when im the last to find out

aunty:

"okay now you can tell me honestly about it. maybe she is really better than me, looks,characters, everything"

uncle:

"Yes i do like that girl

but i really do not want to hurt you"

dear max(uncle), maybe there is nothing exciting for you to find out about me le. maybe my temper is something that you can't accept but i have been changing, least for you, but its okay now.

When you asked me not to buy stuff for you in Thailand, my only concern is because like ah wang " does it matter why i buy presents or gifts to the one i love? must there be a reason?"

When i ask you not to guan wo, do you really think i mean that way? I have always liked you for being caring, concern, but i realised its the same as how u treat that shermaine.

But one thing that i feel she cant see is that I know you have alot of drive to make your life better, always improving. shang jin xing. remember  i told you that?

I love everything about you, but not when you are not honest to me. Honesty is the best bet to any relationship. Guess it has been one sided for me all the while, cause you constantly feed me with messages that is only for aunty.

I actually cant wait for us to have any real hard formed status, but i realised, I have been dreaming. I used to hug the bear that u give me on valentine's day. Now, it pains me to even looked at it. I used to look at the messages, be it how simple, everyday. Reminding myself how blessed I am to have you. But, its not that actually isint it uncle max.

this three months since feb is nothing but a happy ride for me. But perhaps all good things will come to an end.

I want you to be happy. Maybe you will be very relieved that you can openly like that girl now without letting me down. I know that no matter what i say nor i do, cant help you from swaying to her.

To let go of someone is to show someone that he/she really cares and love him/her. you can delete me away with ease now. I hope you will be able to find your "miss right" now.

luv, aunty deb.

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