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Friday, Jul 3, 2009 5:35PM / Standard Entry

Suddenly my life a year ago, seemed so much simpler. Yet I prefer some parts of it now.

I donated money to Charmaine today. Philanthropic or not, I dont really care. I just wanted to help. Mummy helped too. Get well soon little one.

I havent felt this vulnerable in a long long time. Maybe I should ....

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Pain-ed ...

Thursday, Jul 2, 2009 3:19PM / Standard Entry

I m just too tired from arguing every single point with you. Why do you always have to push things to the point where I m left totally drained from the argument. I tried to understand from your point of view. But when have you ever understood from mine. Why cant you understand that my friends are that important to me. Why did you flare up at me from telling my problems to others. I dont get you. I dont belong to you no more. So why do you question me constantly ? Dont ask why I club so much. Dont ask why I social smoke. Dont ask why I drink so much. Dont ask why I am working. Dont ask me about my social life. I m entitled to doing all these things just like you are. I dont question you. Just get this straight. I m not yours and was never yours. So leave me alone. I beg of you. You are just making me drip useless and un-necessary tears. I hate it so much to wake up in the morning to puffy eyes and restless sleep. Just because of you. I dont ask you to get out of my life completely. But I just ask of you to not make it your business to know my personal life. Cos it is called "private" for a reason.

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What you do ...

Tuesday, Jun 30, 2009 7:22PM / Standard Entry

Work:
Ultimate shaggness. Me and Yingshan finally cleared the store !! It was a major accomplishment. And both of us are now super super tired. As of July, SMUDGE can finally operate proper :) Gosh, this was long coming. I think I m going to need a massage asap. And in between cleaning and organising and packing, I had to take pictures to entertain myself. I really feel like taking pictures of the store to mark my achievement. And everyone say hi to our store managers 1 and 2. Our 1000% bearbricks (NOT FOR SALE).

Going off from work soon. Think I m going to concuss once I reach home. The idea of school tomorrow does not appeal to me in the very least. Feel extremely outcasted for once in my life. I shall not whine no more about school :( Got my paycheck and some longdued debts. So hello pinky MiuMiu wallet ! Wheeeee :)

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Why ...

Monday, Jun 29, 2009 6:09PM / Standard Entry

Stop pining all the blame onto me.
And then making me cry in public.
Cos it is just too unfair
To treat me the way you just did
I did nothing wrong
But in your eyes,
You are never wrong
I dont know why did I ever cover up for you.
I tried learning to not repeat
Yet, you drag me in again and again
Expecting me to be there for you
All the time
Thanks for putting me in a position where I have no say
Bet you are happier now
While I wallow in my pool of self-pity and hate
I dont want to hate you
Stop leaving me with no choice
I would hate to hate you
And then say goodbye

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Too Overdue ...

Monday, Jun 29, 2009 2:26PM / Standard Entry

Yoji:

The night when Yoji rocked my world left right center. Fucking awesome. First his makeup thrashed mine, serene's and yif's. Then he stood up on the DJ console. Then he just blew the whole crowd with his set. Steve Aoki step aside please.

Ladies Night:

I forgot what I did that night. Zouk Zirca Rebel. Meiyen, hoped you were fine after that night. This is the way we roll in Singapore. The rest left for Zouk while I got stuck in Rebel. Antz nice to meet chiu :)) I forgot whatever else happened but it was all fun. I miss these days. Besides dropping my keys there. Everything else was times a million times better. And we managed to bathe Mr Greedy during dinner. It was a thrilling experience for it after being submerged with mayo. Pictures half taken from Antz. I want his cammie nowww.

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