i don't know how truth can a gossip be after hear from a thrid or fourth or more people.

but it still makes me uncomfortable.

Hey Guys~

    I am back from my two weeks vacations. Yes, i have some pictures and i will try to upload as soon as i can.

  and i have to say sorry  for those who knew about i bought the bikini for this vacation. I didn't get any chance to wear them, so...

ok~ time to work on my picutres now.

我 很努力的想要壓下我心中那一小塊的陰影

無力感 不想去爭取任何東西   i have the feeling that... the down side of my cycle is coming to me..... trying to ingore it but seems getting to get me seriously

好累

i still haven't start to write my essay for apply univeristy. REALLY CAN ANYONO HELP　HELP ME???? like give me some good sample then i can just change name and school... i am apply for business major not sure would be finance, marketing, business or international business something like that. i need two essay one is statement of purpose it's just about why do i want to get in this school. the other one i can choose whatever subject i am interest w/ it can be about myself or any issue i care about. i only need 2 pages for each one and it could be double space

我還是沒開始寫我跟申請學校的文章 真的! 誰可以幫我???? 有沒有好的範文 可以直接讓我改名字改學校 或是誰可以幫幫我 讓我跟他討論 然後就寫出來  我是要申請商方面的科系 還不確定哪一系 可能企管 財經 或是國貿 我需要兩篇 一篇就是說為什麼我想要進這所學校 另一篇就是任何我感興趣的議題 關於我自己也可以是任何話題比如說政治方面啦經濟方面啦環保都沒關係 不多 一篇只要英文兩面 隔行就行了

我只會在這邊空講 卻提不起勁 我是怎麼了?

i am just talking w/o doing anything.... and i don't want to do it. what's wrong with me???

我也只剩一張嘴 還在在乎   那當我連說都不在乎時 我還剩下什麼?

and the only thing i am still doing is talking.... so what do i still have when i don't even bother to talk??

i feel.... i can use English to say what i want to say  if u can read Chinese, please read the Chinese part instead of English one.

there are different types of friends and u need to treat them differently

i guess i never really think about that.

mm... maybe i use the wrong words. ofcourse there would be different when i am w/ my close friends and friends or classmate.

but i always talk in the same way

i guess that's why peoeple may not like me and i didn't realize.

cuase i didn't mean what i say(is that how u say this sentance?)  i know that my best friends know that but not everyone knows that...

oh! as i typing i guess i find out another reason why i don't like MSN cause

1.once u are online people would come to say hi then u need to figure out what to say and ususally more than half of the time is talking nothing

 2. i think it's hard to talk w/ out the tone that's how misunderstanding happen.

people.....sigh....

好吧 我還是乖乖打我的中文好了

基本上我是突然有感而發吧

是 我知道跟不一樣的朋友 相處的模式不同 你會聊的東西也不同

但是我想 我從來沒有真的去了解到 我講話的方式 也該有所不一樣

我想我潛意識知道 但是 是剛剛 跟一個朋友在MSN上面講了幾句話時 才突然有被炸到的感覺 意識到  

因為我一直很習慣我講話的方式了 我跟我好朋友都是這樣刺來刺去 攻來攻去 降子對話才好玩嘛

當然大家都知道這只是一種講話的方式

但剛剛那位MSN上的朋友  還好我發現得早 果真他跟我說他看到我打時 氣爆了= =

一個男的講出這樣的話 真是...

Ａｎｇｅｌ竹 說:
很好....不知不覺也下個禮拜了  而且你居然回復留言 不回我一樓的 直接跳二樓 是擺明了沒把我看在眼裡是吧
  (我個人註解 因為我們上禮拜有說下禮拜也就是這禮拜要約打球 他應該要跟我約 然後我在他blog留言 他沒回我 但回了我下面的人 所以我就理所當然的用這種語氣問他 但是當然我也不是真的生氣 你們看的人懂吧= =")
B  說:
?!
B 說:
我不是沒有事做阿...

(我看到這句就無力感了.... 他認真了= =")
 B 說:
你幹麻講話那麼酸阿?
Ａｎｇｅｌ竹 說:
你覺得很酸喔

Ａｎｇｅｌ竹 說:
幽默感 幽默感
Ａｎｇｅｌ竹 說:
ok?!
B 說:
誰知道阿
B  說:
沒有口氣 誰知道
Ａｎｇｅｌ竹 說:
哀~好吧....以後知道了...
B 說:
害我剛剛差點爆氣

害我就很無力感 也不想跟他聊了  就我知道該以怎麼樣的方式跟他聊天 但就覺得 聊天還要想措辭 不是一件很麻煩的事嘛?

是他太脆弱 還是我講話方式太過頭了呢

希望這邊沒有人心裡默默在討厭我之類的阿

從以前 就有人討厭我 說我很賤啦 很做作啦 一堆有的沒有的

但同時我朋友卻說 我完全跟這些扯不上邊

我就知道 你沒辦法讓每個人都喜歡你 你只能做自己 喜歡你自己

你喜歡的人 喜歡你 就夠了

跟人相處真是麻煩阿

等等來放個舊文好了