Watching my brother's fight with colon cancer is so devastating. I want to comfort him, but I don't know how. I want to help him, but I can't. I want to ease his mind, but how? My heart is broken, it is aching so bad that I don't even know how to describe it anymore. If I can't control my emotion, how is my brother coping? He is hurting physically and emotionally. But he is strong. He is a lot stronger than I am. He is able to handle the chemo therapy, the side effects of the chemo. I am telling myself everyday to be strong, so at least, I can bring smile to him as much as possible.
I love him and I hope God hears me and answer my prayer by giving my brother a chance to live.
