I'm back slogging again.

I ended my last day of leave at vivo and sentosa.

Made an appointment with my manicurist and pampered myself with spa for my legs. followed by mushroom soup @ marche. Shopping at vivo and great dinner @ Sentosa ;)

Life seems more meaningful.... Perhaps i do not know how to let go... I do not know how to relax and unstress myself.

i didn't leave singapore. in fact, i was looking for a new job. i had this job 4 years ago, and i started everything from scratch. it was really tedious. i've to made errand to many places jus to get my base firm. i remember the i-c even threw my idenity card on the table. went up to head office, instead of learning more, i got wacked and screwed. time flies, its been 4 years. the people i used to hate, are on gd terms with me. instead those whom i used to help, show no mercy to me. jab me from the back unknowingly. well, this is the real world i guess. it happen everywhere. every job, every dept..

i hope to get into hospitality line, but i know nuts. desk bound jobs are nono to me. i cannot heat up my ass jus to spend the 9 -5. i prefer running around, meeting clients. or i dun mind working in the kitchen to achieve my dreams in culinary path. i know the pay would be pathetic. perhaps 4 times lesser... but i'm reaching 30. i've yet to fufill goals in life. in fact, i'm very lost now.

The rain changed my plans too. Hv promised bobby and belle to bring them for a stroll in the morning, followed by basic grooming (diy) and me will go pamper in the jaguzzi and suntanning at the pool... the rain show no mercy too. it rained from 6am - 6pm.. omg.. i didnt even go out... i had instant noodles for lunch. watched some HK drama - oh... kenneth ma.. u r so damn cute.  and proceeded to do basic grooming for the 3 poochies.

1 precious day gone. it's wed, and i'm not loitering on my bed. it's been a routine to wake up at 7am and getting ready for work. as usual, waking up early is my forte. LOL

actually i really need a big change in life.

it's such a rush decision. why am i always hiding?

there is a point of time whereby you find it so meaningless. esp the pple around you?

i shd live for myself. i shd love myself even more. all these tears are worthless cuz they dun even care.

or perhaps i shd had died 8 yrs ago.

Dear all,

I'm momo the Pomeranian. My fosterer picked me up at the void deck. And gave me shelter, food, care and vet attention. But due to the latest law enforced by AVA, my fosterer hopes to rehome me to a new home whereby I receive ultimate attention and love. I maybe old, but I bring you sunshine every morning by wagging my tail. Vet says I’m healthy though I’m down with arthritis. I may need supplement to strengthen my bones. I hope to be part of your family. Please drop an email to my fosterer.

Woof Woof,

Momo.