some body once told me....( well not too long ago)

when you dont know what you want then it wont matter what do you do.

and yes.... he is talking about my life....

we were talking about  how am I am I doing so far.

I am going to a nice school right now. Not the top ones but good enough  to tell other people... a Public University.

I am grateful my relative let me have a part time job in their compay and teaching me everyday when I going to work.

Still.... I feel there should be more....

The major I am in right now its a safe major --business. but if you ask me want do I want to do after I graduate I dont have a answer for you. and I am thinking of changing my major to finance only b/c  it more specialized major and not b/c I like it. I hope I going to graduate school  b/c I know what do I need to improve on not just b/c the title of the degree. but I will still pursue it anyways. b/c of the society b/c of the parents expectation. JUST not b/c of do it for myself. well~ you can debate w/ me saying that its gonna be a tool for me to getting more ready so how can I not saying it for myself. I dont want to argue about it.

The job ｉhave now it's great I can learn a lot. and I am just start it so I have a lot of things I need to learn anyways... but I alreay know that this is not going to be my favorite job. (oh and that is when my friend told me that on the above... he said to me that even thoguh I say this not gonna be my idea job but he wont surprise if he sees me continue working there for many years since I dont know what I want)

I know I should appreciate what and have and treasure it. I am!
 I dont want to blame the human nature but I do want to say I guess is the human nature that we always seek what we dont have and never feel enough.

and what a coincidence after I alreay post these perosnal description 1509 days. jsut these few days Mark Allen leave the message said he like my perosnal description and ask what is stopping me.

I wonder too...


still... no answer no conclusion

 

我自認為我是個很奇怪的人.... 不滿足於現狀 但卻也不知道自己真的要甚麼    有時候想不然自己就壞一點 叛逆點 不然就乖一點  想都不會想 我卻卡在中間   念書做事也是  不是真的到很差 卻也不是很好 真的是比上不足比下有餘  一個朋友跟我說 雖然說我說 了我不能想像我做一輩子 現在的工作 但要是20年後看到我還在這我也不會驚訝   因為 當我不知道我要甚麼時  做甚麼也都無所謂了

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I was in Taiwan when the typhoon hit Taiwan

and i am so glad that my family are all okay

but so sad in the same time to see so many people still surfuring from it

pray for them

so far i receive two gifts

one is from my brother...well~ actually we went shopping together so... i got that one early LOL

but i haven't start using it though. it's a gucci bag.

and one of my friend took me to shopping today, to buy the dress and shoes i am going to wear on my b-day party.

please looking forward to see the result

i am  LOL

only once a year ( i could do it every day but i am just too lazy)

let me be a pretty girl(well~ can i use woman since i am turning 21?)

 

 

目前為止除了跟我哥逛街時直接買的包包是非正式收到的第一個禮物之外

今天一個朋友陪我去逛街買衣服跟鞋子 是我的第二份禮物

大家期待吧

哈哈哈

我很期待

朋友跟我哥都很賤...
我換回原本衣服時
一出更衣間

兩個就大大的嘆了一口氣
哀~小孩子走出來幹嘛
剛剛那個女的到哪去了


一年就那麼一天

讓我打扮的小女人一點吧!

(明明平常就是自己太懶= =)

Haven't update my news for a while...

I decide to go to UTD at the end.

going back to Taiwan b/t 6/18~8/12

was planning to go other country but because of N1H1 i think i would just stay in Taiwan

don't want to take any risk on me or other.

going to be 21 soon....i think i will get drunk on that day. after all i am in US