Searching my Own Life, Luck..

I'm just an ordinary girl who wish to have a simple and contented life. Now that the whole world is keep on fighting from recession or global crisis it is difficult for me to compete with people in business industry. Im a fresh college grad who wants to have a good decent job, because of this recession until now i ain't got one!(how jinx am i?)!!!tsk tsk..it doesn't sound good to me, actually, i always think if there's something wrong with me..i gave all my effort and time in searching for what i want but still..no good result..it makes me feel sad, thinking that i want to have my own achievement, sometimes i do cried thinking of my bad experiences..i am alone im my apartment, it's not easy to sleep alone in your room and no one to  talk with, i have a lot of friends but thay are busy with their careers, well it's time to be independent! it'spart of growing up and i do!hehehe..all i gotta do day by day is to watch tv, im so thankful that i have an internet connection so surfing the net all the time, sleeping,eating..that's what i've got repeating that over and over..it's tiring, i want to try something that i want to..i don't know where do i need to place myself..it's so depressing..huh..but, there was someone who makes me inspired of him, reading some of his blogs and statements about life, i was inspired thinking to be hopeful and have patience..and one thing that i've learned from him is to really have faith in GOD, thanx so much to this man since he is a techi person he's able to share all of his experiences and feelings in life, im so proud of you man! you helped me came up into a meaningful realization, thank you so much!..it's awkward to tell you but now im starting to be a friend of a bible..hehehe..now i'm inspired and happy to have HIM in my life..thanx to these someone who helped me  to know GOD..and i learned how to be patient if i want to grab something..hope i can get what i want! Now, everytime i wake up, i'll just get my rosary beads, my little bible..and then i'll start praying and  talking with GOD..hope HE will provide something good for me..i wish and hope to...love yah JESUS CHRIST!!!!and to this man im telling am..you mean so much to me..thank you..