Saturday, Oct 31, 2009 7:24AM / Members only
Seems to be the theme of lately.
I know just with blog I've been stalked by ex's, estranged family members, my boyfriend's weird internet friends, people who have had crushes on me.
In daily life, I've had a guy stalk me at school, my boyfriend's ex girlfriend frequently drives by our house, ex's, and probably all sorts of other people. My coworkers have stalkers too. lol.
So in the future I will be part of the opening scene for Kelly Zen-Yie Tsai so I have to come up with original poetry.
Yesterday I ate something with eggs and possibly dairy as well as gluten. So last night I spent throwing up and then woke up at 7:11, eleven minutes into my work shift for today. My head hurt so bad, I felt dizzy, and still nauseous. Fun times.
So I took a really long break from blogging, because I felt like privacy is very important, that individuals had made it an unpleasant experience, that largely an inaccurate portrayal of me had been presented. College life has not been rosy, I've had many devastated periods of which some were given a front row seat. I thank all of those who patiently listened and provided advice.
I think considering my experiences, and the horrible ways in which I've been treated throughout my life that I came out pretty okay. I also haven't always made the best romantic choices, which contributes to all of that.
Honestly I have had a pretty shitty fall semester. Some good things have been few, I dress better and haven't gotten fat. Though I still would like to lose more. I've been surrounded by crazies, and have reached a point of frustration I didn't realize was possible. Life has moments of perfection and then shit happens.
I'm hoping that I will be able to job shadow a lawyer, we'll see if that works out.
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