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WINNER ...

Friday, Sep 18, 2009 9:47PM / Standard Entry

Some people ... some people ... some people. Not stating names here. But some people are just crazy. Ehh please la, let me tell you. But runining everything that happened then and there at the beginning of the year. Was actually better for me. I m happier now. Not stuck with a guy, not stuck with anyone. And by saying I m psycho, you are actually worse. How gay can you get. Like seriously ? By clinging onto other guys and making them your 'gang'. OMFG, fail la. Epic fail.

I can safely say that you are so loseric and dont let me see you around when you come back to SG. You are so going down. Especially in the clubs. And everywhere else. I know people and it is something that you will regret. BIG TIME. You treated me like that. I can do it. And it will be hundred times worse.

A wolf in sheep clothing. Cannot be trusted. Should not be trusted and will be hated. Remember. KARMA. You might want to check the meaning of that word in the dictionary. Seeing how child-like you are. You are just one pathetic fool. If it was not for the fact you are screwing my friends life upside down, I cant be bothered to waste my time on a small fry like you.

One last piece of advice. GROW UP. And stop being so gay. Useless piece of a person.

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MEETINGS ...

Monday, Sep 14, 2009 2:19PM / Standard Entry

Monday meetings. So fun so full.

For some funny reason, SMG meetings tend to revolve around food, loads of it. And I will be the main pig gorging myself on everything that is on the table. And that day, me and OC took a hour long bus ride to the place. The longest ride of my life but all was good. We ordered via the phone and my lord, it was awesome to reach and seeing food on the table. HAHAHAHA. I could get used to this.

Back to business. October is going to be a cool cool busy busy month for the store and I cannot wait. So 2 weeks leave here I come, for exams :(

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this week ...

Thursday, Sep 10, 2009 10:50PM / Standard Entry

And so i found myself picking at my eyebrows, doing a mask, waxing unwanted and unnecessary hair, complaining about the lack of hair on the head, removing chipped nail polish and giving the body a nice nice scrub from top to toe, left to right, and horizontally too. It is really that tough being a girl sometimes.

Especially after such a whirlwind week.

Work is driving me to the brink of a breakdown. But hey, I got stuck in the toilet at work with no phone for perhaps 0.5h till OC came along and save me with a bobby pin and a pair of scissors. Cmon, I m at least entitled to some form of breakdown (almost). Somehow, I need to thank that dude who was walking up the stairs of the building next to ours. If not for him, I dread to think ...

And so he left me, for a while. Maybe it was good. I needed some space. Some form of imagination whereby it does not include him. He is appearing all over me. But I really crave for him. The whispers, the hugs, the pecks, the caring. Feel like some sexually deprived bitch but really, I feel so void of emotions now. I m a little confused. But now he is back. I m not too sure what I m supposed to do. I m helpless. When I see him, I will just collapse into his arms and breathe in his scent. I try not to think of all the things that are obstructing us. But it will interfere at some point in time. It is starting to affect me bit by bit now. I cannot cry. I cant.

What m I to do ?

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entertaiment SUNDAYSSS ...

Monday, Sep 7, 2009 12:56PM / Standard Entry

The Extraordinary V Conference

Superstar Sundays

Sunday was fun, Fly's Entertainment play "The Extraordinary V Conference" was mad awesome. All the parodies were like laugh till stomach cramps, tears in the eyes and fall off the chair type. It made all our stress lessen much much. Everyone should go buy tickets and go watch !!

Then it was Superstar Sundays, Zirca's worst kept secret. OMG ... I cannot tell you how wide my eyes were open during the entire thing. It was like :O Ok, and fuck la. For once in my life I was surrounded by so many guys but none of them will be interested in me. nbcb ...

And in the afternoon I watched Coco Before Chanel. I dont know how to say it but somehow, it striked something in me. I felt something familiar about the whole thing in me. I think it was about the guys. How she got her heart broken, and how she became jaded about love. It is starting to happen to me. Slowly and I m not sure whether to feel scared or relied. Maybe I shouldnt be feeling both.

And I was called a slut, a whore, a bitch and a fuckface last night. WOW. I cannot emphasized how much it hurt, but I just blanked out straight. Congrats lei ... Fuck all ppl now seriously :(

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ACT YO AGE ...

Saturday, Sep 5, 2009 10:37AM / Standard Entry

Last night was good. I dont like hearing bad news though, I just binge drink, and then I dont feel anything. Like sober. It is unhealthy. I need to go into hibernation soon. I want to feel safe, happy, cheerful, smiley.

You know it is hard sometimes. And honestly dont ask me why I m typing all this at 10.54am in the morning when I only got into bed at 5am. I dont know why. I cant sleep, cant eat, cant function. I m a complete disaster.

And yeah, I want to do my tattoo. Badly enough to just go do it and heck about everything else. Though I m quite assured enough that my mom will definitely disown me. Maybe I should psycho Kelly mummy to convince my mom somehow.

And everyone should listen to Balmorhea. Thanks to Charles, I m finally veturing out of my trance, electro, house mode.

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