some body once told me....( well not too long ago)
when you dont know what you want then it wont matter what do you do.
and yes.... he is talking about my life....
we were talking about how am I am I doing so far.
I am going to a nice school right now. Not the top ones but good enough to tell other people... a Public University.
I am grateful my relative let me have a part time job in their compay and teaching me everyday when I going to work.
Still.... I feel there should be more....
The major I am in right now its a safe major --business. but if you ask me want do I want to do after I graduate I dont have a answer for you. and I am thinking of changing my major to finance only b/c it more specialized major and not b/c I like it. I hope I going to graduate school b/c I know what do I need to improve on not just b/c the title of the degree. but I will still pursue it anyways. b/c of the society b/c of the parents expectation. JUST not b/c of do it for myself. well~ you can debate w/ me saying that its gonna be a tool for me to getting more ready so how can I not saying it for myself. I dont want to argue about it.
The job ihave now it's great I can learn a lot. and I am just start it so I have a lot of things I need to learn anyways... but I alreay know that this is not going to be my favorite job. (oh and that is when my friend told me that on the above... he said to me that even thoguh I say this not gonna be my idea job but he wont surprise if he sees me continue working there for many years since I dont know what I want)
I know I should appreciate what and have and treasure it. I am! I dont want to blame the human nature but I do want to say I guess is the human nature that we always seek what we dont have and never feel enough.
and what a coincidence after I alreay post these perosnal description 1509 days. jsut these few days Mark Allen leave the message said he like my perosnal description and ask what is stopping me.
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sorry to hear about that. are you OK? There'll be many new encounters in floriferous spring : ) though the cherry trees have only partially blossomed in Tokyo so far
no blog update .. haha
am fine and the situation is on a very even keel in Tokyo. all i can do for affected people is to send aid parcels. actually my friends asked me to send books!! they need entertainment after they got food.