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Memories with Michael Jackson
Sunday, Jun 28, 2009 3:30AM / Members only
I'd start to listen to Michael's songs since I was very small. Well, this is because of my mother and my aunt is a big fan of Michael Jackson.
Flash back to 1990s, i was about four or five years old on that time, always sit at the front of television just to watch Michael Jackson. Thanks to both my mom and aunt, I can still remember there is a MV of Michael that he dance non-stop on a black-creepy street at night, then till the end he crawl and turned into a black leopard. Well, it's kinda hard for me to forget this part because it does really amazed me!
The King of Pop - Michael Jackson, he really deserves this title! He is a legend, especially for the black. He is a legend, especially in the music industry. He is a legend that he created moon walk and all others unique dance steps which are hard to replicate by others. I believe he is a good man. His big warm smile always appears in my mind when I’m thinking of him. Even though he is an internationally or globally recognised pop star, but he never pride on this. However, he was doing amazing, selfless things - contributing to children's charities and starting his own Heal The World Foundation. Besides, he also was cowriting the famous We Are The World song to help African Famine victims. He was everywhere, giving as much as he got and letting us all know how blessed he was.
Sadly, I believe there are people who envy towards his successful and was trying hard to hit him down. He did plastic surgery on his face, and especially his nose for a few times, the changes of his skin colour, brought up a lot issues to him. Then, the news of child molestation charges come to light. His career path started to drop since this. From the day the news appears till now, I still couldn't believe he will do this to children. I believe he DID NOT do it! He loves children, even more than certain parents' love towards their own child! Rumours come when someone is on the top; and rumours destroy someone who is on the top. After all these hurtful and painful alleged, he started to disappear from public. On the day he shows up at the court for the molestation charges, a mass changes can be seen from him. He looks weak and tired. He was pleaded not guilty on the charges. Thank Gods!
In the early March of this year, he has announced of his comeback which he calls it as “final curtain call”. He reported to his die hard fans around the world that he would perform ten days stage show having a large arena over 20,000 capacities in London starting on 8th July. The show is about to take place at 02 in Greenwich, southeast London. He has planned to wear military-style black jacket decorated with silver sequins in his favourites own style of costume. This 10 day concert will mark the 25th anniversary of his great and ever best sold album “Thriller”. He said that this would be his final stage show in London.
Just a few months later, 25 June 2009, the news of his dead shocks the entire world. It is sad, unexpected and unacceptable. Sigh...I still can't believe the news. Few weeks ago i just talk about him and listen to his song with someone. And now he is gone, gone forever.
*You know we love you Michael Jackson, now and forever. I salute you, for everything you gave to this world. May you rest in peace.
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我的博客の歌~ Michael Jackson
Sunday, Jun 28, 2009 2:05AM / Members only
You Are Not Alone by Michael Jackson
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...
*Dedicate to Michael Jackson. You will always on our minds even though you are gone.
Heal The World by Michael Jackson
There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow
There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living
Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow
We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares
We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
heal the wordl we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
*Heal The World really has certain impact on me. Started to love this song and i started to become a environmentalist. Song does affect us. I always believe this. Some others popular songs of Michael Jackson are Thriller, Beat It, Black or White, Billie Jean, Man in the Mirror, and etc.
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忆儿博的心情写真~*23/06/2009
Wednesday, Jun 24, 2009 12:31AM / Members only
23/06/2009
11.39pm
阴天
今天的天空灰灰的，我的心情也灰灰的。困扰着我的问题始终没有被解开，似乎应该慢慢看开，慢慢松开双手了。或许把束缚解开，一切才会完全平静下来吧！
睡醒一开电脑，就接收到一个朋友对我的Status做出回应，信息了我那么一段话：Hi Epril,
如果一段感情要終結時就讓它自然流逝吧。讓時間將傷痛沖淡、將傷口撫平，也給懂得愛你疼你的人一個機會。在這段時間多跟父母及好友在一起，珍惜和感謝他們對你的支持。加油！
Addison
是啊，为何要不开心呢？自己身边不是有家人和一群死党吗？当然，也还有在乎我的人。不要那么在乎，就不会被牵动着情绪了。爱自己多一点吧！自私点，为自己想多一点，疼自己多一点。未来，或许会自己一个人走，所以要够坚强，够独立，够自我。
最近都在混Facebook。是啊，在那里我才发现自己并不孤单。任何时候觉得寂寞时，哪里都有许多陪你聊天，听你诉苦的对象。一整天坐在电脑面前玩着‘打字’游戏，很不错，因为可以分散我的注意力，我的心思、烦恼、困扰。时间，很快就过去了。
昨晚，是这一个多月来第一次睡得那么熟。不懂是不是因为真的太累了，太多天都睡不足够，还是什么。早上起来，想了很多东西。想起了几个月前的情况、心情、情绪；然后再想想现在的，哈，差好远噢！被拱上天，然后再被狠狠地甩在地面，那种天壤之别的感觉，足以形容一切。我会尝试让自己不再要求了。让自己平平静静的过。这一个月来的眼泪，够了。是我想太多，还是真的有问题存在着，我也搞不懂，也懒得理会了。他怎样做，我就怎样做。反正，就够了。我已经不想再被投诉，投诉我爱胡思乱想、投诉我爱乱发脾气。就算我改了，也不见得人家会发现、会珍惜。反而，承诺过我的事情倒是不被放在心上。
*爱人和被爱，那种来得幸福？倘若两者无法并全时，该选择爱人，还是被爱？然而就算两者都相爱，但是两者所给的爱都不一致时，是种悲哀。
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我的博客の歌~ 为你而活 神木与瞳
Wednesday, Jun 24, 2009 12:27AM / Members only
神木与瞳 - 为你而活
看生命 像阵风 包不住的痛 所以紧握双手
抬起头 那流星般的笑容 只不过 坠落在心中
天空会裂缝 我肩头 添上的爱那麼久 就不怕 滂沱
用眼泪庆贺 跨过了 坚信这一扇门后 真的有 天国
為了你而活 為了你而梦 為了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有 守著你的人是我
為了你而活 為了你而梦 伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流 就算错了 也不退后
不闪躲 在这荆棘遍佈中 那伤口 会开出花朵
天空会裂缝 我肩头 添上的爱那麼重 就不怕 滂沱
用眼泪庆贺 跨过了 坚信这一扇门后 真的有 天国
為了你而活 為了你而梦 為了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有 守著你的人是我
為了你而活 為了你而梦 伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流 就算错了 也不退后
為了你而活 為了你而梦 為了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有 守著你的人是我
為了你而活 為了你而梦 伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流 就算错了 也不退后
*为了你而活，为了你而梦，为了你们的爱我会撑到最后，当世界都乌有，守着我的人是你们。
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忆儿博的心情写真~*21/06/2009
Sunday, Jun 21, 2009 4:05AM / Members only
21/06/2009
晴天
3.02am
由始至终，我仍然没有信心。我不知道自己还能够承受多少、承受多久。歇斯底里，真的非要走到这一步吗？
过于快的转折，让我消化不了。是我多心？是我敏感？还是我想太多？只不过，那么明显的变化，就算神经再大条的人也会察觉到吧？每一步，都在把我逼向墙角，让我不得不让步。我的让步，似乎被视为理所当然；然而，我的感受呢？为什么我总是被说到很不可理喻？我很空闲吗？空闲得想找架吵？还是又要指责我的脾气问题？太多心？贪得无厌？事实真的是如此吗？
哑巴吃黄连，有苦说不出这句话我体验到了。人，是我自己选的；选择，是我自己做的。当长辈的劝告我不听时，有苦该向谁诉？明显的改变就连我的家人都察觉到了，句句无意却讽刺的话在我身上连发的时候，我能说什么？每一道问题，我都得深思熟虑的回答，深怕答错了，又中连续一阵射镖。我两头不到岸，又有谁知道呢？除了我自己，还能怪谁？该说的好话我都说了，能暗示的也暗示了，就连问题我也让你知道了，但换来的是什么？是字字句句会刺痛人心的话、刺痛人心的一举一动。哪怕伤口已经在流血了，还是被人往里头撒盐。
心，真的痛了。
