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  • I want to be RICH

    Wednesday, Mar 16, 2011 10:17AM / Members only

    This question: "Why am I having poor programming files in my head?" "Why is money always a problem?" "Why am I reacting like this in every situations?"

    Before I read the book by Robert Kiyosaki and a book by Harv Eker, I never knew why I am living this way. I was in my comfort zone, not taking risks, afraid of failure. Once problems strike, I am at the lowest.

    Now I started reading Harv Eker and Robert Kiyosaki's book. Now I know why I am living this way.. There are a lot of realizations,.. balancing the factors and thinking of ways to change it.

    I love their books. It taught me a lot important things. and as young as I am right now, I am willing to take steps that can make a difference in my life.

    Right now, a lot of people do not agree of what I am currently doing.. I am not being active in doing the business.... I know I am at the wrong but the more I continue with a half mind.. I don't know if I can stay long.. so decided to take a short break...

    But from that time that I am being idle, I am feeding myself with knowledge about how I should handle and now trying to make it a habit to be a positive thinker.. I'm always scolded at how "no-care" I am... I think, I think, I think.. I always care......

    I am surrounded with chickens in the office, group of friends.. I've learned that I shouldn't go out with chickens so that I wouldn't be one.. I have to be an eagle.. soaring high... It's not like I have to get rid of them, but I try not to be programmed as to what they're thinking... because I am slowly changing the programs in my brain.. and I don't want to be hold back from that process..

    Before, I always talk without thinking.. Now, I am better of being aware that talking these nonsense talk are not helpful at all..

    At first, the reasons of wanting to be rich is because of a reason to show those people who at times look down on us that we too, can be rich like them.. But I think it is one way of hindering me from that success.. At the back of my mind, there's a hidden reason for it.. There's hate...
    and I know, from the book I've read, that with this kind of motivation, there would be no success.. Money would always go without you knowing why it's happening.. It's the subconscious mind playing...

    I am practicing of feeding myself with positive words for me to be "worry-free" (though I still cannot control at the back of my mind, it's always poppin' out like popcorn..).
    But I have to manage it..

    A lot of my negative characteristics should be changed.. Me, being an introvert, a shy person, afraid of rejection, afraid of failure, afraid to talk to people, being a worry machine, afraid to make decisions...

    All these.... I have to change it if I want to be successful...

    I can do it.. I know I need to act now.. but I have to fully chew these lessons...
    I am still starting with this process...
    I don't want anything to hold me back to where I was before...

    I have to... I have to... I have to..
    I am willing I am willing I am willing...
    Keep the faith...
    I just want to have the right mind.
    I want to speak out...
    I want to have full courage...
    and look for people/mentor who could guide me and help me to go through.. ;)

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  • End of the World

    Saturday, Mar 12, 2011 4:47AM / Members only

    I found this news Road trip to the end of the world
    People are predicting the end of the world will be on May 21, 2011...
    God said nobody knows the exact day and hour except Him alone.
    It will just come when we least expect it.

    it is even stated in Matthew 25:13
     “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour."

    I know the end is near, but absolutely not on that date..
    I have to wait in God's time.


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  • BootCamp, Facing Fears

    Tuesday, Jan 18, 2011 3:46AM / Members only

    Last January 15-16, 2011 I joined a bootcamp at Plantation Bay.

    After my duty at 6am, I directly went with my sister to Plantation Bay. Early morning, there was already traffic jam because of the Sinulog Festival. We reached there late, but we're not the only ones who were really late. The session started with an exercise dance!! There was someone who went up the stage and started to teach us the dance "WAKA-WAKA".. I know it's embarrassing.. but hey, everyone's doing it.. it would be more embarrassing if i didn't do the action with them. It was fun.

    The first speaker was one of the top executives here in the Philippines. WOW!! Everyone listens to people who are successful.. So, we all listened to him.
    I learned a lot of things that I needed to do in order for me to be successful..
    These were the quotes he used:
    "I am the greatest, I said that even before I knew I was." -- Muhammad Ali
    "Dont quit. Suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion." -- Muhammad Ali
    "Excellence is the gradual result of always striving to do better." -- Pat Riley
    "Excellence is doing ordinary things extraordinarily."

    We all learned on how to have a positive mind in order to have positive results in what we do.

    The next speaker was a very successful woman and she's REALLY REALLY PRETTY. What I learned from her is that we need to have a reason for doing things. Why do we want to be successful? What are our purposes? We need to have these in order for us to have motivation to work hard and reach those goals.

    I know people have many goals in life. But I learned from this woman, that when you have these goals, we have to visualize it, set a deadline, talk about it and think about it for us to have more motivations and for us to reach it. These goals can give us clear sense of direction, fix our attitude -- discipline and consistency and give us energy to go on with life.

    One thing that I also learned is to surround ourselves with successful people who got what they want. This is one way for us to be more determined and for us to think that our goal is not impossible to be reached.

    After the speaker, we were grouped, introduce ourselves to the group, made a 10 second cheeer and presented it on stage. Then we had lunch.

    WOW, the foods are really good. When afternoon came, I started to feel really really sleepy, I didn't get some sleep because of my work. We had this really really jamming speaker. When he went up the stage, he started to dance and made the crowd clapped hands to the beat and danced as well. What a jamming speaker.

    The speaker's also a successful one. He's old, but he looked like he's from his early 30's.. and his laugh!!, it's PRICELESS.. haha.
    I really really wanted to listen to him talking, but i was really sleepy. He wasn't boring but I can't help my sleepiness.

    After all the sessions, I joined the praise and worship and a pastor talked. He was really funny. and I also learned a lot from him.

    I was able to take a bath only at 12 am. So the whole day of January 15, I wasn't able to take a bath. :(
    I felt refreshed.. Wrote my goals but I didn't finish it because I fell alseep.
    I counted the hours of me being awake.. and It was 33 hours.. 33HOURS!!!!!
    and I only had 5 hours of sleep!!! not enough right?

    Morning sessions are all games with lessons. I pondered on a lot of things that I need to rethink, to do to change the way I live right now.

    In the afternoon, we had this fear factor.. FEAR FACTOR!!! SNAKE!! TARANTULA!! I hate those.. But I want to do it. Before we went to that place, we wrote a waiver saying that when anything happens, they shouldn't be responsible for anything. The 2 containers are covered with black cloth. I felt nervous seeing them cry because of fear. When my turn came, I was really nervous to put my hands inside and get a pingpong ball. We were given only 30 seconds. In my mind, I was thinking like "What the heck.. it's fear factor, and we're only given 30 seconds to get that ball in a container we don't even know what's inside??" I think 30 seconds isn't enough to these kind of things.
    I put my hands inside, I was really scared to push my hand at the bottom. I might touch something.. Then, I touched a feather-like thing.. I pulled my hand and shouted. Well, the one who was in-charge of the container told me not to do that. I placed it inside again, but STOOOOP!! 30 seconds has ended..
    what the... i wasn't able to succeed.. :(
    I felt really bad at myself. I regretted why I even shouted even if i didn't mean to do it..
    While thinking about it.. I felt really crazy of even believing that there's something in that box. I shouldn't have been afraid of getting that ball.. :(
    And because I felt really really bad, I don't want to laugh at some jokes, I was jjust there sitting and thinking about it.
    YEs, i FAILED... but it doesn't mean I have to give up.
    ..
    In real life, there are a lot of challenges.. Especially my fears... But I have to face it...
    But yeah, until I arrived home, I was still thinking about it..

    Because of lack of sleep, I slept the whole day, I just woke up during lunch, then slept again.
    I just hope that my learnings won't be forgotten.
    I have to practice the skills that I lack.
    I have to face my fears.
    I am a CHAMPION!!!!

    i want to attend the next bootcamp, and I want to improve my leadership skills. be more mature on how I act, be more confident in talking to people..

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  • In Christ Alone

    Saturday, Jan 8, 2011 2:20AM / Members only

    I've been replaying this song right now..

    IN CHRIST ALONE

    In Christ alone will I glory
    Though I could pride myself in battles won
    For I’ve been blessed beyond measure
    And by His strength alone I’ll overcome
    Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands
    But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand

    In Christ alone
    I place my trust
    And find my glory in the power of the cross
    In every victory
    Let it be said of me
    My source of strength
    My source of hope
    Is Christ alone

    In Christ alone do I glory
    For only by His grace I am redeemed
    For only His tender mercy
    Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
    And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
    And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord

    In Christ alone
    I place my trust
    And find my glory in the power of the cross
    In every victory
    Let it be said of me
    My source of strength
    My source of hope
    Is Christ alone

    Listen to the song, here

    Indeed, my source of strength and my source of hope is CHRIST alone.. :D

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  • Friends

    Wednesday, Dec 29, 2010 1:13AM / Members only

    A simple misunderstanding between friends can easily break the relationship you had build for years. But in order to avoid breaking the friendship, you need to talk to settle the problem.
    Friends might be your greatest enemy but when you talk it out, you can avoid that. One of the most important thing of being a friend to somebody is to learn how to listen to each other.

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    Happy Holidays aprilyn
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    cheap in touch
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    forgive aprilyn
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    if you are busy just cheap in touch ok
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    aprilyn you are online
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    i meant it as a joke
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    i like pizza you like pizza a problem
  • posted on Thursday, Mar 17, 2011 12:03AM  [Report]
    new pictures of the body (muscle cut soon no fat athletic)
  • posted on Wednesday, Mar 16, 2011 11:52PM  [Report]
    yes but the training is hard
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    you are cool i respect you
  • posted on Wednesday, Mar 16, 2011 11:43PM  [Report]
    have you seen my picture album?
  • posted on Wednesday, Mar 16, 2011 11:36PM  [Report]
    i also practice many martial arts still boxing, kickboxing, thaiboxing,.....(many)
  • posted on Wednesday, Mar 16, 2011 11:31PM  [Report]
    now i am training kung fu and muscle fitness (and a teacher soon )
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    but i live in Spain
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    I am from Romania the legend of Dracula
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    it funny night at you day at me
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    it day time at me
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    hi it was night time at me (i meant to say 2:50am)
  • posted on Wednesday, Mar 16, 2011 9:52AM  [Report]
    good night dream sweet (2:50pm) cheap in touch
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    thanks you aprilyn (just a pizza and a movie)
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