
    Darn it, I guess we just have to go there then...so when are we leaving :-)
  • posted on Friday, Nov 6, 2009 1:36AM  [Report]
    Omigosh, I can't believe I said Hiroki Mura :p Yes, I do like Haruma Miura a lot, haha, and Hiroki Narimiya :p Ok, I think I got it right this time :p
    I started Hi My Sweetheart with Show Lo and Rainie Yang yesterday. Had to laugh b/c Show had the cutest mushroom hair in the show :p Now I gotta start Momo Love.
    I finished epi 2 of Tokyo Dogs yesterday, was totally drooling everytime I saw Shun. :D :D :D
  • posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 3:44PM  [Report]
    Yes I am, I am trying to catch up with stuff that is all, I mean your on FB and I am trying to write another blog but I am stuck with the video and waiting on what to put up you know....stuff.
  •  
    posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 10:59AM  [Report]
    Hey, are you okie?
  • Official artist 
    posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 6:21AM  [Report]
    Thanks for the birthday greeting.
  • posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 3:23AM  [Report]
    Dramacrazy.net...*clicks add to bookmark list* dang they update faster on this site than mysoju site with Tokyo Dogs. Getting around to it after checking out Tokyo Dogs 3rd epi. Momo Love how is that one, and don't you find Van's character on AC a bit-- wanna kick his ass at the beginning? I just wanted to punch him the first few episodes..

    Well I agree with Joanna on checking out TD..:P.. Shun is so series in that show... But after you finish your other shows. :P You're gonna love it.

    Don't be acting like a nervous turkey on Thanksgiving at work. Aye bad joke there.
  • posted on Wednesday, Nov 4, 2009 9:37PM  [Report]
    Well, if you happen to talk to Krazy Karl and he mentions going to Belgium, tell him I've got a job for him... I pay i baked goods :P
  • Official artist 
    posted on Wednesday, Nov 4, 2009 5:52PM  [Report]
    fly to London? what a nice invite! Count me in! (not sure when though)
  • posted on Wednesday, Nov 4, 2009 11:59AM  [Report]
    East coast fares are fantastic. I'd rather be closer to Europe than Asia..... Wonder when I'll find myself anywhere there again. It's been 8 long years already. It's not for want of cash either. boohoo.

    Mr. P's already kinda giving me, in his passive way, a hard time for booking nyc. haha. I know it was guilt that made him agree to going there in the first place. Can you believe it? - we wanted to use our miles in North America and we couldn't decide where for lack of any destinations we wanted to visit. Not anywhere in Canada, not in the US, no Mexico.... He doesn't want to find himself stuck in museums anywhere but that's kinda what half of being in NYC is, esp for those who don't plan to return in the near future. I gotta educate him and and emphasize the museums I want to visit are the top things to do (as google and bing will attest).

    What did u think of AR? I didn't realize the poker gals were so physically weak. Could not believe Asian girl couldn't hit the bell target even half-assed. We were like "Come on!!" lol. Her partner al-l-lmost had it. Ms. America was a little.... dyslexic in her counting. I'm sure the stress and pressure made it a bit difficult. I was about to cry for her.
  • posted on Wednesday, Nov 4, 2009 10:11AM  [Report]
    Dang. I've been found out..... :(
  • posted on Tuesday, Nov 3, 2009 7:26PM  [Report]
    Hola back yo!
    hehehe.. just wanna make u have an excuse to come back here
  • posted on Tuesday, Nov 3, 2009 5:38AM  [Report]
    You finished it already man I couldn't finish watching it because of the ep 7 p 2/? isn't showing up. lol glad you like Soul show.. see it wasn't so ..how do you put the word.. eh. lol.... I just started drifting to other dramas. I'm waiting for Tokyo Dogs Ep 2 to be finished subbed. The first Episode was really funny and entertaining to watch. I like that show. Shun and the other are just dorks...

    well no phonecall so back to the personal to check on the other new lists. See what's opened to apply for. Eh! No such luck with either...lets cross our fingers before that persons hand even twitches their hand to the axe. Get out with your head still attached while ya still can...
  • posted on Tuesday, Nov 3, 2009 1:30AM  [Report]
    Ok, I think I really need to start watching Gokusen, my coworker has been telling me about how most of the people I like are in the first one too :D I heard Shun is a bully in this one :p

    I actually have the Fahrenheit CDs too. I like their music, hehe. I should watch ToGetHer soon, I don't have much time and there's so much stuff I'm watching now LOL. My friend just told me that Samurai High School epi 3 is out :D :D :D Yes, I have a big thing for Haruma Miura now. Noda I think is Hiroki Miura :D He's soooo cute, guest starred in epi 1 of Tokyo Dogs. I almost fainted when I saw him come on screen, even though his part was small in it.

    Orthos - I have to watch this one too. Zai-Chan was telling me about this one as well. I like the two male stars :D
  • posted on Monday, Nov 2, 2009 3:07AM  [Report]
    I don't suppose Karl would be willing to take a trip to Belgium? That's where V and J live...
  • posted on Monday, Nov 2, 2009 3:06AM  [Report]
    I saw some other pics or Robin and Annie's wedding. OMG... the dress, the veil, the ring, the bride... gorgeous! And the shoes! She wore these great PURPLE shoes! The whole event was classy from one end to the other. Mostly though, I'm thrilled cuz he's happy :)
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    posted on Sunday, Nov 1, 2009 10:58PM  [Report]
    Neesan check this site out

    http://shifalife.com/etrading/

    Their products are marvelous. let me know if you find anything that you may like.

    Labu labu ♥ ♥ ♥ ( and some shabu shabu too..lol)
  • posted on Sunday, Nov 1, 2009 5:31PM  [Report]
    Sorry, my friend, I really have to worry, I can not help you, I can only hope you early recovery.

    In the snow in Beijing today. Very, very big, the weather suddenly while cold, I hope you early recovery!
  • posted on Saturday, Oct 31, 2009 11:48AM  [Report]
    yeah, my tolerance for reading anything that is not great has dropped, I used to finish anything I started, regardless of if I like it. Now can't be bothered coz there are so many good books in my to be read pile. I have become quite ruthless (and a bit of a snob, I can't even be arsed trying certain authors eg Nora Roberts)
  • posted on Saturday, Oct 31, 2009 11:12AM  [Report]
    Thank you, my friend, I'm fine, still at work, how are you? What are you doing? Here, the weather getting colder, I hope you have a perfect day!
  • posted on Saturday, Oct 31, 2009 7:00AM  [Report]
    in 22, out 27
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