its for my own good

 after all the drama since yesterday,
 I really deserve to get a pinch from all of my friends who have put in efforts to tell me " words of wisdom".
 
I didn't listen to it and I called him. Heart to heart talk, he's very honest. Thank you for that.

Just read a very meaningful blog,
here are some abstract..

"Life is something you make out of and you're here to create your own life story.
So you are the one who can make your life happy or sad or miserable or better
Some people always complained about how hard their lives are, comparing to people who are much fortunate. Others strive hard ,succeeded  and make the best out of it
.
It's only about how you gonna face it.
So if you have the control over life, why not make it a beautiful and meaningful one?
And most importantly a happy one?

There again, how true it is. I must change my mindset, its my life, why should i wallow over and over again? ( just that at times, when you are alone, there is seriously no control over your thoughts.. )

Words of wisdom yet again:

Once a person swayed, its time to move on. Because you cant stop him or her from leaving you.

If he/she is meant for you, they will come back to you eventually. Don't chase after it forcefully for he/she will end it dramatically by just giving up on you totally. Never drives a person to a dead end. NEVER.

I will stop doing what my mind is asking me to do. I find myself irritating too. Silly brain!
Instead, I will start training myself to love myself more. What is there to lose? Besides, like what lian ying and ni says , " Woman are only attractive from the 20s to 29s. DUN WASTE TIME and we must keep our eyes constantly wide and open. If he is already happily enjoying life with others and not taking you into consideration, then why must you keep thinking of someone who wont? "

:] very true.

I AM DEBBIE, I should be responsible for my own life and not ruin it. I have a certain standard that some people cant match. I am my own challenge. I will overcome my id, ego and superego constant struggle. I am beautiful, yes I am and I will be. No more revealing of weaknesses, only improvements and strengths to be valued by myself and others. I love myself, friends and family of cause. The rest are nothing but distraction.

THANK YOU MUD,LOTUS,KIANNY,FANGFANG! not forgetting wonderful bloggers around the world that posts up meaningful posts in their blog.

here's some picture of our cycling trip at east coast park. We slack more than we cycled actually, wings, stingrays, and sugercane juice during our very long pit stop. tsk tsk.



                                                                                                    

Gazing at each other. haha



Muddy and me



mud

  
Officially my first polaroid shot, I sucked at taking photos. Sorry guys :)



Ying looks hot here. The infamous twist that I just cant help using. somebody STOP ME!



This was taken at 2am at kbox, AMK.
conclusion: Never ever try taking polaroid shots on your own!




This is a nice shot of mud and me, thanks Ying :]




The incredible finale. It is so candid! haha

Special thanks to all who care for me. I will rest for now and be strong. I WILL LOVE MYSELF MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY!

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