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Monday, Nov 2, 2009 7:19PM / Standard Entry

Updates to be done shortly,
Too much to do too little time.
Do you all miss me ?
Ok la, be right back with pictures, and huge backlog of words to pour.
All into this little notepage where you and I read and make friends.
<3s Charlyn

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Post everything ...

Wednesday, Oct 21, 2009 2:08PM / Standard Entry

How to start. Post event mortem was tiring. I have this huge pile of paperwork to slowly and labouriously clear. But but but all is good. I just need more sleep actually and a social life back.

I have a lot of things floating around in my mind that it is pretty annoying. I feel like such a hypocrite now. It is sad actually. Putting up a brave front.Trying to make myself seem like everything is perfectly alright, SUCKS. I want to be back to the days when I m constantly cheerful and high as if I was on Ecstasy. But now, i think I really need Ecstasy to make me happy. I want to smile like I used to, play like I used to, enjoy like I used to. What happened to those days where every little thing will make me burst out into delirious laughter and happiness. I want surprises. I want to be surprised. I want to be able smile till my mini dimples come out, my cheeks creases, my eyes crinkles and twinkles. I want just achieve such minor goals.

But for now, I want to look forward to my birthday. If only they all will remember but they wont. And it wont matter much anymore. Just because I m not a slut, doesnt make my existence less visible. I wont be one, shall not be one and would hate to be one. And if that is the way a girl should be to make herself known, then I would proclaim myself a guy.

So halloween anyone ??

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TO WATCH ...

Saturday, Oct 3, 2009 9:57PM / Standard Entry

Movies to watch (provided i find people to accompany me):

1. 500 Days of Summer
2. My Sisters Keeper
3. Surrogates
4. Fame
5. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind
6. This is it
7. The September Issue
8. Coraline

The most important movie I want to witness is the story of my life.

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SATURDAYS ...

Saturday, Oct 3, 2009 9:00PM / Standard Entry

All things in black and white, randomly scattered throughout.

1. the little sheep
2. essential
3. Ping! Add me: charlynnn
4. mail
5. invite
6. bals, work it.

Need to reconstruct the life to make it more functional. More me. More simple.
It is tough to note how fragile life is, but yet none of us understands nor care. We never really treasured each day did we ?

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WINNER ...

Friday, Sep 18, 2009 9:47PM / Standard Entry

Some people ... some people ... some people. Not stating names here. But some people are just crazy. Ehh please la, let me tell you. But runining everything that happened then and there at the beginning of the year. Was actually better for me. I m happier now. Not stuck with a guy, not stuck with anyone. And by saying I m psycho, you are actually worse. How gay can you get. Like seriously ? By clinging onto other guys and making them your 'gang'. OMFG, fail la. Epic fail.

I can safely say that you are so loseric and dont let me see you around when you come back to SG. You are so going down. Especially in the clubs. And everywhere else. I know people and it is something that you will regret. BIG TIME. You treated me like that. I can do it. And it will be hundred times worse.

A wolf in sheep clothing. Cannot be trusted. Should not be trusted and will be hated. Remember. KARMA. You might want to check the meaning of that word in the dictionary. Seeing how child-like you are. You are just one pathetic fool. If it was not for the fact you are screwing my friends life upside down, I cant be bothered to waste my time on a small fry like you.

One last piece of advice. GROW UP. And stop being so gay. Useless piece of a person.

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