ever wonder why i'm so into vampire and all those stuffs? maybe i'm too obssesed. or maybe i really don't fit in this world. the truth is, i'm a very broody and not a cheery person. which goes without saying that i'm sharing quite shares in the idiocy market, because of my passiveness. but i can't be sorry anyway...there's too much fun in dwelling in the fact that i'm a real book-lover. some people definitely would categorized me as the 'lazy' type...as i enjoy to curled up in one side reading the best collections of books i've ever had. it's just in those book, especially vampire stuff, i felt like there's a space for me to be myself and i don't sense any wrongness, in my quiet and peaceful life. and by this time, you maybe thought that i'm crazy.
but i couldn't give a damn about what people had to say nowadays. it's all about me and those who i love these days, which mean i'm rather a selfish person. but, 'selfish' could be a beautiful word, in other sense. because, the truth is, no one is good enough. i tried to be a good person, but some people always giving me all sorts of crap which i really don't need in my one-short life. so, why bother to care about others when they didn't even think for me? complicated.