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Friday, Jul 3, 2009 5:35PM / Standard Entry

Suddenly my life a year ago, seemed so much simpler. Yet I prefer some parts of it now.

I donated money to Charmaine today. Philanthropic or not, I dont really care. I just wanted to help. Mummy helped too. Get well soon little one.

I havent felt this vulnerable in a long long time. Maybe I should ....

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What you do ...

Tuesday, Jun 30, 2009 7:22PM / Standard Entry

Work:
Ultimate shaggness. Me and Yingshan finally cleared the store !! It was a major accomplishment. And both of us are now super super tired. As of July, SMUDGE can finally operate proper :) Gosh, this was long coming. I think I m going to need a massage asap. And in between cleaning and organising and packing, I had to take pictures to entertain myself. I really feel like taking pictures of the store to mark my achievement. And everyone say hi to our store managers 1 and 2. Our 1000% bearbricks (NOT FOR SALE).

Going off from work soon. Think I m going to concuss once I reach home. The idea of school tomorrow does not appeal to me in the very least. Feel extremely outcasted for once in my life. I shall not whine no more about school :( Got my paycheck and some longdued debts. So hello pinky MiuMiu wallet ! Wheeeee :)

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Why ...

Monday, Jun 29, 2009 6:09PM / Standard Entry

Stop pining all the blame onto me.
And then making me cry in public.
Cos it is just too unfair
To treat me the way you just did
I did nothing wrong
But in your eyes,
You are never wrong
I dont know why did I ever cover up for you.
I tried learning to not repeat
Yet, you drag me in again and again
Expecting me to be there for you
All the time
Thanks for putting me in a position where I have no say
Bet you are happier now
While I wallow in my pool of self-pity and hate
I dont want to hate you
Stop leaving me with no choice
I would hate to hate you
And then say goodbye

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Too Overdue ...

Monday, Jun 29, 2009 2:26PM / Standard Entry

Yoji:

The night when Yoji rocked my world left right center. Fucking awesome. First his makeup thrashed mine, serene's and yif's. Then he stood up on the DJ console. Then he just blew the whole crowd with his set. Steve Aoki step aside please.

Ladies Night:

I forgot what I did that night. Zouk Zirca Rebel. Meiyen, hoped you were fine after that night. This is the way we roll in Singapore. The rest left for Zouk while I got stuck in Rebel. Antz nice to meet chiu :)) I forgot whatever else happened but it was all fun. I miss these days. Besides dropping my keys there. Everything else was times a million times better. And we managed to bathe Mr Greedy during dinner. It was a thrilling experience for it after being submerged with mayo. Pictures half taken from Antz. I want his cammie nowww.

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Too Late ...

Tuesday, Jun 23, 2009 2:07PM / Standard Entry

I havent been posting I know. I apologise. It seems that everything is overflooding my life at this point in time. But I m happy ... For some very interesting reason. I havent been so relaxed for such a long long time. Having dinner with daddy and mummy just now was great. It was simple but then the food was all filled with love. I m so much happier now. But I know I cannot get use to this life. If not it would be so hard for me to go back to Melbourne. I have already adapted back into this lifestyle of mine. Just slacking, just playing and just not thinking of all those nonsense stuff. I promised myself that I would try hard this time. But I dont know whether I would collapse a not.

Sighs. And being the model student that I m. I was late for school today. By 30 minutes. And every single freaking lesson is a lecture. Please. Can someone just kill me now ? I cant believe it. What the hell have I gotten myself into ? Especially for someone like me who doesnt really attend lectures. My dad was saying this to me:

Sleep late wake up late = Confirm late for school
Sleep early = Late for school also cos I can never wake up.

Great just great. It really doesnt help that I was out late 2 nights in a row. Rebel Zirca Zouk. Meeting everyone yet again. Having the same ole fun with the things we do. Downing alcohol like it is free. And when we cant finish, J was forcing it down all of our throats saying " Dont waste my stock !!". Dropped my keys at Rebel. Went back the next day to take them and resumed round number 2. And then lessons today.

I m officially screwed ...

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