I thought it really never mattered to me but unfortunately I was so wrong so wrong.
Talking to the besties made me realise, as much as I dont have anymore feelings for him,
A certain part of me, however small, will always tick for him.
The one I love will never come to me
The one I dont, will always be back to haunt me.
The past, the present, the future ...

HK baby, wait for me.

Too happy with my new Mac. Thank you Uncle Mike and no, it wasnt a sugar daddy who got this for me. Eeeeyer. But even if I have it would be sugar daddiess :D

I sweared if I got my Macbook, I would use photobooth. So tadah !! More pics below.



Gigi and me says hi :D

To trust or not, thats a question.

Never misjudge nor underestimate a woman's sixth sense. Something is wrong something is brewing ... I m ignoring, playing the fool. It is hard to understand from my perspective but then it is the way it is. I dont know how to explain nor provide proof. It doesnt matter either way. My opinion is insignificant. I pity my poor foolish self for being mishandled. I pity my heart for giving in three times thrice. For now, my chant would be:

1. PON DE FLOORRRR
2. HK HK HK HK HK HK
3. My fabulous fantastic friends.

<3s you all.

RS x Jasper Wong Heads of Mystery Case (Black)

You can now get yours at SMUDGEstore :) But it will only be avail in December but but but if you really really really want it, contact me at leilei.lim@gmail.com and I will see what we can do ! The case is also available in white. For more info, check out Rebel Scholar here !

These past few days have been hurting to me, both physically and mentally. Never felt so weak before. Migraines, doctors and me blended into one. I m left stuck in the middle, not sure where to go, where to run, where to hide. I m wondering if I m a good enough friend, if you all really cared about me. Covering up for everyone, hurting myself in the process, shedding unknown tears of pain. I tried my best to make the entire world happy but then who can make my day ? Left trying to understand this cruel world of selfish bastards. I wish to drown in alcohol and bassline for ever and ever. Thursday is descending. So terrified so misunderstood, so tired. They are coming back tmr, life is going to change, I m going to get tired of listening to the whines, the need to be pampered, the need to understand. Fuck you all.

P.S Going to YeahYeahYeahs with Jaslyn, Ryllie, Wini. We rulezz.
P.P.S Fuck you arseholes for hacking in RGNTN webby :(
P.P.P.S I wanted to die and then go to bassline heaven. Cheers.
P.P.P.P.S I only want HK and mad dimsum now.
P.P.P.P.P.S Hell, is there even such a thing ??

Complex Geometrics S/S'10

I can definitely take alot more black white grey and metallics in my wardrobes.
<3s the cuts, the oversized, the material.
I m in love :D
And can add to HK list ! OMG.