Blog: Wednesday, Sep 2
Wednesday, Sep 2, 2009 12:21AM / Standard Entry
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see back my previous blog.... maybe i should change something...
trust ur family, trust ur friend......... now i realise not a easy job..... trust???? how???? not as easy as the word "trust"..........
and i just realise the period os summer and autumn... is a bad time for me....... almost every year.... i been crying alot alot for this time too.... i really cant accept the stress anymore.... but i cant handle it too.... i don have any solution to it....... wat can i do????
i noe i'm terrible on my result........ but wat can i say.... i really choosen the tough road by myself...... can i regret??? can i???? but if regret, wat can i do???? start all over again..... can i???? but how bout my family???? will them support me?????? how about others??????? will they look down on me????
I REALLY HAVE A LOT OF QUESTION MARKS ON MY MIND.......
CAN ANYONE TELL ME HOW TO RELAX MYSELF
for a moment, i just wish that i wan to back to my own place........ i just wish that no one see me before....... staying in my own world alone...... ALONE........ i don wan to hear any advise anymore..... i don wan to truat anyone anymore..... can i???????
maybe is a time to went back to my own world for some moment...... 2 years ago's bya will be back in her own world.... i think i can't promise wat will happen to me after that..... i juz wan to excape from the world now...... another side of me had been calling me all the time..... *deep breathe*
is time for a tight sleep in my world.... and a fake of me is out in this world.........
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