My quality of life today?
     
    Had an interesting few days with many ups and downs and some cloudiness. Today i've reached a level of clarity. i know what i want to do and where i'm going. i know who i want with me on my journey and who i don't.  i've got alot of work ahead of me but i welcome every bit of it. it just makes me a step closer to my dreams.


-Char (OPD'S VuDu Doll)

"Hold fast to dreams, for when dreams go, life is a barren field frozen with snow" -Langston Hughes

For those who believe, everything is magic
For those who do not, nothing will suffice

Jia you, FF!

Sharing with you all my lil' X'mas thingy at home.



Much Love,
~OPD - Poshy~

Tonight I had ALOT of Fun checking out some photos! It def brought my mood up giggles included ;0P. All in all finals are next week so I needed a bit of a break before I study hard. The tree is cool tho- I never saw one like it! Jedi and FF cool quotes too!
Hope everyone is well!

Merry Christmas to everyone here! Hope you are all having a wonderful festive season!

I'm happiest this holiday season, because I know I'll be getting to spend time with those closest to me. For me, Christmas has always been about family and close friends.

This year, I have 4 Christmas thingies to attend. The first one was just last night, Christmas dinner at an unt's place, the usual Christmas fare... ham, beef, turkey, lasagne, baked eggplant, chicken pie, candied sweet potatoes, pumpkin soup, and fruit cake with icing... yummy! :-)

But I think the best part was after Christmas dinner, and after I reached home... an old friend who I haven't seen in more than 15 years texted me and said that he was driving along the highway on his way to my place! What a wonderful surprise! Being able to spend time with him and to just catch up on what we've been doing all these years was just amazing! All I can say is that I will never forget.

Happy Holidays to everyone. here i sit in the living room of my mom's apartment. down the hall lily is sleeping soundly with my mom. my brother and nephew are passed out on the living room floor with 360 controllers in their hands. these are some of my favorite people. it feels like it's been such a long time since i've laughed so much and smiled so much just being around them. As always i'm the only one awake working on my laptop. today i was called an overachiever by one of my other siblings i laughed when i heard it. in response i said "no i'm just a dreamer with alot of dreams and alot of motivation to make them come true." i feel this upcoming year is gonna be a big one.  I'm glad i came home there's no place like it. i'll even forgive the extra weight i'll gain from people constantly shoving food in my face while i'm here lol. i wish you all love,light,joy,bliss,great happiness ,and chocolate. i hope you all have an amazing holiday.


blessed be,
- Char (OPD's VuDu Doll)

Hmmm well  today I feel a bit lost. I couldn't even explan the feeling it is so strange. Everything is starting to go smoothly with basically all but 1 aspect of my world. So I should be really excited yet there is this knot in my stomach!
I am a bit stressed with school that is the aspect with some issues. I have to take my comprehensive exams in April! Comps are usually done right before graduation and are an option along with a thesis and practicum option...well at this school they are done first year and are not optional! I have to attempt to teach myself the information I would learn next year in a few months! We have a meeting on Tuesday with the entire department to go over what texts we have to study and stuff...Hmmm well I guess I just explained the knot to myself....
So now that I just let out a bit of stress I am feeling better so I guess Life Quality is status quo.
I can't believe Tye is leaving music tho....that sucks I support whatever he does but his style and talent musically will be missed

ditto!  

My QoL isn't what it once was or what it should be.  I've made decisions that have adversely effected my health.  Funny thing is I did them to positively effect me.  You never know how things are going to turn out.  However I know what I need to do to get back to where I was prior to making ill advised decisions.  What has happened is that I've learned a lot about myself and those around me.  I've cut people out because they can be toxic and I've found like minded individuals.  I've also discovered I have a "syndrome" that I may not have had diagnosed as soon.  Everything happens for a reason.

Ok so this is dying off a bit so let's see if we can give it some life again eh? Ok my quality of life is decent. I had a very high pain day yesterday but I made it through and feel a little better today. I made it through a frusterating time with my now ex. Which with the help of 2 good friends has not been too terrible. I have gotten back into writing again, meditation and photography all of which I stopped for a long minute. So overall Life is Good. I have my friends, my family, 2 decent jobs, food and a shelter. What more does one really need. Ah that's right JAVA! I am having that now hehe- So tell me what is the quality of your life lately? As none have really talked in a minute come back and update us!

Well, to be completely honest, my quality of life right now isn't where I'd like it to be.

1) My dad is having some pretty major surgery tomorrow, and as much as I try to front it, the fact is I'm probably scared shitless, as anyone else understandably would be.

2) I had to change my handphone and upgrade my SIM card out of sheer necessity, and for a tech idiot like me, I don't really enjoy making changes like these, esp since now I'm gonna have to stay up late to add all the phone numbers that I wasn't able to save in my old SIM card due to sheer lack of storage space, plus I need to have my phone usable by the next day, 'cos I'm gonna need to use it right away - drats! Oh well, guess I'll just have to muddle through it the best I possibly can... **shrugs**

I wanna say more, but nothing else is coming out easily right now... it's either too personal, or I just don't wanna share it with the whole world out there. But for me, number 1 and number 2 above are disturbing enough as it is. I just want to curl up in someone's arms and forget everything right now... but who's there??

I am very sorry to hear your father is having major surgery tomarrow. I will say a prayer and I send hopes of a speedy and safe recovery. My mom had minor surgery a few weeks ago and I was a mess so I can only imagine how you feel. Positive thinking does help though, I know it helped both my mom and I get  through hers. SO much blessing with that. In terms of the phone that is me 100% I have my friend Missy upgrade my phones she is great at it and can do it in a few min what would take me hours.

I hope you don't mind my asking, but how's your father?  I checked you blog and didn't see any mention.  I didn't want to ask in your guestbook.