Tell me something interesting about your daily life.

[ Last edited by  paradox_din at 2007-9-14 04:31 AM ]

Well…I don’t know if this is interesting but i have to deal with this every day !
I‘m a half blood. A fact that sometimes makes me happy and sometimes sad…
Happy coz I grew up with 2 different cultures and had a chance to experience
deferent ways of life which made me kinda more tolerant I guess..
Sad because I always feel like I’m torn in two, one half of my heart is Asian the other is European. … miss Europe when I’m in Asia and miss Asia when I’m in Europe …never really felt at home anywhere, people always look at u as a stranger !
Still I know who I am…it’s just a journey searching for a place to call home.
So …what makes home home ? and do we ever stop being a stranger in this world ?
sorry if this is totaly off... just delete it

Thanks for sharing your feelings, so you mean you are in the grey zone?
I understand how you felt. but sometimes it's not about the look, the colour of skin,
It's about where heart are connecting each other, when you find this place, this might be your home.
Everywhere can be home as long as you are comfortable.

Thanks so much..REALLY!!

I sometimes have moments when I feel nothing, no sadness, no anger, no laughter , and no love. It is at these times I am inspired most, because I am free of being biased to the way I feel. It's hard to explain, it's as if I am alone in the world, sat surrounded by a thorn bush and seeing the flowers outside it, unsure of whether to risk being scratched by the thorn's in order to touch the flower. I guess I am lost in dreams when I enter that zone.
I can't really inspire you D'in, all I can say is that most inspiration will come from your own thoughts and visions.
Good Luck

Well...ever felt u have no idea what u wanna do in ur life? For me, I like many things: acting, drawing, designing, writing...

But living in Spain acting is not an option, cinema here sucks. For the rest, they all need time I dont have.

So, sometimes looking into the future it's hard to tell what I wanna do...or where will I end up.

Depressing uh?

i totally get what u feel, the only difference is i'm Asian...half Japanese and half Malaysian Chinese doesn't make ppl find anything odd with my features at one glance, i'm just a plain person down the street having grown up and living in the simple part of Malaysia...the real trouble comes when ppl get to know me...
when i was younger, i had multiple different responds: some found me interesting, there hardly are any hybrids of my kind here...they find Japanese/Chinese who can speak fluent Chinese / Malay / English something unique...
some tried to be funny and blamed me for the japanese occupation (which actually did bug me for a long while bcuz the Japanese military were, during that time, cruel...VERY...that was the general public impression towards Japanese since WWII, tho as i grow older i did realise, it's not my fault that the Japanese military invaded parts of Asia, and it's not the fault of Japanese in general either...it's just war and greed and we have nothing to do with it...ppl are just stupid to say things like that...
there were also those who wanted to share the glory...even teachers at some point...having a half Japanese student/friend who have some talent in something, to them is a way to promote their ability or something...i am no merchandise...i don't need no marketing strategy...i'll do what i like, and i don't need any promotions from u...
alas...my life is just simple...i'm just the same as those who were born during the period i did and grew up here...i'm really just human...what my genes contain does not make me feel superior over other people, but sometimes, it does make me feel as if i'm an outsider...

Every body wants to do some thing challenging, something exciting, something interesting, some thrilling job.A job which will keep him alive, give him/her  happiness.To take him/her out from daily routine...
We have so many duties everyday but we shouldnt let routine make us give up.
I born in France i grow up in german I did my studies in London and I make my vacation every summer in my homeland Greece. I m person that I love cultures..I Love Art and Beauty..
I've been study in Beauty Academy (body painting,Hairdressing,Make up professional,nail artist), salon organization and management.In Wigan& Leigh College in England.
I have inspired to be the best Make up Artist I can be..
Everyday I wake up with excitement of knowing that my career is all about making people look  and feel even more beautiful.

In my opinion daily routine work is more challenging than any other job, daily stuffs is more interesting than any extra marital affair...
All the matter is to love what you do thats the secret to love things you do and things you love is things you dream to do... and you must fight for this things...
My day when I wake up is a routine sometimes but when It comes the time of perfoming  my job my mind is free and I can think anything I become creative and let routine behinde ....
For me the most interesting about daily life is to do things that complete your inner. Things you love to do .. :victory:

Sadness is alays the best inspiration...check my blog to know why

THANKS FOR ALL COMMENT!!
THE SONG IS GOIN TO BE READY SOON..

I guess my post won't be too depressing. I always like to be hopeful about things. It's that little bit of hope that keeps me going. I think if you work hard at something then you'll eventually get to where you want to be. Sometimes you'll get stuck along the way but if you're persistant then you'll find a way out of it. Most of the time I like to think postively.
I have other thoughts in my head but I'll share later.
(sorry my post isn't very inspiring. )

Good luck with everything!

Don't be silly,
Every comment counts~~