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  • a bad day

    Friday, Jan 2, 2009 3:01PM / Standard Entry

     Do you ever have a bad day before??? a bad day where you can't forget........ and how bad is it???

    i did... not once, but a few time i guess...

    my surrounding friend had it quite a time i think...

    maybe because i have a experience of how it feels like and how bad it is... i'm worry of them when i see them in a bad face.... family problem, academic problem, relation problem???? is all will make you feel very bad until you wanna escape from where you are now.... even to a strange place where no one in that place know you...

    i did... i aways think of going far far away from malaysia... but when i think back, i love to be in this country where some of the people here is nice to be... the food, the environment suit me more...

    what i think is when you have a bad day ( totally bad day) find someone you trusted.... if not, i don know what you will do.... trust me.... i have a exparience before.... try to think more positive... be happy...

    2009, wish everyone happy for the whole year...

     


  • the coming new year...

    Saturday, Dec 27, 2008 9:36PM / Standard Entry

    the year of 2008....

    friend what have you remind when someone say about this year???

    and what will you look forward when it say about the year of 2009???

    and when you look back of the following year, have you ever think that you are becoming mature??? or you are still the same??? any changes in the surrounding???

    for me, perhaps my thought have changes from a kid to a more mature of me... some people will say " no, you did not change to a mature of you yet... you still a growing teenage... your thinking is still like a kid." Well, i agree... That is because i dont wan a change of me... I wanna be a kid where everyone love me and care about me... however, i am growing.... i always remind myself that i have to take care of myself... no one will be with me the whole llife... everyone have their own stress... everyone have a lot of people to care about...

    Well, i'm looking for a mature of bya.... where are you??? if i can a future of bya.... i wanna ask how did you pass your college life??? what career are you in??? what kind of life are you having???

    for the coming of 2009, i wish  i can grow to another level of me... where i wish i can DONT PLAY A FOOL with the study anymore.... i just hope i can finish my degree fast... so that i don't have to rely on this family anymore... i can see that is a problem happening in dad's co... but i can't do anything... did i choose a right course... or should i went for a biz course...

    wish the 2009 bya can have a dream come true....

    wish my friend have a happy and beautiful life for 2009

    wish the global people in a more peaceful life...

    wish my family have a more easier life...

    i have a nice memory of 2008... compare to 2007... sigh....

    KEEP GROWING EVERYONE.... hope you guys can be sucess on whatever you have done... especially my friend who are still studying... i really really wish all of us graduate and be sucessful people ion the future.... WAKE UP.... and the dream will come true

     


  • 5th dec 2008

    Monday, Dec 8, 2008 5:50PM / Standard Entry

    1 year edi past... now i'm edi 19 years old... wat is the different within this year... anyone can tell me???

    prhaps i heard i did grown up from my thinking... i started to think from another side... but the problem is i haven learn how to solve stuff from another side... such as argueing, or friendship or watever... give 1 more year... i maybe on my 21 years old... i wil try to think more mature...

    that day party was amazing... thanks for everyone who wish me... thanks for the presents... i'm happy for my 19 years old party... my mum also happy with it... that she even wish to make another party as soon as possible... so great that having party every year....

    or maybe because i was drunk so i feel so happy... haha... but i still very awake... until the next day i realise i did drunk a bit... but that is why i didnt drink my 4th glass wine.. i drop it to wai peng and fei ling glass....

    steph, u noe wat... i get the news that u are unhappy that i sms with pei gin recently... dont worry that i throw u aside... friend is always friend... i always try my best to keep my friend happy and always with you guys... dont think that i always went out with who and who... friendship for me is a very important thing... because i always feel friend is the one who have a happy time with you, always on yourside... trust me that i won't left anyone of you aside....

    sometime i also feel that i been left out... but at last i realise that you all still with me... really... think positively, then you wil be happy... try it...


  • exam have passed

    Thursday, Dec 4, 2008 11:09PM / Standard Entry

    yes.... exam have passed... well, actually no stress at all... almost all paper is open book except for criminal....

    so happy after exam... coz i went out with kdu classmate where is my 1st time enjoying the time with kdu fren... most of the time i spend is with my taylor fren... now.... haizzzz.... new place, new life....

    people have to grow up??? i dont wan.... i always think of staying the same as last..... dont change away my fren... but everything in the surrounding will change... believe??? no???? just think of the time passed from ur young to now.... fren keep changing, maybe some remain... ur thing around u.... society perhaps...

    that day i was playin a psychilogy game, it states that i am a person who wish not togrow up... is true... really... i'm a person dunno how to communicate with people... this is the reason why new fren always say me is a quiet person... haha.... coz before i found out wat kind of person u are, i dont know how to communicated with you all.... sorry for it.... but i edi try my best to communicate with peple

    time passing, me counting time for my 1 year to be pass.... quiet soon from now.... now is 11.08pm 4th dec.... still left 52 minutes more.... then ng bee ya have grown up... hahaha....


  • no enough time

    Thursday, Nov 20, 2008 6:02PM / Standard Entry

    dec is coming, started having holiday mood...

    this is bad... coz i noe i sure wont study.... but i always try to remind myself i got a lot of assignment waiting for me... even mock examination too... and i started realise no enough time for me to prepare for the final...

    haizzz.... will i failed??? i so scared that i failed... is very embarassing that i failed... coz whole noe that i study law.... wow.... so professional.... wow... lawyer.... wow...

    that wow wil bring me a lot of stress... dont wow at me... 'm only a student... a very normal student... a student who always go to college study and back to home.... ... got which student is not like that.... haha.... but this student always go for shopping.... haha...

    oppsss... suddenly out of toic... no enough time.... hmmm... new year... al the festival is very near now... perhaps... x'mas too....

    another thing is the fren around... no enough time hat v meet together.... no enough for the memory v haved... i might be greedy.... but i wish to have more time with u all.... especially pei gin, japan.... so far.... haizzz......


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