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MY MOM ...

Wednesday, Sep 2, 2009 10:48PM / Standard Entry

Mummy.
That is my mummy,
We look pretty much alike,
Dress pretty much alike,
She is quite hip,
And very accomodating.
Our weakness are nice bags,
And our favourite doctor is Dr Valentin,
She used to have long hair,
And then chopped it off.
I love her,
though she is nagging.
and extremely nagging.
I still love her.
Cos she brought me into this world,
And made sure I grew up proper.
Mummy, muacks muacks !

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SEPTEMBER falls, AUGUST ends...

Monday, Aug 31, 2009 3:50PM / Standard Entry

Filo & Peri.
To go or not to go. Maybe, maybe not.
Tiresome decisions, disappointing results, awful emotions. Torn much apart.

It is the end of August, and I learnt a new phrase.

Anata-no sonzai-wa muimi
You mean nothing (to me)

I wish.

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LAST NIGHT ...

Sunday, Aug 30, 2009 7:28PM / Standard Entry

I went home at 2.15am. I was only in Cannery for 2 hours. I dont know how to describe last night mood. Not to say the music wasnt good, the crowd was bad. I just felt I couldnt stay there any longer.

I just cried to myself this morning when I woke up. Over how I have messed up my own life. Over relationships. Over school.

I dont know who to tell to, how to tell to. There is so much running through my mind. My life. I want to go somewhere else. Everyone is offering up travel plans, maybe I should just go. And be away from him and myself. I just wish there wasnt this perfect guy, for me to love but cannot love.

I loved you, love you, like you, liked you, want you, wanted you.

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BUSY BUSY BUMBLEBEE ...

Friday, Aug 28, 2009 11:47PM / Standard Entry

Well, I m resolving to get more pictures into this area I call a blog. But then my camera seems to have become for work purposes nowadays. Or maybe I m just plain lazy.

I m surprised I havent touched this space for 10 days. This must have been the longest I have gone without blogging. Well, not to say that I m bored of it nor sick of it. It is just I have been really busy. There is so many things happening. So many things going on at the same time. I m surprised I have yet to collapsed from exhaustion. But yet I m feeling so happy it is most nearly criminal.

I cant wait for school to be out and done with. I dont want to study anymore especially when I m having so much fun working and making plans. But then I know I need my degree, I know my dad wants me to get a degree for stability. So here I m slogging my ass off over something I dont really want but really need. The irony of life.

I will be back with pictures. That I promised. Aly & Fila tomorrow, LeftFoot x New Balance event on Tuesday. Sharleen time on Wed. It is so exciting. I will have to go into hibernation mode soon. Time to take leave and try to make sense of whatever that has happened in school for the past 10 weeks. I m a pretty atrocious student, forever clueless in class cos of my absentism.

And friends, I m forever sad. So dont worry about me. There is a lot on my mind. Be it work or my personal life. There is so many things only some know about me or what is going on around me. I wish that I wasnt the cause but yet I know I m. I wish I would just stop heading straight on for the stupidity. I just wish I wasnt me sometimes. I m just sad and I just want to cry. Emily, hurry back :( Sharleen I want to cry to you. Like super badly :( I want my best friends :(

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TO PEOPLE ...

Saturday, Aug 22, 2009 1:56AM / Standard Entry

Oh yes, I have changed. I have morphed into someone you dont know, dont like and hate. And that is my plan. It was never about social status or whatever fuck shit that comes out of your mouth. And stop giving me the crap about the whole effort nonsense. You are like not what you say. And it is ironic you yourself dont even know yourself best. It is dumb. It just happens that I have way cooler and greater friends than you doesnt give you a reason to give me a lecture at all. I run my life and this is the way I like it. You will fail in my circle, my scene, my ideas, my ambitions. You dont slot in proper in my future. So either give it up or maybe just let go. Trust me, it will be better on both of us. I like my life simple and easy and happy. But with you around. None of those three is going to happen.

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