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  • The End of 2011

    Saturday, Dec 31, 2011 5:04PM / Members only

    I am single again....

    Still learning to be single

    So scary that once you broke up  the two are like stranger...

    Not much to say at this moment...

     Happy 2012!!

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  • 04.19.11

    Wednesday, Apr 20, 2011 11:37AM / Members only



    明明心就很痛 很受傷



    未來 感情 通通都一團亂



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  • 10.04.10

    Monday, Oct 4, 2010 3:08PM / Members only

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  • 03.15.10

    Monday, Mar 15, 2010 7:26PM / Members only

    not happy with what I am doing now....

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  • 10.19.09

    Monday, Oct 19, 2009 3:51PM / Members only

    some body once told me....( well not too long ago)

    when you dont know what you want then it wont matter what do you do.

    and yes.... he is talking about my life....

    we were talking about  how am I am I doing so far.

    I am going to a nice school right now. Not the top ones but good enough  to tell other people... a Public University.

    I am grateful my relative let me have a part time job in their compay and teaching me everyday when I going to work.

    Still.... I feel there should be more....

    The major I am in right now its a safe major --business. but if you ask me want do I want to do after I graduate I dont have a answer for you. and I am thinking of changing my major to finance only b/c  it more specialized major and not b/c I like it. I hope I going to graduate school  b/c I know what do I need to improve on not just b/c the title of the degree. but I will still pursue it anyways. b/c of the society b/c of the parents expectation. JUST not b/c of do it for myself. well~ you can debate w/ me saying that its gonna be a tool for me to getting more ready so how can I not saying it for myself. I dont want to argue about it.

    The job ihave now it's great I can learn a lot. and I am just start it so I have a lot of things I need to learn anyways... but I alreay know that this is not going to be my favorite job. (oh and that is when my friend told me that on the above... he said to me that even thoguh I say this not gonna be my idea job but he wont surprise if he sees me continue working there for many years since I dont know what I want)

    I know I should appreciate what and have and treasure it. I am!
     I dont want to blame the human nature but I do want to say I guess is the human nature that we always seek what we dont have and never feel enough.

    and what a coincidence after I alreay post these perosnal description 1509 days. jsut these few days Mark Allen leave the message said he like my perosnal description and ask what is stopping me.

    I wonder too...

    still... no answer no conclusion


    我自認為我是個很奇怪的人.... 不滿足於現狀 但卻也不知道自己真的要甚麼    有時候想不然自己就壞一點 叛逆點 不然就乖一點  想都不會想 我卻卡在中間   念書做事也是  不是真的到很差 卻也不是很好 真的是比上不足比下有餘  一個朋友跟我說 雖然說我說 了我不能想像我做一輩子 現在的工作 但要是20年後看到我還在這我也不會驚訝   因為 當我不知道我要甚麼時  做甚麼也都無所謂了

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  • posted on Monday, Dec 31, 2012 12:26PM  [Report]
    This year went so fast. I hope it was a good one and the next even better.
  • posted on Wednesday, Dec 26, 2012 4:49AM  [Report]
    Christmas wishes - and lots of love and hug for the new year.
  • posted on Monday, Sep 17, 2012 1:23AM  [Report]
    thanks for your silent visit. how are you?
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    posted on Friday, Jan 20, 2012 5:38PM  [Report]
    HI all have a look at my new advert for LA MUSCLE tell me what you think of it please
    www.adamrichardsfightdirector.com more video on there all the best adam
  • posted on Wednesday, Jan 4, 2012 1:56AM  [Report]
    Thanks for your NY wishes. dont know why but i couldnt come to AnD till now. something was wrong in system.
    how is your new years holidays?
  • posted on Friday, Dec 2, 2011 2:55AM  [Report]
    how are your working day?
  • posted on Monday, Nov 14, 2011 3:23AM  [Report]
    thats good. how it goes well depends on how it begins.cheers!!
  • posted on Wednesday, Nov 9, 2011 1:42AM  [Report]
    sorry for not writing in a long time. I had been in the hospital for nearly 3 weeks. am OK, getting well. How do you like your new job? Good luck!!
  • posted on Friday, Jul 22, 2011 9:28PM  [Report]
    no romance but work this summer:-p
  • posted on Tuesday, Jul 12, 2011 2:49PM  [Report]
    i expected to hear about your romance story in Vegas, haha sorry to hear you lose some money.
    am not good at casino.
  • posted on Friday, Jul 8, 2011 11:52PM  [Report]
    glad you had happy happy birthday : )
    what kind of story in Vegas? your bad luck in the casino? or they hand you a marriage license quickly ? kekeke
  • posted on Sunday, Jun 26, 2011 6:15AM  [Report]
    how was your birthday?
    was out from AnD for long time :-p
    posted on Monday, Apr 4, 2011 2:26PM  [Report]
    i'm sure you'll figure it out! jia you!
  • posted on Friday, Apr 1, 2011 5:16AM  [Report]
    sorry to hear about that. are you OK? There'll be many new encounters in floriferous spring : ) though the cherry trees have only partially blossomed in Tokyo so far
  • posted on Thursday, Mar 31, 2011 1:03AM  [Report]
    no blog update .. haha
    am fine and the situation is on a very even keel in Tokyo. all i can do for affected people is to send aid parcels. actually my friends asked me to send books!! they need entertainment after they got food.
  • posted on Wednesday, Mar 23, 2011 12:44AM  [Report]
    thanks for your coment. was so moved
    i remember it for someone who need help i
  • posted on Sunday, Mar 20, 2011 3:37AM  [Report]
    am OK,
    was so moved to see taiwan charity show for japan last night. japanese people saying #thanks_taiwan on twiter.
  • posted on Saturday, Feb 26, 2011 5:36AM  [Report]
    hihi glad to hear from you~ how have you been?
    sorry am a lazy bloger, lazy twitter. am planning to go to HK filmart next month.
  • posted on Thursday, Dec 30, 2010 3:14PM  [Report]
  • posted on Saturday, Dec 25, 2010 3:47AM  [Report]
    Wish you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
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