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  • Another one goes...

    Tuesday, Jul 7, 2009 2:22AM / Members only

    While the world is still busy mourning the death of the King of Pop...
    Few, I believe,  will mourn for the subject of this piece, the longest serving Secretary of Defense in the history of the United State of America:


    Robert McNamara (1916-2009)

    It would not be a surprise at all if some of you have never heard of this man; after all, most of us here on AnD are well below the age of 50 and have never been involved in the anti-war movement during the height of the counter-culture frenzy in the 60's, where his image, like the infamous George Dubya in the 21st Century, were the targets of students and activists all over the world.

    Robert McNamara is the longest serving Secretary of Defense in the U.S's history, where he served in JFK's and Lyndon Johnson's office throughout most of the 60's. He is mostly known as the prime architect of the Vietnam War, bringing in an army of 500,000+ strong into active duty in the jungle. And indeed, many people hated him for that.

    But this entry is no obituary, I don't consider myself knowledgeable to write about a comprehensive account on what the man had done or achieved in his lifetime, especially when it involves such heavy subject as the Vietnam War or the U.S.'s foreign policy during the peak of the cold war. I'm simply trying to share my admiration of this man who, after all the wrongs he had done or misjudgment he had made, is able to come forward and admit all his mistakes and share publicly the lessons he had learned from it all.

    Yes, I'm talking about the wonderful documentary he partake in, THE FOG OF WAR, made by the always mind-blowing documentary director, Errol Morris. The film is based on a intimate interview between the director and McNamara, which revolves mainly around the Vietnam War and the veteran's view on the War on Terror and the U.S.'s foreign policy at large. It is a rare and candid account of an once influential politician expressing his regrets and doubts about the choices and actions he had made in the past and what he would hope to see in the future. It is simply one of the best documentary films I've seen about political figures recounting their past. Oh and it won the Oscar for best documentary in 2003 as well, if that helps to convince anyone.

    Even though there may be things he omitted to say or embellished it a little; but to be able to sit down and recount one's wrongdoings is a virtue we all praise. However, at the end of the day, how many of us can actually achieve that, as it often alienates ourselves from our deep-rooted believes, our friends and colleagues, and our worldview. 

    We Chinese have a long list of historical denials and outright lies...I sincerely hope that someday, someone will be courageous enough to give us a glimpse of the truth, even if it hurts...  

    D....

    Video:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgjF3dvhyoA

  • VIIV

    Friday, Jun 5, 2009 6:26AM / Members only



    The great Czech author Milan Kundera once wrote:

    "The struggle against power is the struggle of memory against forgetting..."



    It's good to know that after 20 yrs, some people still remember, and will never forget...

    proud of every single one of the 100,000+ who made it to Victoria park tonight...

    we should always cherish the freedom we still enjoy here in HK...

    D....
  • Smokers' Delight...

    Tuesday, May 12, 2009 8:31PM / Members only


    Video:

     
    ***update: sorry, the above clip have been removed in youtube. Press here to view it on another site.
     
    37 percent of the world's tobacco leaves are burned in China, establishing us as the leading nation in the league of tobacco consumption. You can say I'm damn proud of that, but I'm not too sure about the way the kid in the video is being brought up...

    Really, whenever i'm in China, where u can smoke pretty much anywhere, I sometimes feel free (no irony intended). After two years of conditioning (smoking ban came into effect in HK in 2007), I've found myself feeling guilty whenever i light a cigarette in a restaurant. What's worse, I've come to accept the fact that my smoking behavior is an act of selfishness and unpleasantness for others in proximity. It is true and i respect that.

    It is always interesting to look back at the history of tobacco. Cigarette smoking was once the coolest thing considered. It was one of the many expression of modernity in itself. One needs no further evidence than the amount of chain-smoking captured on screen in French and American films throughout the 20th century, one of the most sucessful marketing campaign based on ignorance and everyone's need for character.

    I won't deny it, I was one of those who started smoking because they thought it was a cool thing to do, like those in the movies. I was seven and I had the right to be stupid. But seeing how the status of smokers have degraded throughout my mere 20+ yrs, it is a lesson in the instability of social perceptions. 

    All this being said though, i'm still dreading about the smoking ban in bars and clubs that is coming into effect in July. It is one thing to ban smoking in restaurant, but to take away one's right to enjoy a good icy pint and a ciggie inside a bar is just plain old blasphemy, because now you're fucking with tradition man. All smokers understand that their habit is bad for their health, and that's a risk they are willing to take at their own discretion. Of course, one then argues that it is those who doesn't smoke that are to be considered. That's only fair. Yet what I don't understand is that why can't we issue licenses for premises that cater to smokers or non-smokers exclusively. I mean, for those who don't smoke and are totally annoy by the presence of tobacco smoke, they can surely choose to go to smoke-free bars or clubs to enjoy their night out. To prohibit smoking in all bars and clubs is not a progressive move towards a better and 'healthier' society, because it strips the rights from those who want to smoke while having drinks with their friends on a night out. Personally for me, any move by a governmental body to prohibit others from committing a certain act is a regressive gesture, no matter what the act is, be it tobacco smoking or drug taking. Instead of "JUST SAY NO", a well-educated and well-informed public should have the right to say "JUST SAY KNOW" and have the freedom to choose to do whatever the fuck they want given that the act is not harmful to others unknowingly or unwillingly. And to be honest, if our government is really keen on providing us with a cleaner and healthier environment, i think the air-pollution problem is much more urgent. But of course, that's another story...

    In less than two months, smoking will be ban in all public premises in Hong Kong, no longer will we be able to enjoy a pint with a ciggie in our hand in bars or clubs. What's the world coming to, it's depressing...

     D....
  • New novel from Eileen Chang!!! 張愛玲新作!!!

    Tuesday, Feb 17, 2009 4:23AM / Members only



    "人性是最有趣的書,一生一世看不完。"  -------- 張愛玲

    "Human nature is the most interesting book that can never be finish in a lifetime."  
                                                                                                                     -------- Eileen Chang

    Indeed, and the same goes for Eileen Chang's writings, precisely because human nature is the canvas and paintbrush of her art. Never can one find flat characters in Chang's novels, they are all propelled by the same contradictions and self-deceptiveness that are common in all of us when we strive to live our lives.

    Some find her work melodramatic and pessimistic, but none can deny the fact that she is one of the most important and beloved writer to have emerged from China's long literary history.

    I have no desire, and certainly is not articulate enough, to write about Eileen Chang and her work. As a huge fan of her work, however, hearing about the arrival of her new novel on Feb 22nd is already making me itch all over. So consider this a scratch on where it itches.

    I say excited, but that comes with a sense of shame. This book, according to Chang's last will, is not intended to be publish but to be destroyed when she passed away in 1995. According to the sales pitch from the publisher, this is Chang's semi-autobiographical story of her relationship with the writer and WWII Japanese collaborator Hu Lancheng (胡蘭成), a love affair which one can also find resemblances in Lust, Caution. So this is, as they say, her side of the story. Again, voyeurism always sales...

    Soong Yee Lon (宋以朗) inhereted the legal right to administrator Chang's work from his parents, the great scholar Soong Kei (宋淇) and Kwong Mun Mei (鄺文美), who were close friends and supporter of Eileen Chang. His decision to release this book will surely be both admire and criticize by many, but ask this question before you make a judgement: what would the world be if Max Brod did not publish Kafka's work against his will?

    I'm not taking side, i'm just damn happy to be able to read Chang's new novel in less than a week. Even if this is against her wish. And there are news that two of her novels written in English will also be available later on this year. This must be an ailing period for Eileen Chang in her grave, but 2009 turns out to be a great year for us Chang Fans...

    Read. Learn. and Play.

    D....

  • Loser's Lament...

    Tuesday, Jan 20, 2009 3:55PM / Members only

    Dear all,

    Hi, my community update informs me that my last entry have been some 180+ days ago, that really shocked me....have I been neglecting my page for that long??

    For the few who actually visit my page from now and then and are asking me what I've been doing for the past couple of months, I would like to say thanks to you all for caring and sorry for disappointing u with my absence here...as I've mentioned several times before in my entries, I'm really kinda lazy with blogs, sometimes I just don't know what is worth writing about, and everywhere I look, there seems to be people much more talented than myself who are writing or already wrote about the issues i care about...I lose faith in my own writing and view points too easily...but please bear with me, this entry tries no wit, only a sigh...

    The truth is, the past several months have been a sort of roller coaster ride for me. In July I was approached by a film production company in regards to one of the scripts I've been trying to get into production. They were very keen in helping me out and by the end of the month, we found an investor willing to fork out the money for the movie. Needless to say, I was ecstatic about the prospect of making my debut feature and immediately began revising my script and getting prepare for the frenzy that are sure to follow when pre-production for the film begins.

    Then came a phone call from my relatives which knocked me out of my excitement. I was informed about the deteriorating health of my grandpa, who has just been hospitalized. That being said, I dropped all my work and went to visit my grandpa in Taiwan. Although I've never really been very close with my grandpa (but don't get me wrong, we've always been on really good terms), seeing him on the hospital bed struggling to talk to us was painful to endure. My memories of him are vague because with him living in Taiwan and me living in HK and abroad when I was younger, I only got to see him once or twice a year. Of course, the fault is all mine, I don't think I've made any attempts to get to know my grandpa better, or to spend more time with him. I'm, as a famous writer once wrote, in that "stupid lyrical age, when a man is too great a riddle to himself to be interested in the riddles outside himself and when other people are mere walking mirrors in which he is amazed to find his own worth, his own emotion". My grandpa lived an exciting life in a very interesting period of Hong Kong in which I made little attempt to find out about, only to regret it now and understand how unfair it is that the young never get to witness the prime of their elders...

    Next thing I know, September arrived...
    I was back in HK, knowing that my grandpa have recovered a bit and was able to move back home, I thrust myself right back to work. September was an interesting month, because throughout the summer I've been told by several different sources that some imminent disaster is going to hit HK. Some said that a Brazilian prophet who has correctly predicted several major world events in the past (such as 9/11 and the 2004 Tsunami, they claimed) have said that on September 13th, an earthquake of 9 on the richter scale is going to erupt near Hainan Island in the South China sea, causing a tsunami that is gonna hit and destroy the coastal area in Hong Kong and all the way to Japan. While some, on the other hand, informed me of their Feng Shui Master's warning about the destructibility of the water element in this month. Although I did not take both of the rumors seriously, I merely took it as a joke or some random superstitious nonsense at best, but the date and the nature of the predictions were always in the back of my mind, and I remember thinking to myself on the 13th, to hell with the prophet...

    But what happened two days later, few could have predicted. And the results shocked the whole world...

    Yes, I'm talking about the Lehman Brothers' filling for Chapter 11 bankruptcy protection, which marked the largest bankruptcy in U.S. history, and it is itself the alarming signal to the economical turmoil that is still happening all over our global economy. But don't worry, I will not get into discussion of the economy and the poor regulations and policies that took us to where we are today because when it comes to investment, banking, economics, or whatever that are related, I'm a complete idiot. And because I'm completely clueless to these things, I've never been interested in investment or building portfolios. Therefore, when the Lehman Brothers and others financial institutions were falling, I was foolish enough to think that the whole thing would have little impact on me. It didn't take long for me to realize how wrong I was.

    What happened was that, on the week when the Lehman Brother announced its intention to file for bankruptcy, we were suppose to sign a contract with the investment firm that is going to invest in our film. It just so happened that the firm had a lot of investment in Lehman, so with their money now in jeopardy, they immediately put their investment in our film on hold. Several weeks later, they officially informed us that they are no longer going to invest in our project.

    I was devastated, because this is not the first time I failed to secure the money for my film. Such has been the fate of my project in which I have been so eager to get into production for the past year or so. I've been rejected by several film companies who claimed that my project isn't commercial enough. I began to question myself and lost all self-confidence; have I been dreaming all along? Countless questions and doubts engulfed me, night after night, thoughts after thoughts...this went on for weeks. I lost all interest in all things worthy of interest. I did not watch a film, did not pick up a single book...I withdrew myself from my friends, and especially those related to work...I found sleeping to be the best means of escape, because while awake and conscious, I think, I feel, I suffer...and in view of all the things around me, I had a deep conviction that all human efforts are foredoomed to failure...

    Finally one day, for no particular reason, I snapped out of it.

    Suddenly my so-called problems seemed so petty and insignificant compared to what others are going through everyday in the very same earth we share. I understand that this will only be one of the many disappointments life have in store for me, and the important thing is to keep one's head up in spite of everything and try to learn from it, grow from it...Always a pessimist, I was quite surprise and happy to be able to find an optimist in myself.

    We tell ourselves stories in order to live, so this is my story for the past couple of months, which i have found the need to spill it out for some sort of therapeutic reason, or maybe I simply wanted to share because I understand there are a lot of depressed people out there right now...And my sincere apology to those who have endure this boring tale up to this point and found this nothing more than a lame lament...

    To make up for this, pls watch the video below titled "How to peel a banana" for a good stupid laugh, because every once in a while, everyone needs a good stupid laugh....

    Video: http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=RenXaiNAaFc


    So don't worry about me, I've found myself a couple of exciting projects to worked on since then...particular thanks to Pang Ho Cheung, Josie, and Conroy...hope the bloody project will be a blast!!!!

    Take good care all and happy new year!!

    Oh, did i mentioned i was in Antarctica in December?

    Stay tuned....

    D....





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  • posted on Wednesday, Nov 11, 2009 12:51AM  [Report]
    Happy Birthday !
  • Official artist 
    posted on Monday, Nov 9, 2009 12:29AM  [Report]
    Hi Derek! Happy B-day Man! Cheers.
  • posted on Sunday, Nov 8, 2009 9:21AM  [Report]
    Happy Birthday !
    Best wishes !
  • Official artist 
    posted on Sunday, Nov 8, 2009 8:49AM  [Report]
    Happy Birthday ah DRUNK BOY!!! u were too drunk that u were too busy perking when i was gonna come up n say hi to u there last nite! obviously i failed. and obviously u had a GREAT TIME on you n yan's bday!!! hahaahahaa..... stay happy always!! work hard... play HaRdER!!! yeah~~~
  • Official artist 
    posted on Sunday, Nov 8, 2009 5:09AM  [Report]
    happy birthday bro.
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    posted on Sunday, Nov 8, 2009 1:24AM  [Report]
    Happy Birthday!!!
    お誕生日 おめでとう ございます(^_^)v
  • posted on Sunday, Nov 8, 2009 12:21AM  [Report]
    DIRECTOR TSANG:
    Happy Birthday !!
    Congratulation ~your dream comes true this year!! can't wait to see the film!!
  • posted on Saturday, Nov 7, 2009 6:22PM  [Report]
    jz say haloo..^^
  • posted on Saturday, Nov 7, 2009 12:54PM  [Report]
    happy birthday.
  • Official artist 
    posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 6:03PM  [Report]
    Hi Derek!

    Happy Birthday and Await for your FILM on show!

    Cheers and all the best wishes!
  • Official artist 
    posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 5:50PM  [Report]
    happy birthday, mate! have a great one! :-)
  • posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 4:43PM  [Report]
    Happy birthday to you ^^
  • Official artist 
    posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 4:10PM  [Report]
    happy birthday derek :)
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    posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 10:32AM  [Report]
    happy birthday!!! =D
  • posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 10:23AM  [Report]
    happy birthday !
  • posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 12:28AM  [Report]
    Hope you have a great birthday!!!! :)
  • posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 12:11AM  [Report]
    happy soon to be birff-day Derek!
    Wishing you all the success in directing, acting and everything that you breathe life into!
    Many more years of success!! Stay GOLD!~
    ~H
  • posted on Monday, Oct 26, 2009 4:10AM  [Report]
    Hi Derek,

    How are you and your brother? Didn't know you have become an actor until I recognized you in one of your movies.

    We were classmate and neighbour since primary school days. We used to play together while waiting for school bus at Mei Foo, remember?

    Hope to catch up with my childhood friend one day, drop me a message at kamwai @ gmail . com
  • posted on Sunday, Sep 20, 2009 3:26PM  [Report]
    Hi Derek, occasional lurker here, just think that you always have some unusual/interesting thoughts to share with the community here, great work!
  • Official artist 
    posted on Sunday, Jul 26, 2009 2:38AM  [Report]
    OF COURSE I WILL SAVE U A COPY LA! GOOD LUCK ON YOUR FIRST MOVIE DIRECTOR TSANG! WAKAKAK...
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