i felt like crap for how many days.. but this morning.. everything was totally different.. for the first time after how many months, i slept more than 8 hours, had a decent breakfast (cheerios and soya milk.. cuz i don't usually eat breakfast) and to tell you guys, i felt so good and i was totally refreshed.. i was smiling.. and not a single glitch would make me go nuts.. i texted most of my friends to greet them a very happy morning.. i studied for a couple of pre-lecture quizzes (and got good scores--> i'm serious) i was very.. uhm inspired hehe.. i do not know what has gotten into me.. it seems like everything was perfect..

my typical morning would be all about being in a hurry to go to school.. my "guakong" (grandpa) would scold me to hurry up cuz i'll be late.. but today was surprisingly light and easy.. i woke up having enough time to have my cereals.. i even made sushi for my lunch..

traffic jam didn't got on my way and i was like 30 mins early for my first class.. my school stuff was all in place.. even my classmates couldn't believe that i'm being light and bubbly hahaha!!
i took all my quizzes with flying colors.. hehe 1-5 mistakes were maximum.. (can you believe that??!!) LOL the lecture lasted 5 hours but it did not stopped me from being cheerful haha!! we had lunch during the lecture (this stupid idea was insisted by our professor because he said we were running out of time); a classmate was trying to ruin my day but i still did not budge LOL

~okay!! haha!! so.. the reason behind all this is because i like this guy hehe.. but he still doesn't know about it.. and as of now.. i don't want to spill the beans yet.. i still want to enjoy the friendship..

he inspires me to be better.. and even though he looks at me like an annoying lil sis, i am still hoping that one day, he'll be able to see the woman in me..

LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! Godbless!!!

*random pic of the day*



~see?? i'm smiling!!!! take care ya'll!!

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i'm feeling like this.. nah.. i'm so confused why being so cold as if you can't feel something?? are you being ignorant?? or just plain stupid?? WAKE UP!!!

Ignorance
Songwriters: Farro, Joshua Neil; Williams, Hayley;

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

it's been a few days since i said that i would be off for a while.. thank you so much guys for your sweet messages..  i really appreciated it.. (LOVE YOU ALL!!!)

well... what's going on with me??

nothing much has been changed since i last posted my blog.. but i can say that i feel better.. my breakouts are starting to clear.. and!! i'm not that much stressed out anymore!! yay!! ^^ but sleep has been very scarce though..
2nd semester just started and school has been my priority ever since... lots and lots of paper works has been keeping me busy.. case presentations.. diagnostic exams.. but i am proud to say that i am doing fine..

the first day of class was a nightmare.. our medical instructor arranged us into our official seats on an alphabetical order.. and as usual.. my seatmate would be this guy who always dozes off during  classes... worst part is.. our professor for that class is very known for his "missle attacks" for those who will be caught sleeping... the catch?? i was almost hit by a chalkboard eraser on my head!!!! thanks to this sloth seatmate.. only an inch of error would cause me brain hemorrhage!! (LOL just joking)
 
issues of the heart has not yet been resolved hahaha!! (damn i'm so crappy LOL)
but i admit.. YEAH I'M INLOOOOOOOVVVVVVVEEEEEE hahaha!!
iono if he DOES know it hahahaha!! (i'd bury myself if he does hahaha!!)

hahaha!! okay that's all for now... i missed ya'll so much!!!!!

*random pic of the day*



~it's easy to love a rose but it's a great deal to love a leaf..
   to love the beautiful is ordinary.. but to love the ordinary is beautiful..

I'm feeling mushy and crappy..
stressed.. maybe??
a lot of personal shit's going on my way these past few days..
so i guess i needed to have some days off from the net.. everything..
i'll try to re-organize myself and work out with stuff that needs to be polished..


a couple of days..

months..

iono..

I'll surely miss you guys!!

love you all!!!

i hate how i look these past few days.. my skin is freakingly breaking out.. my eyes are too stressed out... and my mind and heart are just haywire... i'm annoyed at myself trying to figure out how will it work.. but I just ended up being so trashy...

i got bored with my old wallpaper and decided to change it.. hehe..

THANK YOU PATRICK LUI!!!