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Sleepy heads ...

Saturday, Jul 18, 2009 2:41PM / Standard Entry

Rest day rest day :) So happy to be home with daddy and gigi. It has been some days ever since I m just at home, slacking and watching DVDs. As much as I feel like a nun from having no life. It is pretty ok. and I should still try to attempt to do my work/assignment. eeeeks :(

And gawd my nose looks so awfully huge that I m seriously considering alarplasty to correct it somehow. And I know that my skin looks so good right ! Thank god for Dr Valentin. He is a miracle dermatologist and he is a damn funny person. I enjoy going to his clinic so much. And then I spend a fortune there. My mom is pretty much in love with him tooooo :)

And there is sleepy piggy doggy. Hehe. Mummy is back with OCK so time to tea breakkkkk !! Bye :)

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It is the last smile ...

Friday, Jul 17, 2009 11:36AM / Standard Entry

It is the last time I smiled out of office. I m as tired as god knows what. Besides the fact I spam Skins and Gossip girl almost every night. I love my webcam. It hides my eyebags. Which is atrocious. I cant sleep so I spam dramas. And omg, twittering is so freaking fun that I tweet and reply all the time now. It is like the new Facebook or something. And ignore the mess behind me. It is part of my ever expanding wardrobe. Whereby one of the rods collapse due to its owner cramming like 10 jackets onto it. Should complain to the wardrobe designers. Lousy qualityyyy >.<
Work is awesome. Really really awesome :D Next week and the week after would be so freaking exciting that I cant wait to go to work almost everyday. Wheeeeeee. And school is errrmm yeah like that. For an atrocious student like me. I m glad the teacher hasnt threaten me in any ways as of yet. For example, knowing there is some form of assignment due but not knowing what sub is it for and better still not even knowing the due date. And only knowing there is an assignment when the peeps in melbourne started posting about deadlines on Facebook.
I just need to get through these few months and stop letting the emotional side of me get out of control. It is not fun at all. But for now, I thank all my singapore friends for listening to my whining and sadness and making me cheer up with their rubbish nonsense :)

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Stopped trying ...

Monday, Jul 13, 2009 3:36PM / Standard Entry

If I dont open my mouth to ask, it doesnt mean I dont care.
This is the way I m. Didnt you already knew ?

I do not have the supernatural abilites to read you. But I try hard enough.
Do not ask more than I can give.

Can I stop trying, just for once. To not be brave.
And for you to lend me a shoulder, to lean on. To cry on.

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Thrashed through and through ...

Monday, Jul 13, 2009 3:26PM / Standard Entry

I forgot what it was like to be sure of myself. Recently so many things have been happening that I got stuck just trying to breathe. I try to unburden myself. Lifting that heavy boulder that clings onto my shoulders. But I fail.

I never thought to myself that I was that unhappy. That unsatisfied. But recently I been thinking. Based on those sleepless nights. Am I really at the point that I want. I dont want to be surrounded by uncertainty anymore. But that is not going to happen.

I just wish that there will be someone there to boost me up. I m tired of saving others but myself. I m not trying to be a bad friend. But I m not that good either.

If there was a balance to be struck, I would have done it long ago. But alas, I was wrong.

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The September Issue ...

Thursday, Jul 9, 2009 6:56PM / Standard Entry

The September Issue.

When is this coming out in Singapore ?! I will be the first to quene I swear. The first ever documentary on Anna Wintour. Much <3

Fashion is a religion. This is the bible.

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