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ONE FINE DAY ...

2009-07-31 12:25PM / 標準BLOG

And so I highlighted my hair the other day. Only the bottom half. I got no idea what got into me. But think it looks pretty nice. Or not ?? And I have been thinking of chopping my locks off into a bob. But I dont know whether it would suit the vibe i been trying to go for. Nor will it look good on me. It is damn scary to think that more than 8" will be gone. Just like that :S Yeah, I m a coward I admit. And I m balding like shit again. Arrrrghhh :(:(

Tonight tonight tonight. Cannot wait.

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THE NIGHT BEFORE ...

2009-07-30 9:40PM / 標準BLOG

Look what I found in my wardrobe !!

I have already checked in online. KrisFlyer FTW. I have yet to pack but who cares. Wardrobe plans is 2 tees, 1 shorts, 1 dress, underwear, toiletries and myself. Everything else, buy there. I cant wait for BKK collagen drink + yakult. And Chatuchak beef noodles. On a note, no more empty luggages. I learnt my lesson. I shall pack by the carton. And yes, I found the Prada purse I bought like months ago. Can you believe I dont even remember buying it ?! OMG, I m terrible. I dont even know what prompted me to buy this. Happiness x 10.

Oh and my orchids bloomed !! I might not have the greenest fingers ever. But this took a long long time and endless patience. Hope the flowers will stay open till I return :):) Even though it is a quick trip, I dont mind. Part business. Who cares. I really desperately need the escape. I dont get how come my life in the past 8 months can come back and haunt me again and again and again. It is time to just relax. Be right back everyone :D

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TRIED AND FAILED ...

2009-07-30 2:29PM / 標準BLOG

Emmie just IM-ed to say my package has arrived at her place. Yayyyyy !!

You know, everytime you think everything has been erased from your memory, there would be something to come up and hurt you again. To make you remember. As if you werent supposed to forget. I really need that trip now. To remind myself of why I need to be awake, and not wallowing in self-pity. Cos there is still so much I need to do. Being called selfish, being hated upon. It is part of my life. And there is no end to it all. It hurts to be called such stuff. But if it makes anyone of you feel better, continue hurling them at me. I wont die as of yet. I m not the person with secrets, you are the ones. The ones who always have an ulterior motive for everything. If you only chose to do things that will end up benefitting you only, continue. It only disgusts me that I know you. I will help you and be your friend. But I will stop thinking anything will come out of it. It will one day come around to you. And you will note the tragedy you have caused with your own bare hands.. Remember, karma is a bitch. Be grateful it hasnt bite you back yet.

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KONICHIWAAAAAA ...

2009-07-27 6:07PM / 標準BLOG

Hazime on a perfect Saturday night:

Morning was SMG opening, then out with the mother for lunchie whereby ION scared me into becoming a claustrophobic. Was supposed to go to Green Room with Antz 蚂蚁 but we ended up going for Hazime straight. I look as tired as I can possibly get and i m still very tired. But yeah, it is the Monday Blues. This are the bunch of people who can make me smile and be happy forever and ever by concocting the strangest jokes ever. Hazime was good good good. We struggled with the language but nothing can topple us as of yet. Chivas on the neat plus jugs of beer and vodka mixes. I Like. This is how my Saturdays should be like always. And haha at Drayson with his butt shake move. BTW, Antz heard my chicken joke and he is going to attempt to make Bak Kut TEA. I shall await for that drink. Pictures all creditted to Antz cos I was too engrossed with rubbish that night to take pictures.

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Last Night ...

2009-07-26 1:57PM / 標準BLOG

Last night was definitely the highlight of my entire week. It is good to know friends that actually care. This wasnt one of my best week ever possibly. Perhaps I was wrong but then I feel as if I m always being forced into corners. Out of my own will, out of my own comfort zone. Need to stop trying to be nice when perhaps all people want to do is to see you fall and crash and burn.

On a positive note, my Bodycon dresses are finally arriving after what seem like 10 millions years. They are really pretty and the sellers are some of the nicest people ever. And I should be bringing in some more stuff from the States. Emmie, you are the best friend one can ever have. Really :D

BKK soon. Cannot. effing. wait. Need to get out of this fucked up country. Still debating whether I should bring the laptop along.

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