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• Blog: Wednesday, Jul 8

  Wednesday, Jul 8, 2009 5:48PM / Standard Entry / Members only
  

  long time did not write blog... y??? maybe because no idea how i wanted to write it...

  if you ask me really nothing to share with people, maybe i will say no... what i wanted to share, i have say... what i shouldn't say, i still keep it in my heart... i believe that no one have no secret... and this is why everyone having their own stress...

  well, this time i want to share is my past and what i see in my cousin...

  i admit that i'm stupid when i was young... some people say because the age when my mum give birth to me... i was born when my mum is 30 years old... so some say is related to my stupidness.... maybe... who knows??? and this happen to my aunt's child...

  i guess he is now 14... from he was a kid until now, his mum and family and even teacher say he is not clever... the result is bad... 

  but from what i can see... is like the past of me... i remember when i was in primary, my mum keep sending me to home tuition to improve my knowledge... i think is until my secondary... is the same situation with my cousin bro too... his mum keep sending him to tuition to improve him...

  but the different situation from me and him is that what i want maybe my parents dont understand it...  i know my parents have try their best to talk to me and give me the best... but for  my cousin what i can see... is there is no communication between the family... maybe no chance for him to speak out his opinion to anything... there is no knowledge for him to know some form the parents...

  i believe that everyone need the parents care and family to get to the point of success... expecially for a kids...

  i'm lucky to say that my family did it... and i'm sad to say that my aunt did not... done the job as a parents... as a kids before, i truely beleive that family influence is very important... ...

  i just wish that everyone could done their own job well... as a parent or as a children... maybe i'm not responsible enough to say this... but sometime i see from others, i really feel sad for them... that is why i learn how to be a good daughter nowadays... and i even trying to understand the position of them.... i'm not sure i can done it well... but at east i'm trying... why not the parents too... sigh...