since our exams results were publicized at maths department in uni, we were all getting nervous and serious. i still cant believe that i passed my exams again. i swear to god i dont know how the hell i can get that high marks, i though i was so Fing dead...i though i definitely have to resist the exams i failed ,indeed i thought i would stay in beijing longer this time because i was afraid i will repear the whole Fing year. but it was just so surprising me . now i gained my hope for future again. hahha, i think now im able to study my master in my damn good uni the year after next year, hope everything goes well later on.
besides, my Fing stupid jackass ex-bf has to repeat the whole year, coz he didnt attend any exam,yes he is rich and got back ups but he had to pay off what he did as well, this is a godness punishmet. he deserves that,besides i dont think let him to waste a year is punished enough.okay i shouldnt still hate him, i just dont like him.insincere . pretentious. fk u.
what about other good news? em, hving my internship in hsbc now. not in a pop department, this job is so boring and tedious.but i have to persuade myself this is just a beginning , my successful life is in the future even i kno tht it's quite a long way but being hopeful is always better than do nothing isnt it. in the end of July maybe i will go to The Shaolin Monastery.....fck, will be so tough coz hv to get up very every early morning and i hate the summer i hate the sunshine! it burns my skin :````( okay but on the good side is i could work for BBC. sounds like a good opportunity.
let me think wat's next..... stay with frds everyday. and last nite i did a crazy disgusting thing. my god, all because of alcohle. fck. i was too nice. you know most of the people when you treat them nice , they wont appreciate,instead they will just indulge in this kind of life, like you owe them, but do you really? cheap, fck, i wont even give u a shit again.
ok. actually this summer is pretty hot, last week beijing's degree even rised up to 39.6. omg.40 degree. you might fry an egg on the ground.
another good news is i finally found out my fcing lovely cuty lighter!!!my vw lighter! i though i lost it somewhere. omg. im still so happy. hahahaha.
what else..... i love to stay with my frdsssssssssssssssssss.
and i really like you.but i wont say, then no one knows.
