
It is with great, great sadness and a heavy heart that I write this blog entry.
I received a phone call yesterday from my good friend and old band leader Jerry "Ho Ming" that his student, our ex-band's roadie and no.1 supporter...not to mention, our very dear friend, Hoki "大埔雙刀基基" Lau, died last week from a freak accident. He was a very tender 25 years of age.
This is the second tribute I've had to write in 2009...when will it stop?...
Unlike Ian's departure though, KeiKei's sudden death has hit me many times harder. I...we were all very close with him. When I was first invited to join Raze back in the early millenia, Ho Ming had just taken KeiKei under his wing and was his guitar mentor. He quickly became a part of the family and we all helped to steer him back onto the right track after a volatile and rebellious childhood. He became the band's biggest supporter...he was there for virtually all our jam and practise sessions, even though he didn't have anything to do....but he listened and he enjoyed.

We used to do regular overnight sessions which would begin late at night with an intense jam session, followed by a good few rounds of mahjong and then to cap it all off, we'd have a nice congee breakfast together before we all buggered off home to sleep. Those were the most memorable moments of my music career...those days when we virtually lived in the band room...and KeiKei was always part of that.
KeiKei was our band's biggest support and critic, he gave valuable comments to our music and moreover, he was there for every show...he was our roadie and our technician and he never complained when he had to help carry the amps and the drumkits. That was him...he never complained...he was always there for his friends...friends were everything to him, and he'd take a knife for them if he needed to. He stood up for all his mates, opened his heart to all of them and never asked for anything back.
KeiKei wasn't just one of our students, or a friend, he was much more than that...he was a brother...we all treated him like a younger brother...and he was the centre of the band, motivating us to carry on when we fucked up in practise, sharing with us his brilliant humour and always, always making us laugh.
Even after Raze broke up, we remained top mates. The last time I saw KeiKei was exactly 3 months (to the day) before I heard of his news...at the X-Japan Hong Kong concert. Never could I have imagined that when he said goobye and turned away to get his seat in the stands with Ho Ming would be the last time I would ever see him.
KeiKei, you were larger than life, you were wise beyond your years and you were one of the most decent human beings I've ever had the pleasure of meeting and calling my friend. You are and always will be the 5th member of Raze and a part of the family.
Goodbye for now bro. Rest in peace. We love you.
