I havent been posting I know. I apologise. It seems that everything is overflooding my life at this point in time. But I m happy ... For some very interesting reason. I havent been so relaxed for such a long long time. Having dinner with daddy and mummy just now was great. It was simple but then the food was all filled with love. I m so much happier now. But I know I cannot get use to this life. If not it would be so hard for me to go back to Melbourne. I have already adapted back into this lifestyle of mine. Just slacking, just playing and just not thinking of all those nonsense stuff. I promised myself that I would try hard this time. But I dont know whether I would collapse a not.

Sighs. And being the model student that I m. I was late for school today. By 30 minutes. And every single freaking lesson is a lecture. Please. Can someone just kill me now ? I cant believe it. What the hell have I gotten myself into ? Especially for someone like me who doesnt really attend lectures. My dad was saying this to me:

Sleep late wake up late = Confirm late for school

Sleep early = Late for school also cos I can never wake up.

Great just great. It really doesnt help that I was out late 2 nights in a row. Rebel Zirca Zouk. Meeting everyone yet again. Having the same ole fun with the things we do. Downing alcohol like it is free. And when we cant finish, J was forcing it down all of our throats saying " Dont waste my stock !!". Dropped my keys at Rebel. Went back the next day to take them and resumed round number 2. And then lessons today.

I m officially screwed ...