life seems like a cricle,unconsciously go back the origin of starting.i sitll rememeber,ta nite back 2005,u told me u would go abroad study.although i have forgotten what did i response to u.i did cry,felt emotions of sorrow to anger to helplessness.u came to embrace me n said sorry non-stop.then i refused to see u again untill u went off.as well remember ur brother xiaosi,ken come to my accommodation to request me to see u off.i ignored them n went back home directly.during the whole 2 week i staied at home alone.no one wanted to see,no words to say,no trear to cry.and back to school,nobody dare to remind me of u for awhile time,they worried about me,always found kinda entertainments on the weekend,party,drink,hang out for dancing,ski tirp,indeed contacted with more ppl and gathered more great of activities ..i felt more batter slowly.as well began to accept ur email ,evern talked with u online..u r always as regardful as before,care about me everything as usual.actually i did was so touched.never complain about u..be serious.
also remember u were back here on ur first vacation,it have been almost 1 year since we met each other last time ..frankly i didnt look forward to anything,but still was so happy to see u again,u be looking good...be more mature..also had the prior chance to meet a girl who is claimed "another me" by ur borthers ..must say it was astound both of us(she and me)..i didnt describe what is my impression n my feeling..so weird till now..
it's 2 years past ta u have transfered between china--europe 3-4 times..achieved MA's degree u deserved.went many great places u wanna.took many photos u favorite ,wrote serveral travel diaries u worth of,told me lots of anecdotes u have seen and presented me many significant gifts from parts of the globe..
finally,inspire vasion of future,u determine to be back..u sure it is really ur final decision?
whatever,here's always ur home..
to be honest,Now rite NOw,i really wanna kick ur ass!!! what's the fuckin matter ,man? why i have to be side by u at once!!! u have broken my heart,u hurt me,i could accept ur apologies.it's enough!!! so what's the fucking u want more?
